The Mother of Monsters
1. The End of Life's Suffering

The door of my room opened, several nurses came to bring me the food and pills I had consumed all my life.

“Mrs Sintia it's lunch time.” said one of the sisters.

Very annoying, I just stared at what they brought me. There is no problem with food because I am not the type who likes to picky food, but another case with the drugs they carry.

It is the medicine of life for me, if I don't consume it then I will die in 3 months.

“So will you see another cartoon this time to accompany your lunch?.” one of the sisters starts turning on the television when I start eating lunch.

“No.” My replying makes both of them stop. “I want to see the movie Blue.” both sisters stare at each other as if unsure of what I'm asking for, but I made it clear to the two of them to give me what I wanted immediately if I wanted to see me eat and take the medicine they were taking.

Having already obtained the order to make sure I ate my food and took medicine, both of them had no choice but to comply with my wishes.

Hard sick people who watch adult movies at lunch inside the hospital building, I wonder if anyone else is doing the same thing as I am doing right now.

I enjoyed lunch while watching a blue movie with great interest. Meanwhile the two sisters continued to look at me from a distance with great pity.

“Ah, if I could do it even once.” I said when I saw the acting of an adult female actress in the film who seemed to enjoy the treatment of her co-star.

I'm 31 years old but once I've never done anything like that. The problem is not the terrible condition of my body due to pain, I can just apply makeup on my face that has pale skin and wear luxurious clothes to cover my thin body as if malnourished.

But the cause is a curse that I had a long time before I was even born. This curse was passed down by my mother who also suffered and ended up being killed by the same curse twenty years ago.

After being born from the womb of a woman with a curse, people thought that I wouldn't be able to survive for 5 years. But I fought hard until I managed to survive until now

After eating I take the medicine I have been taking all my life. The dull taste of medicine sickens me, imagine how many grains of medicine I would swallow if I took the same medicine three times a day for 31 years.

“I think it's better to end it all.” I grumbled as I lay back in bed.

The two sisters left after making sure I took the medicine. I went back alone in that big, luxurious room, I wanted to sleep and hoped I would never wake up again, but surely the same two sisters will wake me up in seven hours for dinner and take the medicine again.

It's so annoying to live with this kind of suffering. I want to know what would happen to me if if today I finally ‘returned’.

What do I get after a life full of trials and sufferers?.

I think I've done a lot of good things in my life.

Although sometimes I curse God for the fate that I live. I felt very sinful while doing that, but I believe he must have understood what I was feeling.

Because the curse I have made my immunity weaken which resulted in me being very susceptible to disease.

The heart, lungs, liver and all parts of my body have suffered the most severe chronic diseases, making all the doctors who examined my body's condition wonder how I can still survive.

The condition when all the diseases in my body recur simultaneously, it was the worst time.

My whole body is in tremendous pain. It was as if someone was dissecting my chest without any anesthesia at all. I could only feel the pain without doing anything.

This condition used to only come once a few months, but the longer it was the faster it came until now I can feel it every day.

Noisy continues to be heard from the life support devices connected to my body. Soon some nurses and doctors will run into my room to give you a tranquilizer shot.

If I could ask them not to care about my situation and let me die, it would be much better.

But it wouldn't have been possible because they would probably have lost their gold mine if I had died.

Without feeling my tears flow when I feel such excruciating pain. Without being able to move my head to turn my head, I glanced at the entrance that the sisters had not yet opened.

‘Do they not realize it?.’

The pain was getting worse, but I don't know why I felt relief. Could it be because I thought I could finally be free from all these sufferers after a long life that I lived so torturous.

I closed my eyes slowly.

The pain slowly subsided, my body felt so light as if it was able to float.

I felt peace, my mind was clear as if all the burdens had just disappeared.

When the high noise of the machine goes off.

Tiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

“Our dial is late!.”

“Do not joke, quickly prepare a heart shock device. We can't lose lady Sintia!.”

I faintly heard the voice of debate, the voices began to fade until I heard nothing more.

Ding!

[With all the good karma you have accumulated, your congratulations have become great beings]

What is that sound?

I don't know, please just give me some peace.