The Love Story of Najendra

The Love Story of Najendra
He who turned out weak


Staring at Jendra in response, Jendra rubbed Nadia's hand slowly, Nadia also looked at the hand that Jendra was currently gently swiping.


"Can't you hurt yourself?" He said, still looking at Nadia's hand.


Alright say stupid to Nadia at this time, he even forgot the bruise in his hands, even though he always desperately covered her in front of anyone except Riri.


Silent there was no answer, just looking at his hand that Jendra was currently holding.


"Lo can cape, Lo can cry, Lo can cuddle me all day, Lo can be angry, but you are involved with Lo berakitin yourself" said Jendra again.


Riri patted Jendra's shoulder to calm down, Riri knew what Jendra was feeling right now, his eyes were reddened with restraining emotions, the man was angry, he was angry, not angry at Nadia but angry at himself why he was careless like this, he did not even know Nadia endured all her pain alone.


"Nad, Lo sleep yes, I won't go home" said Riri


"You go home I'm gapapa" replied Nadia without looking at the other person


Exhaling harsh breaths, sometimes Riri is irritated by Nadia's stubborn attitude.


"Nad"


"Whatever" she answered


Staring at the star-filled sky, Jendra, the man took a sip of the nicotine that was crimping his finger, calming himself down after seeing all the events tonight, after making sure Nadia slept safely, the statement said, Jendra set foot into a roop top in Nadia's boarding house.


Someone patted him on the shoulder a few times, he did not look or even look at the person.


"Lo know all this?" Ask Jendra


"Gue does not want to cover everything, but Nadia who means I make cover everything including lo, she does not want to look weak in front of everyone bang"


"He's not weak Ri"


"Gue knows, but he still thinks he's that weak, you just squirm the cheerful Nadia self right? All this time he struggled desperately to not give up" answered Jendra's words, giving a paper that he had held earlier


"One week, I sent Nadia to a psychiatrist, every mallem I ngingetin he took drugs, every time he was destroyed I commemorate him not hurt himself, I did not cape ngebantuin Nadia, Nadia, but I cape the same myself just can help Nadia at this stage, when Nadia hurts herself again, I'm angry with all-out doctor Andri" continued Riri


"Who?"


"Psychiatrist Nadia, since the beginning of my Anter Nadia to a psychiatrist, Doctor Andri believes that I can help her heal Nadia, her trauma in the past is too heavy for the contents of her mind, and I believe that, if Nadia was caught taking more than a dose of medicine or disekalin again myself, I was angry with doctor Andri, I was not hurt as he was angry with me, I was angry, I was angry with myself, not the doctor Andri aja angry with me but myself as well" replied the girl with a little deft in every word of her


"Gue tau lo destroyed bang, I know you now as ruined as what, after you know all that Nadia has been running so far behind you, 3 times attempted suicide has been done, he has never done, everything I failed, before you know, Nadia is the person who is the hardest to laugh at, invited to stories, even the most closed, but after lo, I squirm her change"


"Since when?" Cut Jendra


"After a few months of knowing you, Nadia started to open up to me, started to laugh at me, she started to be able to express herself in front of me, after a few times she told me, she said, I think in every story he told that he was not okay, I was able to assume Nadia was lacking faith, less strict with God, but in fact it was different, but in fact it was different, I secretly find out all about what happened with Nadia to my online friends, and 95% of them suggest I bring Nadia to a psychiatrist, I was trying hard to persuade Nadia, Nadia, after I managed to persuade him, the first time came he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2" Riri continued


Sounding a small stuffing from Riri's ears, he turned his head to the side, seeing Jendra who was currently bowing his head.


"Why I don't know Ana is this bad Ri, I'm not even useful to her" replied Jendra


"Just the first time I saw Lo cry, I know how you feel the same way he feels the same way you feel me" Riri


Silent no answer, Riri did not force Jendra to answer, he knew now Jendra needed time to calm down.


Rubbing his tears violently, Jendra held his head back.


"Gue thinks Ana is mine, just as rich as I am to Lo" said Jendra


"Gue see you kissed her head earlier, I saw your gaze to her, I saw as soft as what you to her, you don't even want to see her hurt in the slightest, You're a hypocrite if you say Nadia was just you think Ade"


"Too much fear in me"


"What are you afraid of?


"Nadia's feelings are the same as I'm different from her"


"When did you tell me that bastard was Nadia bang? I know you haven't been diem all this time, I know you even asked Lo's friends to spy on that bastard right? you also know all that bastard's rottenness"


"Gue's afraid of Ana's pain"


"There's nothing you need to fear, it's you who have to help him now, help him make out of this zone, I believe you, I'm sure you can, I'm sure you can, show everything in your own way"


"Do I need to get rid of him from in front of Nadia? I really hate seeing Nadia betrayed, that bastard doesn't even know how Nadia is now"


"Quite you lose him from the presence of Nadia, Nadia's heart, the same life Nadia was already quite bang, you do not need to lose her life"


"Gue Denger he has a motorcycle gang, it's quite difficult for Lo to tell his life" continued Riri


"Lo is still even questioning me Ri" said Jendra chuckled


Riri chuckled with a spontaneous answer from Jendra


"Lo want to cover up your life which is actually the same as Nadia bang?"


"Gue wants to finish everything one-on-one, I don't want to be rash, the most important thing is now Nadia is safe on my side"


"Gue is sure you can take care of Nadia as best as possible bang"