
I didn't think this painful adult
With all my strength I exhaled my tired breath, everything was painful everything was sad, the curse slap was always heard every night whether it was to how many times I heard it felt like I wanted to disappear, I always asked God why I should be born this sad.
I took my jacket which I had kept behind the door, picked up a bat in my bag and went out slamming the door, the mockery and screaming still heard behind my old man's room, I'm sick of trying not to care, I ride my big bike and pull the gas pedal at high speed, I forget my sadness this way,
Hahaha look at me so pitifully instead of sitting alone sipping nicotine between my fingers, again tears come out without excuse, I close my eyes shed all my anger I feel like I want to give up, giving up with the universe that joked his passing.
Hahaha again2 I laughed in a sobbing, not laughing at laughter but laughing at myself why should it be this sad.
The phone in my pocket shook, not the slightest bit of my intention to pick it up I was too fed up and already knew who was calling me now, 2, 3, 4, 5 I finally picked up the flat object I saw who called me.
"Where's lo?"
"Lake"
Unilateral disconnected calls, I turned off the phone, right now I'm not talking to anyone I just want to calm my mind a little bit
I heard the sound of the motor approaching me when I thought he was coming, he patted me on the shoulder as if to strengthen me, he sat beside me without saying a word.
"The world's kidding isn't as cool as dogs"
"Defend for a moment, the cave sure you're not that weak to give up right" the person looked at me with pity
"Cape Cave No"
Anora Almeta
A long black-haired girl with a sharp nose and shiny eyes, the girl is quite into the smart student at Kencana High School, Almeta Anora is her name, has a nickname Ano, and is a girl who is, she's diligent but a little lazy too, a cheerful girl with 1000 of her absurd behavior, albeit a little freak in my opinion, he's my best friend since I was in Elementary School he's the one2 person who currently always supports me under any circumstances, under these circumstances he's trying to make me stay.
"Lo want to go back? Or nginep apart cave?" Asked Ano who was still faithful sitting beside me with his knees that he bent in front of his body.
"Lo knows the answer to why it has to be nanya" I said indifferently
He simply nodded in response, pulling his body to get up from sitting down.
"Let's go back, the cave has plenty of food at home"
Sighing for a moment I got up from my seat on the motorbike and closed the helmet glass I was wearing.
After arriving, I lay myself in the bed with one hand covering my eyes for a while I closed my eyes, from the kitchen Ano had already called for dinner
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POV Author
Returning home after calming down, Nadia, the girl brought her big motorbike into the house, opened the door to look right left if there were fragments of old man's captivity last night, he said, but looking all tidy and clean, he walks into the kitchen looking at the aunt who had been looking after him since childhood and worked at his house for 2 years.
"Bi" rubbed the middle-aged back
"Miss" the girl's gentle mane-smoking aunt, Nadia always felt affection when with aunt
"Where did you go all night? Aunty called the lady but she didn't answer, I'm worried about Miss why-why"
"I'm the same Ano bi I cape at home"
"Miss, aunty knows for sure miss is very tired, patient yes miss everything will be fine" again2 aunt rubbed her back with affection
"Engga bi, I take it, please just in the place yes" I said up from sitting
Aunty simply nodded in response, Nadia carried her body up the stairs, as she passed through her old man's room tucked in her curiosity, should she knock on him? So long Nadia just kept silent to see the door of the room, in the end she decided not to care.
As he pressed the door handle a rising voice greeted his arrival to the house.
"From wherever you're a goddamn kid, useless all night go without saying goodbye to your own parents"
Nadia just silently watched him talk.
"You're just as damn as your mother who doesn't know in profit that's a son of the devil"
Nadia turned to look at the middle-aged man in front of her who was tidy with his suit, the middle-aged man looked at Nadia nyalang with all the hatred in the look of his eyes.
Plaque!
A slap landed on Nadia's smooth cheek, the girl was holding her hot cheek shiver from the slap, she was even reluctant to just look at the middle-aged man's face in front of her.
"Go you son of a bitch, child of no use" the curse after the curse disappeared when the middle-aged man closed the door loudly and left Nadia.
The girl stared at the nilar someone who was no longer in front of her deserves to call him a father? Should he hope that the middle-aged man is his superhero? The meaning and the insults that are always silent every day in his clumsiness.
Tears again escaped in her eyes, the girl erased it violently, immediately went into the bathroom just to clean herself and change clothes, take a backpack, take a bag, grabbing the motor key and immediately exiting, the air in the house was already very suffocating on his chest.
When he came down from the stairs he took the place of the provisions that aunty had prepared, he was confused looking for the figure of an aunt, but no he was not there, he was not there, the girl reached into her pants pocket sending a short message to aunt.
Immediately he went out of the house and drove his motorbike at high speed, many times the phone in his pocket shook, Nadia pulled the bike away with annoyance, who else thought, he thought, it turns out that his best friend's name is listed there, yes he's on again
"Hm"
"Where's lo?"
"Road"
"The wait in the parking lot is okay, drugs"
Before running again the bike a ruckus was heard from the little lips Nadia, he was willing to pull over his motorbike just to answer the phone from his best friend, then when picked up was all he heard, he said, he wanted to stick his best friend's head.
From the school gate the girl who was running his motorbike saw the best friend was confused a ignorant idea appeared in his brain.
"Dogs"
Ara had already raised her hand to hit me because of her shock with a motorcycle club
"Who told ngalangin"
"Monkey"
Nadia just cleared her throat with the oddity answered the grunts of her best friend
"Today's a bald man's lesson, you want to come in?" Ano asked who was standing waiting for Nadia to get off her big bike.
Without replying, Nadia got off her big bike removing the helmet attached to her head, leaving Ano still blabbering indistinctly as he left.