The Mafia With Luv
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  Sehun stared at the face of the jaerin who looked very beautiful even though he was asleep, his skin as white as ice and the look of his eyes were so sharp that anyone would be fascinated by the beauty of jaerin.

Including an oh sehun who was even willing to change his life just for the sake of this girl he loved.

  But this time everything was different from what he had planned, everything was not in line with his previous expectations.

  Sehun let out a long sigh while laying out a plastic containing food for jaerin, but obviously the food will not jaerin eat because it has been more than a week of critical jaerin and this is caused by sehun.

   Sehun reached into his pants pocket to find the sound of vibration coming from the cellphone he kept in his back pants pocket.

  Looking flat at the cheek object, slide it in an upward motion to answer the phone from the woonhoo.

  "Hallo." He carried the thing to his ears.

  "Hallo sir sehun, I've got what you want."

  "I'll be there soon." Answer one year and then turn off the phone unilaterally, one day move from his seat staring jaerin briefly while landing a brief kiss on the jaerin forehead.

  "get well soon my honey"

***

   The girl with the perfect face was writhing slightly when she felt her whole body feel stiff and hard to move.

  His narrow eyes squinted at the room where he was now, his sense of hearing caught a machine sound that so jaerin memorized the sound.

  Jaerin's smell further reinforced speculation that he was in the hospital. Jaerin, who had clearly just regained consciousness from his critical moment, immediately occupied his body leaning on the back of the ward he slept in.

  Jaerin held his temple as he felt a severe pain in his head, trying to ignore the pain by thinking about what he still thought, which is oh sehun.

  Grimacing softly when realizing his suicide plan to die has not received approval from God. In fact, jaerin is very tired of facing all this, but why does God like to give all the burden left by his parents.

  Honestly Jaerin felt guilty to sehun. Because in fact so far one also suffered from the loss of both parents even when sehun was a child.

  And what makes jaerin even more sad is that it happened because of the actions of his father and mother.

Having been unable to bear this burden, jaerin unthinkingly pulled the infusion needle impaled on the back of his hand, letting a few drops of blood out of it without caring about it.

  Jaerin came down from the ward he had previously slept in, trying to walk slowly even though the pain in his head was still jaerin felt. Jaerin was trying to get away from the world so far, jaerin did not know where to put his face when he saw it.

  He knew both his parents were guilty here, and therefore Jaerin did not want to make one to feel pain when he saw himself.

  While opening the door knob jaerin smiled when he had managed to bring his body to walk and leave this hospital.

  When looking at the window jaerin was surprised because it was dark, but it would not undo the intention of jaerin to go from one life to another, maybe forever.

  Entering the hospital elevator along with some people who tried not to care about the state of jaerin so they just fell silent in the elevator.

  After arriving at the ground floor the jaerin asked someone he met to lend him some money. Admit that Jaerin is shameless for asking others for money.

Ah—ralat borrowed money on a person he did not recognize, who obviously jaerin desperately needed that money.

  "Can?" Jaerin asked a middle-aged woman who was already looking at him with a sad look.

  "Yes of course." The woman gave the jaerin some money, making a smile on her beautiful face.

  "Thank you." Jaerin bowed respectfully to the woman, after which he ran very fast even with an unstable body towards the hospital yard.

  Call it jaerin is a girl who is very stupid because she decided to leave when she just realized from being critical, but jaerin does not know what to talk to one day later.

  Just when the jaerin was on the sidewalk to lay off the taxi, he remembered himself not even having anyone in new york, jaerin only lived with his parents after deciding to move from South Korea when Jaerin entered college.

  And the stupid jaerin forgets that he is only a migrant in this country, he has no one, no matter his little family who has left himself.

Jaerin let out a heavy sigh gazing at the bustling streets of new york city, silent on the sidewalk before finally a memory unraveled on the jaerin's brain.

Jaerin quickly stopped a passing taxi to deliver it to a place. The jaerin can be a resting place for him.

