The Light of Love in a Third Night
Twelve

The morning of the new york city is so tempting, its beauty sweeps every corner, making everyone rush to leave their homes, apartments, and flats, there are some of them who leave their mansion, and there are some who leave their homes, to spoil their eyesight.

So did I, after all the time I was in new haven, two weeks ago I went back to Manhattan, the city that had been attached to me, because my blood seemed to flow in this city. After the graduation procession was over, I hurried to leave new haven to return to Manhattan immediately, because I wanted to enjoy the beautiful moment in this city

" when will you stand there shanum?" abaraham's voice resuscitated my daydream

"to the point where I am tired of looking up at the sun rising again, but is never! because I like this "I answered, but I refused to turn around to see Abraham behind me.

" it's ok, no problem, shanum? "

"hmmm" I muttered

"will you go interview the people you meet again?"

yes, it has been one week that I went to continue my research on Islam, actually not research, rather just finding out about the appeal of Islam is so strong, so, until it makes people who are leafy in this part of the world many who adhere to the religion of Islam.

I snorted irritatedly at abraham's words that "i did not interview ABRAHAM SMIT" my murmur, this time I looked at him sharply. I went inside and left it at the balcon.

" hay beb, I'm just making up" this time he joined me on the sofa, holding my head, occasionally he kissed me.

" what if I give you advice?, so you don't have to interview people you meet anymore"

" NOT ABRAHAM'S INTERVIEW, I'M JUST ASKING" I was bitter, abraham seemed surprised by my words that rose by several octaves

" it's ok, sorry, sorry,,,, OK, just asking?"

" what's the difference?" his murmur was soft, but it was still demgar by me.

" what did you say abraham?"

"nothing, how, I told you not his advice?"

" okay" I finally chose to give up.

" shanum rather than you ask the people you meet, even though you do not know him, what if you join ded and mom to Indonesia, I'm sure there are a lot of Muslims who can answer your questions by being tailed and satisfying you, and I'm also sure they can be your best friends" she suggested, I just kept quiet, he did not answer abraham's advice.

" well, I don't think your advice is bad" said I sambik stirring coffee brought by secretary abraham earlier.

I sipped coffee that started to warm up until it ran out.

"okay, because tomorrow ded and mon will return to Indonesia, meaning there is not much time, abraham later tonight we dinner together in the mansion ded, " I said and then rose to death the abraham room that I really liked. "oh yeah, don't forget to take Lucas and Jordan as well" I added before closing the door.

I walked away from Abraham's room, saw some people staring at me in wonder and asked why I could get out of Abraham's room, it was because they didn't know who I was, of course they will not dare to ask, because they still want to continue working here, so they only ask themselves.

I walked quickly and cared for their eyes. After I got to the front of the car I immediately went in and left the company abraham.

The black chat gate opened wide when my car was in front of him, I entered leaving the security guard in front of the gate, I turned off my car engine in front of the door of this very luxurious mansion.

It looks lonely, like uninhabited, when as wide as there are many people, but not as much as in the mansion ded, it is because grandpa, does not make many people. only five people who work here including the driver and security guard, inexplicably with granda, even though the mansion is much larger than the mansion ded.

" grippa "sapa ku sambik hugging granda who was fishing in the artificial lake ny, yes grandpa spent more time in this lake

" hay princess, are you okay ?" granpa asked after I sat down beside him

"okay "my reply still hugged granda, long time it feels like I'm not in his arms.

" grandpa" call me slowly

"hmmm,,,,"

"yes" he replied steadily, I looked at the grandpa affectionately "whatever will happen, whatever you will take even if it is very dislikeful, the grandpa will always love you, the grandpa will always love you, because you're a part of me after your grandma" she added

Tears I shed hearing the grippa's heart-wrenching answer, I hugged granpa tightly, though in my heart it hurt a lot, because I was lying to grandpa.

" well, granpa tonight come to the mansion ded, we will be dinner with "my door while wiping my tears that fall.

"okay" said grandpa, he smiled gently at me.

" well now I go home first, to prepare food to your tribe" I said, then got up after kissing her.

" meet you tonight grandpa?" my scream before going inside left the grandpa who was still in the lake

" okay princess "reply back.

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Tonight all my family gathered in the courtyard of the mansion, they seemed to evaporate the longing that they endured for some time, because to their respective sports make them rarely gather.

Even friska and frank had already taken out into his coyole, which made them endlessly laugh while holding his stomach.

Grandpa was talking with ded , uncle michel, uncle sam and aunty aunty who was beside them.

" your shanum is ready" asked mom to pay for my daydream in front of the mirror.

Mom knew all about my plan because I told her.

" yes mom "my answer was steady, me and mon walked towards the courtyard, where all my family gathered. Actually today is my birthday, only this time after shannon died because of 3 years ago I never asked for my birthday again even all my family did not dare to question it, for me today is like opening an old wound, but this time I started it, I think if I keep trying to forget that wound still I will be hurt. But if I make peace with her maybe I'll feel relieved.

" shanum, you are very beautiful" cried friska after I arrived at the park.he walked up to me and hugged me tightly, as well as my other brother, uncle and aunty also hugged me. But none of them said happy birthday, they only praised my love.

"happy birthday beby" said abraham in my ear, My body seemed tense with abraham's words, though it could only be heard by me, but I knew the word, that word, after a long time I heard it again.

my tears seemed to fall down my two cheeks, abraham hugged me tightly, he gave me strength as if he understood what I was feeling.

I also know how much he wants to cry but is held back by it.

I immediately wiped my tears and pushed abraham, I did not want to dissolve deeply into the sadness, until I made my purpose forget.

" okay, grandpa, uncle, aunty and all my family, I invite you to dinner together because there's something I'm going to say" I said after I calmed down, and my family gathered in front of me. They seemed silent waiting for the continuation of my words.

" today, precisely on the night of my birthday, I want to say, that I shanum syakira smit will embrace Islam, and I will come with mom and ded to Indonesia tomorrow" I said steadily while looking at all my family who seemed shocked and in disbelief.

Let this be my decision, let everyone agree or not! but I hope with this I can forget the painful event, and start my new life, even though I don't know if I can be like mommy or not?

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