
..."No matter how you ask me to leave, I'll stay. Here as your admirer and continue to love you."...
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"I'm sorry for being so presumptuous to put a taste in you" Eder continued.
The deg!
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Elena was silent again. Isn't that a good thing for both of them? After all, their feelings will be reciprocated, right? What is Eder apologizing for?
"I was a fool for being late to realize this, to the point that I had to declare this to you. I know how you feel about me too. But I prefer to eliminate this taste," said Eder softly.
The deg!
Again and again Elena was getting frozen in place. Her tears even drop by drop fell just like that.
What does Eder mean by throwing a sentence that was originally sweet, now even stick a sharp knife into his heart? So, what does this guy want again?
Eder could no longer continue his sentence. His chest suddenly choked and hurt when he saw a drop of clear granules fall soaked the beautiful face of the woman. "I feel unworthy of you, Ele. I'm not worthy enough and classy enough to be with you. Just say, that I am indeed a fool and an idiot for having been presumptuous to fall in love with his own boss' son." said Eder Lirih.
Again and again Elena felt pain. Not his physique, but his heart, his heart was truly in pain at once right now. Even he himself still did not think that the man he had long admired with a million or even millions of things now even made him cry as sick as this.
Can't stand her tears anymore. He stood up, walking without direction. But not until it happened, Eder held it so that his steps stopped again.
"I'm sorry Elena. I really didn't mean to hurt your heart. I just feel like I'm not a decent guy for Elena Scrith especially if it's up to you. Let me endure all this for my own sake. I don't want you to put any deeper feelings on me. Just give your heart to another man who is more classy and worthy of you, I will learn to be sincere without having to involve anyone to forget you from my heart." Eder returned his words.
Everything that he had been quieting all this time he revealed right now. He really couldn't bear this all by himself. Even she was tired of pretending to look ordinary when the girl stated about her feelings for herself.
Elena's back sobbing. Her tears became even more unstoppable. Again and again the clear details fell more and more rapidly.
"After all this time you showed me your concern, your concern for me and what kind of pamper me as well, you even told me to leave? That's not what you mean?" reply Elena with her sobs.
He re-arranged his breathing that had been hunting, he really had been bitter once and was very shaking the pain crest that he felt. "I know, back when you were in High School, maybe you still think of me as a little girl who doesn't deserve to know about love. And after now? At my age now? Can I still be fooled by the sentence that you are only a Brother who is always there for me after Brother Edward?" revealed again.
"Haha!" Elena laughed at the picture along with the pain in her heart.
"I'm not stupid Brother Ed. So far I've struggled, pretending to be the little girl you think you should always get your attention. But am I the only one here wrong? Is it wrong if I also put some sense into you, brother? Is it wrong if I love you this deep? Wrongly? Please tell me that this is not wrong!" he said again with a hunting breath. Her crying completely broke out instantly as well.
For a moment Elena felt the warmth and calmness within her. But in his heart? Of course not. It still feels so painful.
"You're evil Brother Ed. You're evil!" he said helplessly as he beat the chest of Eder's field with great frustration.
"I thought after you said that you also put your heart on me, it would be a good start for us going forward. But actually? You smashed at the same time that I flew and fell when you found out that you asked me to go and forget about you? And you easily said that you would forget me? Throw away your race for me?"
"Sick brother! It hurts! It's even more painful from the start when I know you only think of me as a sister. It's very painful."
"I'm hurt by all this. I was wounded and sick when I had to accept that all my struggles for you had become worthless dust grains. I love you sincerely, no matter who you are. Want you Daddy's men though, love is still love. Does love have to be reciprocated when both are one rank? Is that what you call love?" Elena spoke again with great emphasis and pain.
"Ele thought Big Brother understood more about feelings. But actually? I have to fall and get hurt with all this. It hurts, it hurts a lot, brother," he continued, still in Eder's arms.
Eder himself could only remain silent, trying to neutralize his current feelings. His heart escaped the pain when he heard the stuffing of the beautiful girl along with everything thrown by him.
"I'm sorry Ele, sorry. I'm just trying to tell you that I don't deserve you" Eder said. Trying to give an answer as well as an explanation of all the intentions of his speech earlier.
Elena escaped from the trap. He looked at Eder in disbelief. "Is that how you love someone? Is it that easy to think and decide with one side only? Ahaha!"
"What is inappropriate? Caste problem? Haha!" Elena laughed blandly.
"In comparison to me and you, I'm just a weak girl who can't do anything. Treasure trouble? A fortune? It's not mine, it's an achievement by my parents, not mine. So, what kind of thing deserves to be used as a problem between your inappropriate with me?" he said in a tone that was getting weaker. He was really getting more and more clueless with Eder's way of thinking.
"I am just a weak girl who is helpless without being able to do anything. But I was just lucky to be born into a one-of-a-kind family and overpriced. Remember that! Just lucky! Not that I am the producer of all that wealth, brother," he said, increasingly inaudible.
Eder is no longer in power. Pulling her girl back in her arms, repeatedly peeling Elena's forehead with the pain that now comes to rain.
"I'm sorry Ele."
"You're evil Brother!"
"Yes, I'm evil. I'm evil! Tell me everything Ele, until you're relieved. I'm ready for all of that! Maki me, if you need to hate me," he said in his close embrace.
"I love you even more, brother."
Eder was only able to remain silent without being able to speak again.
"I'll try to understand you and equalize between the two of us Ele," she said