The Mother-in-Law and Ditalak Husband While Pregnant with Fifth Child
Chapter 9 Abhimanyu's sorrow

after the Maghrib prayer I heated up the food Bude yana brought this afternoon

I arranged our dinner at the dining table near the living room

I invite my kids to eat together

finished eating and cleaned up the food marks, we sat together in the living room

Abhimanyu my youngest son was sleeping on my lap I gently elus his hair

"sad don't fall asleep right away just finished eating" I said to my son

abi got up and sat down next to me and leaned his head in my arms

"why deck!!?" akza asked his sister

Abhimanyu did not answer her brother's question however

Abhimanyu raised his head to look at me with teary eyes

"why darling!!?" I rubbed my Son's head

"ma why the hell do oma hate us when we are never naughty or ask a lot of hyks hyks

we eat also never allowed to eat with them hyks hyks hyks" he said his tears had dripped soaked his thin cheeks

I shed tears because I didn't know what to answer

"papa also never loved Abi, even though abi had become a submissive child never denied papa's words as oma but kok they still hate

even now we are not allowed to stay with them the hymn of the hymn" Abi said again, his tears increasingly creek his brothers also cry to see the cry of Abi

I lifted up my Son and sat on my lap and hugged him tightly

"adek hates both papa and oma hiks hyks they do not love us hyks hyks" said Abhimanyu more and more hiccups in my arms

I clenched my arms and cried to hear my son's words

"adak must be patient dear, perhaps God is testing our faith and obedience to him and maybe after we pass the test we are given a very beautiful gift by the dear God ,mama also asked you never to hate papa,oma ,opa,om Naren and Aunt mira because after all they are your dear family "

my words tried to calm him down, I don't know if my Son understood what I said to him or not but I'm sure my children are all intelligent and able to digest my words

..."adek was right ma, actually what our mistake until mama and papa so dismiss us ma hiks hyks...

...mama has worked hard to take care of them but they don't appreciate mama...

...we also never make a tantrum because we know if we make one mistake surely mama who get anger oma and papa...

...hiks hiks...

...we also know ma, when mama gave birth to adek they no one pe......."...

atta's words were quickly cut because I didn't want my youngest son to know it all because I didn't want my son to be sadder

I shook my head so that my second son would not continue

Attar lowered his head and wiped his tears

"ma we don't have to go back to the house of oma yes, adek afraid of oma getting angry again hyks hyks

we also can not be free to play, even if the road inside the house or in the yard must be careful for fear of broken oma items

forgive abi ya ma because our abi so expelled hyks hyks hyks"

abhimanyu said more and more because he felt guilty

"dear not cry anymore yes, now mom wants to ask if adek happy to stay here with mom, babang and big brothers adek ?!! much

abi raised his head and looked at me with his puffy eyes

"adek happy ma, because abi can be satisfied to play and laugh with his brother without having to hold his voice so as not to hear the hyks hyks" replied Abi and was taken by his three brothers

"well then don't cry anymore, baby look brother and sister are also sad to see the scene crying" my words rubbed my face which was also wet with tears and pointed at my other three sons

Abhimanyu looked at his three brothers who were also crying

"sorry, brother, because brother,aa' and brother are crying hyks hyks hyks" said abi who was still a hiccup

"who's aa' deck!!? ask the youngest

"kak akza adek call brother trus kak Attar and kak ali adek call brother

usually if you call one of them they both immediately look so adek change aja so Aa' Ali hiks" Abi explained his point even though occasionally still sobbing

we laughed but Ali happily accepted his new call, holding his sister and kissing her forehead

"Let's wash our face first after that we sleep" said Ali pulled his sister's hand slowly, Abhimanyu just nodded and followed his brother to the bathroom near the kitchen

"you go to sleep, baby, tomorrow you go to school you'll wake up late" I warned them

"oh yes, do you pray isya!!?"much

"yet ma" said they grinned

"let there Wudhu first and then pray after you quickly sleep" I deliberately familiarize my children to be diligent in worship because it will be their provision in the future

The children all went into their rooms, this was the first night we were hired

I also went into the room to rest my body which lately is very easily tired and my stomach often feels cramped for some reason

before going to bed I took eucalyptus oil and then I rubbed it on my stomach but day was surprised because my stomach felt hard for some reason

"ay Allah give to your servant your healthy sustenance, the servant does not want my children to be sick still need me" he said in his heart and closed my eyes

I tried to go to bed again and again, but I could not sleep

I kept thinking in my heart so that these eyes could quickly shut

what is possible because there is no AC here while for years I slept in an AC room so much with my children they must also feel anxious

but I feel grateful because my eldest son found a fan for us to use to dispel the sultry if we are used to it then this will be lighter for us to live in the future

long thought I finally fell asleep even though the cramping in my stomach made me uncomfortable

what's with my stomach, do I have to see a doctor to check myself so I can feel worried again thinking about what will happen

to his day

as usual I will wake up at four in the morning and I have woken up to prepare everything from morning to afternoon

but now I am a little relaxed because all I take care of is my son2