The Mother-in-Law and Ditalak Husband While Pregnant with Fifth Child
Chapter 54 Azka's grief

Azka Pov

it's been a few months papa never again come to see mama, since the day we refused it there was actually a pity in my heart to see papa like that, a lie if I don't miss his presence

I miss it so much that even I know my sisters also miss papa very much except baby Goddess who does not know what is papa even papa never know if we have Baby Goddess, she said, the girl he had wanted so much

although all this time papa always ignored us, papa never cared for us what else Oma who indeed from the beginning never liked us even though we are the biological grandchildren of her Son

sometimes we envy our cousin Arya who is always treated with affection, always granted all her wishes

my brother Abhimanyu who was born papa never cared for him never even thought there was a ,even the oma with her brawn said in front of us that Abhimanyu was born because of mama cheating which obviously looks a lot like me who inherited papa's face

I could see how devastated my mother was but my mother stayed because papa had threatened my mother if she came out of the house and she would never see the three of us again,I often heard mama crying and mourning her fate and mama staying in this luxurious house but like hell so that we could not be separated

I as the firstborn always try to help mama reduce every burden such as looking after my sisters or helping mama's work that I can do

Ali and Abhimanyu never had any affection

different from me and Attar who had felt the affection and attention of papa but since aunt Mira gave birth to her son Arya all the affection and attention papa focused on my cousin's sister,papa never wanted to play with both of us again but mom always gave us understanding if papa was a lot of work so papa did not have time for us

plus the mother gave birth to Ali and Abhimanyu papa and the oma increasingly did not care even when the mother gave birth to Abhimanyu papa never came to the hospital to see our mother was forbidden there to accompany her

mama is a very strong and tough woman in my opinion and very patient and repeatedly insulted mom but mom still serves them

mama was treated like a maid instead of a daughter-in-law in the house,I have been very understanding of the situation but my mother again can make us understand and always taught us not to hate my father and his family even though papa and oma have always been unfair to us only om narendra papa's sister and opa always help us even though secretly because they do not want us to get angry oma and papa

once my sister Abhimanyu really wanted to feel like eating a tart cake like Arya birthday cake, but out of nowhere opa know my sister's wishes

opa bought a small chocolate tart and drove it straight to my room where my sisters often gathered to separate me to watch over them

because we're afraid to go out of the room if oma and papa are home

I'm so grateful my opinion still cares about us, my tears can't be contained anymore

"don't cry son, now you eat the cake but remember there is no rest, you are afraid Oma you see it and you are scolded and accused of various kinds" the opa warned us and we nodded in agreement

today I saw my father come again with two of his friends to see Mama, I know their arrival because I have installed CCTV cameras without the knowledge of my mother and others except my three sisters because this is the idea of Ali who is very good at such problems, he said,we monitored him from my room through my laptop

my sisters have been very eager to expel papa but I banned because many people shop and papa did not come alone

"Don't deck, rest assured mama can handle it don't make mama sad enough papa who makes her sad.but we have to make mama happy" I said

I do not want to be ashamed in front of my friends who think my mother failed to educate us for being disrespectful enough that day we release control

why is Dad coming now!? why not when we need papa so much!? why just now want us why not when we're with papa!?

why only opa and om Narendra who always care for us, always care for us while papa as our biological father never care for us

o Allah forgive me for not loving my father until he refuses to be with my mother again,I loved him very much even though papa didn't care about us all this time but we wanted to see my mama happy enough already mama suffered for sixteen years

"apang papa nyanyis" said my youngest brother

"no dear brother does not cry, earlier brother flickering dust so dedek do not play ground ya later lilipan also like brother" I guess my tears so that my sister does not ask much even though she is only a year old but she is very smart to know many things

"oh bedit!?what's bain pacil!?"her tanya makes me feel anxious myself

"If you hadn't kicked out your mother and divorced her you and oma would have been so happy to see the birth of the baby Goddess, you would have kicked out and divorced her when she was pregnant with the baby Goddess "

my tears came back to see my sister who was so unlucky she was present when papa didn't want us

let papa do not know the presence of baby Goddess because there are still our brothers who will marry her later

I promise to be a successful person and to make my mother and my four sisters happy

"why branch nangiy!?" ask my sister Attar

"it's okay mas, babang just feel sorry for mama, and also upset at Papa.

brother thinks why papa just came now to ask mama after mama can support us all "my word because it is me and Attar often exchange opinions or tell anything

"i am also upset bang on papa, why only now come to see us when he was down and oma had a stroke" replied my sister Attar

"that's because papa wanted to make Mama a free nurse Oma like she used to make mama a maid, I hate papa and Oma "sahut Ali who suddenly came to us

"abi also hates papa but abi also misses papa Hiks hyks "Abhimanyu turned out to also listen to our conversation, my sister Abhimanyu is indeed the most sensitive among us especially if it concerns papa and mama

"don't say that even if you hurt us, but we can't hate him because he's our father, we wouldn't be in this world if it wasn't for you

enough we punish him like this, refuse him to return with mama but we do not hate him brother does not want us to be a child of ungodly "my words try to give understanding to my brothers

they bowed down and shed tears, without us noticing there were small eyes staring at us confused

"bas,aa,ata online pemua lelipam juda pepelti apam!?"tanyanya polo

"yes our deck is flickering because we played outside "my original answer

"oh beditu, eternity ata,apam,bas pama aa etah baim pama wewi nda poleh telual banti lelipam ladi" his words made us laugh to hear his words and kiss his chubby cheeks to laugh because of kegelian

baby Goddess is the antidote to all the pain in our hearts because her innocent speech can make us laugh happily