
It's been a full day even until this evening Lea still did not get a job, she had been pacing there and looking for work but no one store received it. Yes, because of his absence last night at the bakery he was finally fired so Lea had to go back to looking for a new one. Sweats were increasingly pouring down his forehead, repeatedly wiping violently because of his tired horn.
" Huff,,, it's been till this afternoon and no one has accepted me" he said. His eyes stared at the watch in his hand which was now at 15:58. There was a slight sense of despair in him from feeling useless.
" If I still don't get a job how do I support my son?if I can't, then I'm not a good mother."Pronouncing with his eyes around looked at the slightly overcast sky.
" God please give me a way out, I must get a job soon," his beacon wistfully.
One of his greatest hopes is to get a job in order to meet all of Hansel's needs, Hansel is his love interest that he will always prioritize.
" Hufff,, I don't understand anymore,," repeatedly let out a long sigh. His desire to get a job is greater than his fatigue.
In the midst of hope and purpose, a thing flashed through his mind. " I'm so curious who he really is? when Hansel and I were on a remote island he had so much guts that he even took me up on the tile roof of the house without any fear. Even a single shot is always on target, as if he were an expert. Emm no no no no! more precisely as usual or in the sense that it is already his talent or how? why am I being so curious?it is so full of mystery. When I left early in the morning trying to escape from New York, but he could know where I was just in the same day, while at that time wasn't he having important business in another country? but why is it so fast? it's so full of puzzles. And easily strategize first easily save Hansel without being caught in the slightest. This really haunts my mind, there's no way he's just a person from the bottom. Then he's from the top? whoop! that's not possible! his arrogant attitude like that from the top? No no no! he's just a regular guy, DOT!" Even himself who exalts even demeans someone he means Edward. Lea was really confused about the situation everything she was experiencing at this time added to her who continued to be haunted by all the attitudes and behaviors of Edward that were difficult for her to understand.
" But why would my little heart say that he's no ordinary person?" ask yourself by touching his chest.
" Can I put my heart back together?all the words he said last night made me unable to pucker up. I could not convince my heart, even every touch by it always reminded me of that bitter incident. How can I go through it all with him? I'm so traumatized that Edward's touch will be on me."
For now it is very difficult for him to answer everything that Edward revealed last night for him, although honestly he really wants to open a new page by forgetting the bitter incident, but maybe his heart was so broken that it was hard to break it. He is not vengeful, but there is a reason behind all that is an event that haunts himself. I don't know, will he continue to fall in the past so it is difficult to look at the future, or managed to escape from all that.
With a river he walked down the road with short steps to return home. Maybe today is not destined for him to get a job, and he will try again tomorrow.
Twenty minutes of Lea's walk finally arrived at his residence. It was quite long because at Lea's stop it was so far from his residence that it was indeed a lot of time. He was about to ride a motorcycle, but considering there was no income so he expressed his intention.
The door he opened then entered the house but the figure of his son he did not find.
His heart was bound with thoughts that were not, no. Because this afternoon he invited Hansel to school and advised Hansel to stay at home and not where, but now he did not find the figure of his son.
" Hans, "" he even went to his own room but still did not find Hansel.
" Hans,," Lea was getting frustrated, her common sense as if it wasn't working anymore.
" Mom," suddenly there was a sound from the back door, Lea who was at medium speed in the kitchen finally looked back, at that time her heart was back to normal.
" Hans," he immediately ran to hold the Son tightly as if afraid of loss. Without realizing it, her tears had even fallen.
" Mommy why are you crying?" asked Hansel when he got out of Lea's arms.
" Mommy, Mommy's okay, Mommy thinks Hans went somewhere. Where is Hansel?" lea said as she wiped her tears and smiled happily.
" So Hans was just in the backyard Mom, Hans was bored at home alone so Hans looked for calm. It was good to relax, especially that the cold wind hit Hans' skin so it added calmness," explained Hansel honestly.
" But next time don't make Mommy almost dislodged heart huh son, Mommy's afraid Hans why napa." Lea exclaimed with compassion and fear of loss.
" Yes Mom, if Hans's not home means in the backyard. Where else did Hans go, the door of the house from the outside just Mommy key, the backyard to the front of the house there is an iron fence, where will Hans run?!" hansel said, showing his white teeth.
" Hehehe," Lea chuckled and hugged Hansel again.
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