  I hope that person still accepts jaerin.

***

   Jaerin prayed in his heart hoping that this place would still be filled with people who could help jaerin.

  While pressing the bell of the apartment is quite luxurious it jaerin has even touched his feet because no one opened the door for him.

  Jaerin tried to understand because what he knows now time has shown at eleven o'clock at night, maybe the person inside is asleep or this apartment is no longer filled.

  I don't know, Jaerin's still expecting a miracle. Until the door of the apartment opened and featured a man with a clear pillow face just waking up.

  Jaerin put on his smile while giving thanks in his heart. "Wonwoo's... " Lirih jaerin made the man who had not fully realized in the real world round his eyes.

  Staring surprised at the jaerin who was looking at him glare, this man immediately rubbed his face and also his eyes were quite rough.

  "Enough! Don't make me hallucinate about jaerin, that girl's been quiet in nature." Frustrated wonwoo ruffled his own hair.

  "Woo... You're not hallucinating this is me. "jaerin clenched his hand and put it on the jaerin's chest.

  Wonwoo grew increasingly shaken unsure of what the jaerin was saying. "As soon as I was devastated by jaerin's death, he hallucinated that he was in my apartment." This time wonwoo even tekekuh slowly and then want to close the door of the apartment again.

  But soon jaerin held him and immediately sprinkled on the arms of wonwoo. "Woo it's me, me." Jaerin let wonwoo feel the warmth on his body, telling wonwoo that he was real.

  And at that time wonwoo gaped in disbelief staring at the jaerin who was still in his grip.

  "Jaerin! Come in. Come in." Feeling convinced that this was really real, Wonwoo invited Jaerin to enter his apartment telling the girl to sit on the available sofa. He was making a warm glass of tea for jaerin.

  Wonwoo had just stared at Jaerin with a sharp look still confused. "Rin? You're out of the hospital?" Wonwoo asked when he saw the hospital clothes that Jaerin was wearing.

  Jaerin glanced at wonwoo then nodded steadily confirming the wonwoo question. "I thought you were dead... How could? Obviously at that time I saw you in a crate when I visited you to the funeral home." Lirih wonwoo while telling what he saw on that day.

  "I'm not dead, I seem to be critical." Obviously jaerin lied to wonwoo, he did not want wonwoo to know that all this time he was stuffed by an oh sehun.

  "I'm so sorry for the passing of both your parents and Hwan." Wonwoo said that jaerin also felt the sadness that wonwoo experienced, because after all the two parents of jaerin were very close to wonwoo.

  "Woo, this is fate." Jaerin answered while putting the finished tea glass he drank.

  "I'm sorry I couldn't help you at that time rin." Lirih wonwoo made jaerin shake his head slowly. "It's not your fault woo. Nevermind." Jaerin took a slow breath, actually he was sincere with the departure of his parents. Perhaps, this is the karma that must be received by both his parents and himself.

  Wonwoo who saw the sadness in jaerin's eyes immediately hugged the girl's small body, trying to strengthen her that jaerin still had wonwoo to make a place to lean. Wonwoo was also worried about the condition of jaerin, because the wonwoo saw the body of the jaerin getting thinner and also his face getting pale.

  "You have me jaerin, don't worry." Wonwoo stroked the back of Jaerin, the jaerin who got a warm hug from wonwoo returned him trying to be strong as well as not crying in front of wonwoo.

  "Then are you going to start a new life?" Tanya wonwoo still faithfully clutching jaerin. "Yes, but I'm not going to start here, I'm going to go back to Korea and start living there. Although it is unlikely that this can happen." Clearly jaerin was still leaning his head against the wide wonwoo chest.

  "I'll help you jaerin, take it easy." Wonwoo tried to calm the jaerin again, wonwoo knew jaerin was very sad even though the girl was all her might to hide her sadness in front of many people.

  "Yes, I know that."

***

  "Wonwoo, you're still keeping my clothes, aren't you?" yelled the jaerin who was now in the guest room.

