The Mafia With Luv
sad girl
Vomment guys, let's get more leeches:D
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Within you flows
Long river
His blood
Inside me is a deep
Bloodshed
Sukma
Inside me scream
Sound waves
Live his name
Because life is beautiful
I was crying with satisfaction
the sapardi djoko damono
Jaerin decided to comply with the request one-hun, after all his request was not too difficult just breakfast, jaerin also did not care too much about the sehun now, because no matter how strong he refused one would still find it, jaerin also did not care about it, but the one firmness he still held until now, was trying to escape!
Needless to say, jaerin immediately brought his weak body to go down to the dining room, of course, to meet one, with a staggering jaerin down the stairs are quite long lined. once again Jaerin could only complain of a long breath, not fearing if he should fall down from these stairs, at least it was painfully living together in a sense full of doubt and certainty.
Jaerin confirmed his front hair that had touched part of his face, while heading towards the dining room, jaerin also did not really know the location of the dining room, who knows if he's misguided and then he'll find a way out, so lucky, but impossible.
Just now that Jaerin was misguided, a maid led him down the right path, because the maid said that one had been waiting for him, jaerin simply nodded following the steps of the woman in the black and white uniform he was wearing.
Jaerin circulated his gaze, when he realized the fragrant citrus suddenly greeted his nose, this smell suddenly made him think of his only deceased sister, attracting a resigned smile, he said, Jaerin was just sitting next to a softer when he reached the dining table.
Jaerin swallowed his saliva when he saw so many foods that were so tempting, he was not hypocritical, jaerin was very hungry and needed to fulfill his needs, only, once again he was on the verge of amusement, have him gladly and show clearly that he is really hungry in front of one, or silent, refusing to seduce him or force him, funny indeed, funny indeed, but if you are in the position of jaerin now you must understand.
Sure
"Eat a lot, after you finish eating you can go visit your family's grave." Say one a year while eating his breakfast without caring about jaerin. "I'm not hungry, can you take me right away?" Oh okay, it turns out that the devil in the jaerin's heart is still firmly entrenched. In the push plate containing food to get away from him, do not dislike just fear not strong enough to withstand the smell of this food.
Jaerin nodded, taking a slow breath to neutralize his thoughts, because this was the first time the jaerin was yelled at by one-hun, because in the previous jaerin only get the attention and affection of one-hun, although it has changed now.
Jaerin stuffed a spoonful of rice into his mouth, and it turned out that the taste of the food was not as beautiful as it looked, jaerin wanted to vomit because of the taste of this food.
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Jaerin was helped by one getting down from the car Limousin owned sehun, sehun also helped jaerin walk using his wheelchair, he said, this is because jaerin experience nausea when trying to eat dishes made by the chef sehun, jaerin to cry screaming when trying to remove any liquid in his stomach, which is in his stomach, his stomach hurt and hurt, even hurt.
Panicked Sehun immediately took Jaerin to the nearest hospital, it was an emergency, he did not care about the whole view of the community or anyone who saw himself taking a girl to the hospital, he said, sehun also knew, the hospital he went to was not just any hospital, because he could get easy access just by mentioning his name, no wonder after one yelled at a nurse because it was slow, because it was too slow, the officer was immediately fired.
Because the hospital's chief leader knew, sehun was not an indiscriminate person.
Jaerin was treated in the IGD VVIP room which only contained special people who had important positions, according to the ulcer doctor who was considered by the jaerin relapsed, because jaerin did not fill his stomach with food at all.
Sehun mergeram frustrated, too dizzy to think about the condition of jaerin worsening, especially since sehun brought him to his mansion, sehun thought if he had greatly curbed jaerin, jaerin, he's the one who makes jaerin like this. I don't know himself confused by the attitude of jaerin who now can not understand.
And now the jaerin forced one to visit his family's tomb, and this time one could not resist because he had previously promised the girl with this pale face.
And this is where sehun and jaerin stand, both in a cemetery that is quite elite place, very luxurious and very spacious for a funeral. Sehun brought the jaerin to the place where his family was buried nearby, jaerin stared blankly at the tombstone by naming his two masters and one younger brother, who had been buried, who died in vain because it was a work that is not clear what the reason is.
Jaerin smiled, then wiped away a drop of tears flowing from the rushing, jaerin mumbled indistinctly in front of his family's tombstone. Sehun remained behind Jaerin.
"Hi? Eomma, why? And my brother jung hwan il, how are you? You miss your brother? I'm good eomma, appa, hwan, just being alive is not, dying is still breathing, is hard isn't it?" Jaerin placed a flower on each of the gravestones.
"Eomma, appa, hwan sorry well, I can't protect you yet, I'm too weak, but you don't worry the word weak in my dictionary is gone." Jaerin watched the three headstones while chuckling, laughing to himself because of his words.
"I want to ask, may I follow the three of you, it feels like life is heavy without you, may appa, I am not happy in the world, he said, it even feels crowded like being in a small room with minimal air. It hurts so much." Jaerin stroked his chest, not caring that one was carried away by the feeling of hearing the words of jaerin, his cheerful girl had gone somewhere, and he was the one who made it all happen, and he was the one who made it happen, jaerin became the sad girl she is today.
"You must be happy there, let alone you hwan, happy not to get more attention from eomma and appa, no need to envy me, no longer, because now I could not feel the warm embrace of eomma and appa, could not hwan" Jaerin covered his face with both hands, he sobbed with a smile every once in a while, do not know why arrived jaerin wanted to laugh as hard as he could, but then sad again.
Maybe he's crazy
"Jaerin! You don't have much time." Sehun had given a sign by keeping the wheelchair used by jaerin from the last pusara of his family.
"A little while, I beg you..." Jaerin pleaded sincerely, unwilling to argue in front of his family's grave.
"Eomma, appa, hwan, you wait for brother to catch up with you well, brother can't promise but brother try as soon as possible." Lirih jaerin with a weak smile with laughter which then goes hand in hand after the suction of outrage.
Sehun clenched his hands, calming himself so as not to injure the objects around him.
"Bye Eomma, appa, hwan" Jaerin waved his hand at the three headstones who could not answer the longing-filled wave of jaerin's hand.