
18.02. Kai, where are you?
18.05. Honey, are you okay?
18.30. Honey, I'm home late. I have to see Bayu's lawyer.
18.45. The darling?
19.02. Love ...
19.30. Kai, where are you? Why isn't my phone picking up?
20.00. Kai?
2015. Kai, are you okay? Why was my message not read? My call is not accepted?
21.00. Kai, are you asleep? Is everything okay? Kids how are you?
21.02. I miss you guys. Love you, Kai.
There are dozens of missed calls and messages on the green app that Pram sends. All of them are two-tick in gray. The mature man was enveloped in prolonged fret. Even his concentration broke, he could not absorb all of his lawyer's explanations. The wait was long in worry, quietly waiting for dozens of his messages in blue in the middle of his chatter.
"Where are you, Kai. Why don't you read my message." Whispering in the heart.
***
As the night grew more intense, Kailla woke up feeling her chest throbbing pain and hardening. He had been asleep since the afternoon, even missing his dinner. His body is not in good condition.
The quarrel with Ibu Citra made Kailla's head hurt. Even though her in-laws came and apologized, it was still not that easy for Kailla to forget everything. The words that had come out of her lips were so painful, even Mother Citra's repeated apologies were unable to heal the wounds that had been incised so deeply.
He also wanted to try to make peace as Pram asked, but the implementation was not as easy as saying and nodding in agreement. Still the heartache gnaws. However, he struggles to come to terms with all. After all, her opponent's woman was none other than her own in-laws, the mother of her husband. Wanting to build a wall of any height, he realized where he was. Kailla could only swallow the pain herself for the good of everyone. Hopefully, slowly time will erode all the wounds and heal all the pain by itself.
"What time is it?" Kailla massaged the temple, the world spinning as it forced her body up and sat down.
Deg-
"It's ten o'clock at night. Pram hasn't come home ..." Kailla pulled her body back. He's not feeling well. Everything hurts and feels hot.
"The twins are not looking for her ASI ...." Kailla. The caretaker did not wake her and the twin duo did not cry looking for her. Kailla's eyes closed again.
Half an hour later, Kailla's faint hearing caught the sound of the door opening and the clattering of steps regularly approaching. Kailla's eyes reluctantly opened even though she could catch a familiar voice greeting her. The masculine voice of his man, husband and father of his children is right on the side of the ear.
"Kai, are you asleep, honey?" Pram unbuttoned his shirt and took off work clothes that had been attached to his skin all day.
Tired of hugging the athletic body at the age of half a century, drowsiness also makes the eyes dim Pram. I want to straighten my body and close my eyes as soon as possible. If you do not remember the body sweating mixed with dust, it is certain he will catch up with Kailla. Highlight the man's eyes were sad, looking at the back of Kailla who was behind him.
***
The time has shown at 02.15 in the morning when Pram woke up from his sound. Both of his sons screamed from the next room. Bentley and Kentley's crying voice was deafening, delivering a protest that could not be uttered in the middle of a blind night.
"Nuran ...." Pram jumped down, after squeezing the rough blanket that covered him.
The heart of the man in the cotton T-shirt and shorts rumbled when he found his two sons crying together. Kentley screamed in his bed and Bentley cried in Kailla's arms.
Pram caught something wrong. Bentley was being breastfed but the baby tasted for a while and shouted while shaking his head.
"What's going on, Kai?" pram asked, holding Kentley in his chest. He was trying to calm his youngest child so that the screams of the twins did not disturb the sleep of the entire house.
Kailla shook her head, she was also confused. His chest was swollen and hot, but his son did not want to suck as usual. Bentley only sucked two-three times and after that went berserk with his head moving left and right.
"Dear, please. Let me breastfeed Kentley. I hope the reaction of my son is different.
However, it's the same. Kentley did the same.
"Didn't the ASI come out, Kai?" ask Pram.
Deg-
Kaila regained her senses, trying to squeeze it. And sure enough, usually a lot will spill out and now only a small speck.
"Oh my God .. What happened?" Kaila was already wanting to cry, joining her two sons. It helps squeeze the bumps of its twin throbbing, sore and tightening. The result remains the same. Too upset, he made his breast skin reddened.
