
I glanced at some of the visitors, mostly lovers or married couples, I let out a heavy sigh. Too focused on finding my real family I forgot the fact that I also needed a life partner. Yet even I was just about to start putting my life together, how much longer would it take for me to find a suitable man for me?
It was when I laughed at my fate that I met him. A guy I saw when I was figuring out about the company I was going to apply for. Being used to figuring out the possible biological families I would look for was what made my observations become observant, so I always find out everything including the job I was going to apply for.
‘ why is a director in a lake alone? His face looks sad. He's not gonna kill himself, is he?’ my question is in my heart. But a rating I stepped on broke the man's daydream and made him see me.
‘ shit! He won't recognize me, will he?’ my mind when I saw the man choose to run away when caught when I saw him screaming.
I hope he won't recognize me, if he recognizes me, anyway who will interview me is from the HRD-he who is a director would not be able to jump directly select the new employees right?
But my guess was wrong, not just selecting my interview directly - it seemed if he recognized me. I think I should give up working for company Z, who would have thought that the director would accept me - even make me his personal secretary.
It appears that the woman who became the secretary before I passed me with her unaccepted face. Although faint I can still hear the serapah vows coming out of his mouth.
‘ huh! You are only lucky to play behind with a more powerful man.’ said the woman cryptically.
From his words it seems clear if he is indulging his own disgrace. Not by saying like that is the same as saying if he is in his position because he has played back-with HRD who was interviewing me maybe. The HRD's face looked equally upset when the director appointed me as a private secretary in place of the woman who made the oath.
And it turned out that the swearing was not just me who heard the swearing, the director who I knew his name was Chan also heard it. Even from what I heard it seems like he also often took the swearing anywhere at any time when the woman was upset.
I can only sigh, I'm sure, the man who would insult me and accuse me of playing behind with director Chan was not just a former personal secretary-director - given that I had no work experience yet but was immediately raised to be a personal secretary to the director interviewing me was direct director Chan.
And it turns out that my guess is that this job is like a double-edged sword, on the one hand it benefits me, because I don't have to worry about my savings, on the one hand it kills me because of various rumors if I play back and play bed with director Chan.
After all, instead of focusing on finding a partner, I prefer to focus on my work, I have to prove that I am at this point because I have the ability right?
Until I met someone I knew.
“ Henzie?” I thought or rather I said. Damn my old habits came out. What I think often comes out of my mouth. And now I really greet the woman I knew as a child in the same shelter, the same one in a small church in the Netherlands.
What surprised me was Henzie's enlarged stomach. Even more surprised because I found out that Henzie had found his real family.
‘ nice, all have found its place, and I'm here just get the fact I'm just alone. Even now the Henzie that I know her real name is Zena has found her true love - and soon will be a mother.
For the first time my mouth and my heart can be different, my mouth says congratulations but my heart feels jealous and envious. As much as possible I covered the tightness in my chest with a smile, but telling about my futile journey all this time made my defense almost collapse.
Luckily, they thought of my sad face because I told the story of my life.
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author runs out of quota so can only come up now ^_^