The Love Mas Battalion
19. Strengthen oneself.
Towards a sharp conflict. Once again Nara warns for the impervious.please skip and do not leave inhumane comments because the reader's heart is not strong. Not all the ways of life are straight. Thank you..!!.
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"But what is Dan?"
"She can't possibly serve you as a wife because her lungs are working too hard. He will drop completely and relapse can not do anything" replied Mr. Ganda.
Bang Hasdin was silent again. Right now that came to his mind was only Cherry.
"Ijin Dan. I'm married and have a daughter, she can't see. My wife would be hurt if I did something like this, betraying our marriage" Bang Hasdin said bluntly.
"If you want, I will close all these problems" said Mr. Ganda.
The voice of the Double Pak began to choke.
"Also. donating an eye to your daughter if. That's what you have in mind right now, right?" ask Mr. Ganda as if he knows the feelings of Bang Hasdin.
"Ready" replied Bang Hasdin revealing everything.
"Go back tomorrow morning and think about my offer. I'm doing this for my daughter, you're doing it for your daughter. Didn't you already feel what love feels like for your beloved daughter?" double Pak Said.
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Bang Hasdin's body felt weak. His footsteps gontai walked towards the living room. He put the meat he just got that afternoon.
Bang Ares rubbed his stomach on his return from the bathroom. His stomach is very uncomfortable.
"A long time. Where have you been?" ask Bang Ares.
"Finding your order is not easy. I went around the city looking for him" Bang Hasdin reasoned.
For so long Bang Ares and Bang Hasdin have been friends.. Bang Ares knew very well that Bang Hasdin's face was hiding something.
"Why you?" bang Ares asked as if sensitive to the situation of his best friend.
"There's nothing. Just have a headache" Bang Hasdin replied.
"I rest yes, please. I'm tired of it" Bang Hasdin immediately left without waiting for an answer from Bang Ares.
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Hana massages Bang Hasdin's head. She heard her husband was having a headache. Gently, like a wife.. Hana gives her attention to Bang Hasdin.
"What's eating yet?" ask Hana.
"Not deck, you're not hungry. Just want to sleep" Bang Hasdin still closed his eyes, suddenly he was afraid to die looking at Hana's face, as if there was a big sin that he had just committed.
When his eyes closed, there was a soft hand stroking his jaw which he had not shaved four days.
Suddenly, Bang Hasdin's eyes opened. There was a voice that he missed.
"Cherry dear papa" said Cherry continued to shuffle in his arms until Bang Hasdin became increasingly unbearable.
"Papa loves Cherry" replied Bang Hasdin.
Cherry's hand continues to touch Bang Hasdin's face as if so curious about the face of the Papa, or maybe he is very thirsty for the affection of a papa. That body motion can't lie that her little girl desperately needs a warm embrace of herself.
"Papa's gonna make you see again, baby. Papa promised..will do anything for you even though you have to be destroyed and bear the consequences of everything you will do, but believe me. all this is only for your happiness and Mama" bang Hasdin then kissed Cherry. Her tears ran down the river.
"Sibang's love alone is enough for Cherry Bang" Hana is also saddened to see Bang Hasdin's affection for Cherry their only daughter.
"Abang wants him to live a decent life. He wanted her to see the beautiful world. Brother does not need another anymore.just want you and Cherry happy to live with Brother" Bang Hasdin immediately pulled Hana into his arms as well.
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With a doubtful step Bang Hasdin met Pak Ganda beside Citra's nursery. At that time Mr. Ganda was talking with his partner. When the middle-aged man saw Bang Hasdin coming.His smile expanded, he knew.the presence of the man was sure to fulfill his offer yesterday. Mr. Ganda smiled and immediately met Bang Hasdin.
"You've done the right job Hasdin..!!" Double Sir patted Bang Hasdin on the shoulder.
"Hopefully you can patiently guide Citra"
"God willing Dan. but I can only say one thing. Marriage is not a game and it just means anything. I can still be negligent in dealing with this household situation." Bang Hasdin said carefully.
"The commander already knew I had children and a wife, so the commander couldn't demand that I always be near Citra because I also had other obligations as Hana's husband"
"I get. Then.. let's go into Citra's nursery..!!" bring the Double Pak.
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The image of a lowered smile as Papa Ganda introduced the figure of Bang Hasdin before him.
Bang Hasdin turned his eyes to see the sweet girl with thin cheeks on her face. Soft salem colored hijab further adds to the level of citra ayu. Bang Hasdin to the point of condemning himself for having absolutely no heart for Citra, even smiling himself was not able.
"I promise to give you a part of me. It's okay if you don't want to marry me. I know that there is no love for me" said Citra softly in Bang Hasdin's ear.
"I withdraw the speech. If you marry me you can repay all your goodwill, whatever I will do." bang Hasdin's voice sounded firmly without burden but who would have thought in his heart was excruciating pain could not bear to imagine Hana's tears.
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