The man told Kailla before stepping out of the room with Bentley on the right and Kentley on the left.
"Don't press. Let it go, Kai. I take care of the kids first." Clip out of the room in a hurry. He must hand both of them over to the babysitter, and return to take care of Kailla.
***
Honey, don't squash. It's all swollen." Pram returned after leaving his children. The frantic face grew even more anxious when he saw Kailla's swollen, flushed chest.
"Pumped up is also just a drop, honey. Not pouring out as usual," Kailla fights, still struggling. Her tears were breaking upon this reality. She was indeed not a motherly and meek woman, but faced with a situation like this, Kailla became sad. More weight than losing your expensive bag.
"Sstt ...." Pram crouched down in front of Kailla. He saw for himself the liquid that usually flows like shower water is now dry. He took the ASI pump from his wife's hand, he hugged Kailla tightly.
"Don't continue. It will even get swollen. Calm yourself, Kai. All must be well," comfort Pram, calm Kailla while wiping the tears that came down his wife's cheeks.
"If it doesn't come out again .. how? My children should drink what ...." Kailla's cry sounded tight, she ignored the pain and aches in her chest that she felt at this moment.
"Sstt, don't think about it, honey. You're hot, Kai. Looks like you're sick. Back to our room, yeah." Without asking, Pram slipped his hands behind Kailla's back and held her.
Pram is attacked by guilt, when he sees Kailla's cries do not want to subside. Still squeezing a swollen chest mound. These few days, he was too busy and ignored Kailla. Even letting his wife through the days alone.
Sticking by the side of the bed, she still tried to hug Kailla and calm down.
"How is this, honey?" Kailla asked with a trembling voice.
"Of course, don't squeeze anymore. Swollen later. Don't cry anymore. I'll compress it with warm water." Soothing tram.
Before long, he had returned with a wet towel and compressed it. "illness?" ask Pram gently.
Kailla silence. Her beautiful eyes were still wet with tears. "What if his ASI doesn't come out again. What about my kids?" kaila asked in tears.
"Don't think. It's gonna be okay, Kai." Pram smiled, sitting next to Kailla.
"But, Honey. If you arrive ...."
"Sstt .. otherwise children can drink cow's milk." Pram tried to smile, hiding his unrest. If Kailla is afraid that her children will not be able to breastfeed again, Pram is more afraid that something will happen to Kailla. Seeing the swollen and hardened twin mounds, Pram became worried.
"It hurts, honey?" ask Pram slowly, while rubbing slowly.
"Hmm," Kailla muttered. Lying down with her adorable spoiled face, she stared sadly at the husband.
"Oh, it's okay. Your body is hot too. Later, we go to the doctor to make sure." Pram is smiling.
"What because these few days .. I do not regularly breastfeed the twins, even this has been almost a day I do not breastfeed them. I'm also not routinely pumping as usual" Kailla argued, a little calmer after hearing the words coming out of Pram's lips.
Flinched, Pram was again hit by guilt. These few days, he was busy with his own business.
"What's going on? What are you thinking? You're breastfeeding, you can't think too hard, you can't stress, honey." Staring fixedly, while wiping the long hair of Kailla who was scattered in a mess.
Asked like that, Kailla did not answer. Instead, he got up and hugged Pram. The mother of the twins spilled the tears and taste she held for days on Pram's shoulders.
"I'm still upset with Mama. I've tried to forgive, but still .. Mama's words still leave a wound," Kailla said sobbing. Spoiled, laying his head on Pram's shoulders.
"I'm sorry, Kai." Pram whispered with both hands rubbing his wife's back. "I was too busy these few days .. to the point of ignoring you and the kids. I'm not there for you when you want to complain and complain" continued Pram.
"Not think about it anymore. Mama's been to you?" ask Pram.
Kailla nodded, still tightly wrapped around her husband's neck. Kailla was immersing her sad face in the recess of Pram's neck.
"Mama's already apologizing to you?" ask Pram again.
"Here, it was noon." Kailla answered slowly.
"I promise .. I'll make sure Mama doesn't hurt you again, Kai. No, don't think about it. It's gonna be okay. I'm trying to free Bayu and after that we can calm down." Prams explained.
***
Tbc