  Wonwoo who was in the kitchen and was cooking turned his head to just answer the girl's question.

  "Yes, I'm still keeping it, for a second." Wonwoo gave up the job of cutting vegetables because of his intention he would make soup for jaerin.

  Wonwoo walked to his room on the second floor, wonwoo and jaerin were very close because they were both friends while in college, also along with a girl named josline.

  Jaerin and Josline often stay at wonwoo apartments to do college assignments. Wonwoo used to live with his mother, Jeon hara, but after Wonwoo graduated from college, he decided to return to Korea to continue his business there.

  Wonwoo decided to settle down because he had a job to do here.

  Wonwoo took a pink pajama suit with a picture of a panda in his closet, of course, the pajamas belonged to the jaerin first while staying at the wonwoo house.

  For information, both parents jaerin and jeon hara are very close. Maybe because they are from the same country.

Wonwoo came out of his room to give this outfit to the jaerin. Arriving at the kama jaerin, Wonwoo knocked on the door of his room.

  "Jaerin's." Call wonwoo, jaerin who was staring at his face in front of the mirror immediately went to open the door to wonwoo.

  "Yes a minute." Jaerin then pulled the doorknob of his room.

  "This. I'm just keeping these pajamas, maybe the other one's got eomma in the shed." Wonwoo gave the pajamas to jaerin, jaerin received them and smiled at wonwoo.

  "It's okay, thanks woo." Jaerin replied back to wander into his room, leaving wonwoo who was smiling indiscriminately at the sight of a very sweet jaerin smile.

  Jaerin is now busy to change his clothes, tonight Jaerin decided not to shower because the weather is quite cold, besides the condition of his body is in a state that is not fit.

  After she finished changing her hospital clothes with her pink pajamas. Jaerin deliberately tied up his original long hair, then laid his body on the mattress while looking at the guest room sky that he used to use together with josline.

  Jaerin misses the bule girl with bangs that have always been his trademark. Jaerin and josline have long since broken off communication because the phone belongs to Jaerin is missing.

  But suddenly the mind of jaerin again centered on oh sehun, jaerin not sure sehun will release it just like that. But jaerin was tired of this, he wanted to no longer haunt his life. Jaerin wanted them to pretend they didn't know each other, but it would be very difficult for jaerin or sehun.

  Because they love each other but also hate.

Not a single tear again descended from the eyes of the jaerin, considering his life that would always be in the shadow of a single person.

  "Jaerin..." Jaerin blinked immediately clean his tears so as not to look himself up crying.

  "Let's go woo, I didn't lock the door." Shouted jaerin who was still on the mattress with a sitting position with his body leaning on the back of the bed.

  Wonwoo's head peeked out from the door leaf to see the state of jaerin. "Jaerin, I've cooked you soup let's eat." Pinta wonwoo, but soon jaerin shook his head to reject the wonwoo's invitation.

  "I'm still full of woo." Lirih jaerin his voice is quite raucous and very weak.

  Wonwoo who felt the mood change jaerin directly came to the girl to see her condition up close.

  "Jaerin are you crying?" Wonwoo asked as he caught the puffy face of the jaerin.

  "Oh my god." Wonwoo hugged Jaerin again and sat on the bed with the jaerin.

  "Cry, I do not ask you to be strong when your situation is really fragile, and you must remember there is me who is always with you to be your support." Wonwoo said again trying to incline jaerin in his arms.

  Jaerin who heard Wonwoo's words immediately cried as if in wonwoo's arms. Releasing all the pain and fatigue that he felt, in the cry jaerin also heard the voice of his heart sadness that felt the wound when remembering the late parents.

  Everything sticking into one so that the emotion of jaerin can not be held back anymore. "Keep crying jaerin, it'll calm you down."

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a/n: his name is jeon wonwoo he's a seventeen member, maybe you guys 'carat' already know the same guy with a face as cold as this mass story:)