
Kirana walks down the streets of Jakarta which are very crowded. His feet stepped without a definite purpose, at this time he had nothing and anyone he had. All he had right now was the clothes he was wearing right now, and that was a gift from a sesarong. What a sad life.
The weather was getting hot because the sun was getting higher making Kirana stop her steps for a moment. He was looking for a place to shelter from the biting sun. Honestly, Kirana is currently very confused about where she wants to go, she does not have any money, how she will find a place to stay and also eat.
Oh yes, Kirana remembered. Why isn't he just working like he used to? At least he could earn money even if only a little.
"Yes, I have to work. May there be a place that will accept me to work," inner Kirana was very hopeful of that.
After quite a long time of resting, Kirana instantly got up, she was already more eager to find work today. But just as Kirana was just getting up, suddenly some people in black clothes walked towards her.
It suddenly made Kirana surprised, her body trembling violently because she thought that they would definitely act evil. At once Kirana's brain said to run away, but unfortunately on the other side also came the person who was dressed the same.
"What do you want?" Kirana asked in fear.
"We don't want to do anything Miss. You can calm down" said a man who is the group's chairman.
"I have nothing to do with you! Let me go," Kirana said trying boldly.
"I'm sorry Miss, your request was denied. Sir is on his way here" said the man again.
"Master? Master who?" kirana asked confusedly.
But it didn't take long for Kirana to guess who it was. Because now he can see the figure of a man who just got off his car. The dashing guy in his black suit, who else if not Rendra.
Kirana fell silent, looking at Rendra who looked very handsome under the scorching sun that afternoon. It would be a lie if Kirana said she was not fascinated by this perfect creature of God. But because of that, Kirana also became convinced that her choice to stay away from this man was very appropriate. Even the difference between them was clear, like heaven and earth.
Rendra stood right in front of Kirana who was just silent. He gave gesture to all his men to retreat, he just wanted to speak to Kirana alone. Fortunately the place was quite quiet, not many people passed by.
"Why go?" said Rendra looking straight at Kirana's eyes.
"Indeed I should have left" Kirana said as much as possible ignoring the feelings in her heart.
"Why?" it was only that word that Rendra uttered, yet Kirana understood it very well.
"I just want to go. We're both done, and I want to get back to my old life. Oh yes, before I wanted to thank you, because of you I can be free now," Kirana said in a casual tone, not caring when she saw the change of Rendra's face.
"I won't let you go Kirana!" rendra said very firmly.
"What right do you have to forbid me to leave? We don't have any relationship, do we? We're just strangers who happen to be hanging out with Rendra. I hope you remember that" Kirana said desperately trying to hold back her tears as she said that.
"That's you think! I don't think you're a stranger to me anymore, you're the woman I love Kirana! Don't you believe in that?" said Rendra holding tightly onto both of Kirana's arms.
"Love? You said Rendra's love? Do you think a woman like me deserves love from you? No Rendra! I am a woman who does not deserve your love! I'm just a dirty woman!" kirana said snapping at Rendra in despair, she did not want this man to love her, she did not want Rendra to love a disgusting woman like her.
"Why not? And you have absolutely no right to say you deserve me or not Kirana! I love you not because you're a holy woman or not. I love you because of you Kiran," said Rendra looking at Kirana with her feelings, she was absolutely certain that this woman was all she wanted.
"But we're not with Rendra, you and I are different, that's obvious. I beg you, do not oppose destiny, we are not meant to be together" said Kirana release Rendra's hand on his arm and then move away from the palace.
"What do you want Kirana?" rendra's words made Kirana stop her steps.
"I want you to forget me" Kirana said, nibbling her lips, disguising the sobs that she actually wanted to break. Her heart hurts so much, God, she loves Rendra too, but she is also aware of who she is.
"If I forget you, will you also forget me?" said Rendra staring straight at Kirana's trembling back, indicating that the woman was trying hard to hold back her crying.
Kirana fell silent, will she forget about Rendra? Of course the answer is no, because Rendra is the single most beautiful part of her life. The only man who makes her happy and also scared simultaneously.
"You don't have to answer, I know you won't be able to forget me Kirana. Because you love me too. It's okay you don't admit it, but never forbid me from falling in love with you, because I'll always love you whenever, you have to remember that" said Rendra with a heavy voice typical of him who is very firm, signifying how serious his speech.
Kirana was staring, listening to Rendra's words which inexplicably made Kirana's heart shake. He turned his body and looked at Rendra who was still standing in place. This guy, why is it like this? thought.
"Why did you do that?" kirana said between annoyed and also anxious because of Rendra's attitude which she thought was very stubborn.
"Because I want to do it" said Rendra briefly.
"You-"
"Aren't you going?" rendra said, interrupting so.
"Of course so, I'm going to leave" Kirana said, piquing her lips in annoyance.
"Marry me" said Rendra, making Kirana freeze again.
"What?" Kirana wanted to make sure once again what she heard.
"Marry me Kirana, be my wife." said Rendra with a serious face.
Kirana increasingly did not understand with Rendra's very absurd attitude. "You think marriage is a joke?" exclaim Kirana felt Rendra was just playing around.
"I never said it was a joke. I seriously want to make you my wife" Rendra said, not changing her facial expression.
"But I don't want to marry you" Kirana said, quite upset with Rendra's attitude.
"I don't care. To me you are my woman, and my future wife"
Happy Reading's.
Tbc.