The Magical Elves
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Azam stopped his car at a restaurant that looked beautiful with lights that decorated it, I really felt very happy to be able to stop at the restaurant.

"We ate first I know I haven't eaten yet Sorry if I made you wait," the word Azam made me not understand why he was so good again when he was like a rock that could not even be persuaded at all and did not let me go home this time he turned into an angel who had just been saying sorry.

"It's okay anyway we can go home and get this done you know how I was able to be patient waiting for you so it doesn't matter," I said at the time, ordering some food on the menu.

Many people eat there and the atmosphere is also so calm maybe because I am hungry I try to be patient for a while waiting for the food to happen.

"Kok really isn't mad at me?" asked the same time as if telling me and requiring me to be angry.

"Angry how what I was allowed to be angry actually from last afternoon my woman came I was already angry at mas but want what else if it was in the office and could not be angry so I just decided to go out anyway, though," I'm really again if he's a client of any company that could've put the company in danger.

I who do not know much about the company try to be able to understand what is in the company and try to solve which problems. It makes the truth feel confused by what Azam wanted to say.

How else if the acid has said so the other one needs to say what he said like that with if and not feel the problem at all even though I have been worried about him from earlier.

What was upset myself with what I was doing because it had not been said by the Adhan where it obviously made me completely clueless when he did something like that know if during this I never tried to be angry with him and make him think like that even though I tried better and did not ignore him.

But still it's hard to adjust to people we don't know yet is the thing that really makes me bother How to be with fate where I can't do my best and try as much as possible not to ignore anything that has become his decision.

This life is indeed really full of mystery I do not know why it can be like this try well not to ignore anything and can do things beyond what I do not want even though I feel hurt but I have to endure it myself I don't know how else.

"Yes I haven't told her if you're my wife so that makes her angry somehow and we've been so long sorry to make you so confused like that," The word Azam apologized is really like a guilty person whereas I don't want to listen to it all where it makes me feel even more helpless to see what he is doing more and more guilty I really am the one who should be angry.

"I also do not compel you to tell everyone to look after me at least a little where I will be entitled to a confession but your own soul will not. Yes it doesn't matter with me enough to save my good name yesterday alone has made me feel calm other also thank her husband I can't do anything know if all this time is still really busy," I said again who could not say anything because it was my duty, to follow what the husband wants but if he does look like that because I can't do anything Just be able to waste all his opinions.

Even though it's getting harder I can't do anything to try my best to do it even if you can't.

Trying hard to conceive not to ignore anything that is a family duty try not to hurt her heart and try not to ignore anything that is an obligation that all this time I can only do what I can I do, who do not give bad things and try accordingly not to make him feel willing or disappointed because of my gratitude all this time.

I also have to be able to help him and know myself where I know if the work is a lot and know I really have no right to demand many other things because he has helped me a lot thanking her even though it hurts as a wife makes me.

Understand how her position might be she also still feels unsuited to me or maybe she also still feels incompatible with the information of wanting to find out about me as well.

So there has been no confession from him and there has been no celebration from him about our marriage let alone telling his friends if not I who came to his office maybe he also will not tell everyone.

For he is married for whatever reason but I also have no right to ask because he has his own right to be helped also thank you also still consider others.

Maybe the story from him is also not the actual story I myself can not read his mind or can understand How his wishes and do not know why he always starts from me with others when he is it can also be alone.

By being with another woman even though she explained it and apologized to me the same again if all of it had hurt me was just an excuse of being upset but not being able to express it directly I know if I just know there.

And maybe I can show that feeling how to have a place to live how I'm gonna tell my mom.

Even though we ourselves are sick and I certainly know to live alone as a helpless person just live hitchhiking and not have even though I can do just obey him and his cool photos even though all of it hurts.

The food finally came and felt on the dining table based on the price when the food was in front of me made me have to eat it immediately but also I remember there is this food land as well as the hungry me too trying to be able to hold back and eat gracefully like the people who are there expensive restaurants but.

Maybe I'm not worth the acid and can't adapt to it but how else that's going to be between me and him so I have to try as much as possible to give my best and not neglecting anything that is his duty.

All this time I don't know if he can't do what he has to do, do what he doesn't want to do, which obviously makes me unable to choose either because whatever is trying to do what what we should do best and not appreciate.

Because whatever is his decision and does not do bad things it must also be a person who can not do anything for his own life to ignore - will your desire is what I do not want to do.

Making me not know how and what it must be like it has become an obligation and if it has become a thing that I have to do it really makes me lost because I can not do it with good.

"Eat if you finish eating we'll go home and you'll be very hungry," said Azam also seemed to have felt separated from earlier in the office, I don't know what made him tormented and did nothing until the office hours were completed when I had asked permission to go home.