
Finally we just prayed in the office after Doni and the other employees also came home, the day was getting night and obviously making a quick cold to go home.
I also took me home so I immediately answered ready to go home because it was night and it made me try to tidy up my work place before the end.
"Every means tomorrow I come here again duh cool I sometimes to sit at home with mom and Nita," I who did not fit with Nita and also Mom and I was also honest with all the work or how the family considers me there realize that I am not comparable to them even though all that it's going to be very difficult but I'm trying to accept it.
Which of course I feel uncomfortable and hurt by the words thrown by the mother-in-law who does not even appreciate me then therefore the only way I can do is to go from home and looking for other activities outside if not allowed to do activities without help from the end result to be able to open a new business anywhere to be able to know where I am and being.
Because the overprotective attitude possessed by Azzam is really very disturbing to me but often selling it when I get used to wherever I go must ask permission and even report to him.
maybe because he was used to being a boss who used to help all the work so he had to get a report every day Just like me if at home alone without having to make a sense of difficulty making difficult decisions is possible to give my best even if I have to fight.
"I know he doesn't suit you," Said Azam who already knows if his parents do not fit with me have many times mother always protest with what I do when the reason does not matter.
And repeatedly Azam also had to defend me where Azam always printed with our mother who was right should be the same mother and child get along but because there was me they were never me at all as well I cannot get along with your mother because her words always hurt my heart.
Moreover, coupled with Nita who was there increasingly aggravating and aggravating the atmosphere he also did not like the sacrifice adding to keep warming up so that he always thought badly about.
Many things I do not like at home then from the noble shop to open a new business, the, where all of that was helped by Azzam so that I could solve everything without feeling any difficulty at all that I could do to be able to replace myself to azan and not continue to feel if ignored.
"Well, if you know why you married me, make me runyam," my word which it makes me feel not so much calm although of course there are other reasons where it can also make your estimate to be able to choose where he likes when his parents had a high desire to be able to marry a company owner as well.
But it seemed different from Azam who did not want it he instead chose an ordinary girl like that who even almost failed to marry because her future husband left was really a very embarrassing day for her it was a very happy day even though our marriage was not planned before but I was relieved that Azam was coming.
He who came as a helper obviously made me very happy with his presence where it became a memory and made me try this cool, I don't want to ignore Azam and even disappoint him.
"Loh love will not be able to choose it concerns the feeling of the heart if it likes where I can find another," The word Azam defends itself because indeed love cannot choose and that love comes down by itself from the view of the heart where it can look for the one that is in accordance with the desire if it has fallen in love with one people cannot be replaced.
Whether it's right or wrong that clearly the words feel ambiguous to me right now love can't buy is not something that can be said for granted and accounted for because many infidelity occurs, he said, moreover, a sense of trust is minimal by not receiving it in the family and also with daily life.
Even never take met that could be love it will disappear by itself many things that can make love is lost but many things can also make love deeper then therefore I sometimes do not believe the words of Azam who said like that love that can not choose is not something that can be said easily.
Though he may not love me someday but it is also not the thing I want I am still trying to accept all that and trying to be able to maybe show my good side and not continue moaning.
Although this heart continues to feel unsuitable and not sincere but all that I still struggle and still I do even though I really do not feel comfortable at home.
"Cie since when is the race," I said I just heard sweet words from Azzam not usually he said that even if only for the election but really looks not.
I didn't think he could say that so he who used to be tense and cold looked more relaxed this time maybe because we were used to it making me more ordinary again communicate with.
"Have gone home, yes," said Azan who seemed to be wrong behavior New this time I saw him like that when before he did not show such an attitude and it also makes me feel happy to get attention from.
I want Azzam leave in the back before I get in the car and we can go home to work together, leaving together and coming home together is a lot of fun.
But having to work on documents and also make new efforts is a very confusing thing indeed this life must be balanced then be able to solve everything if not done together and no plans maybe my relationship with nazar will be further away.
My journey is still long this time I have to prepare everything before facing an even bigger storm I try hard maybe to show my professional not to ignore what I should not do then even then I really enjoyed the plot to get closer to Azam.