The new life of the Goddess of Destruction
Cry of regret

Molly and Archon scratch their heads when they see Lenora coming who brings her son, Vetter who looks innocent and knows nothing.

"Lenora, I'm sorry. I forgot to say that Vetter fell asleep in the living room earlier...." Said Archon with occasional glances at Bing who seemed annoyed with the two eyebrows that interlocked.

"Ci-h..." Bing pouted by leaning her head on Lenora's shoulders and hugging her waist from the side, her potent mannerism made Jeje gawk in disbelief. Likewise with the male figure who had blue hair, he was a snow dragon who became Zaphier's contract animal which at that time happened to be talking to Jeje.

"Anu, miss. You'd better..."

"Ma, I'm hungry....." Cut off Zaphier by hugging Lenora from the other side with both hands hugging Lenora's waist, making Bing even more annoyed and immediately throwing Zaphier's hand off Lenora.

"You're a boy! didn't I warn you not to bother my wife?" Angry Bing who made everything jerk.

"What do you mean pa? didn't I tell you she was my mother? so, stop being so spoiled to my mother!" Reply Zaphier with no less fierce.

"Well! you don't see your body that's grown? go find a lover so you don't bother us anymore."

It seems that Bing never wants to succumb to Zaphier about Lenora, as well as Zaphier who does not want to lose to Bing.

"What the fuck are you guys?" Lenora was massaging her temple that felt throbbing pain, had Bing and Zaphier always been like this?

"Miss, they are often like this..." Whisper Molly slowly but everyone can hear.

"Ma..." Whining Zaphier by sticking his chin on Lenora's shoulder, his lips look wrinkled funny so that makes Lenora anxious, but not with Bing who looks disgusted.

"Get rid of that disgusting expression of yours, remember the age!" Said Bing with a disgusted expression.

"Why? just tell me if papa's jealous..." Ejek Zaphier with his tongue out.

"You!! look, honey, he's so rude to your husband....Give me justice." spoiled Bing that actually makes them want to tick Bing, is not Bing itself said to remember the age? so what about her who still whines at Lenora?

"I'm confused, I actually have a husband or only have two children?" Honestly Lenora by walking towards the sofa and immediately sitting there.

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After fulfilling Zaphier's desire to eat his own food, Bing just went into the room. It seems that Bing is jealous because again and again Lenora chose Zaphier instead of her, isn't that a natural thing? however, Lenora wanted to pour out all the affection she had not given Zaphier.

But it seems Bing does not think there, but Lenora also can not blame Bing who does have a very big jealous attitude. Bing was also very possessive of him...

Lenora opened the door of her room with her hand carrying a tray of food, looking at Bing sitting by the window reading a book made her look even more handsome and shining because of the moonlight.

"Darling...." Call Lenora by putting the food on the table and staring at Bing who was still unmoved from his place.

Lenora's words immediately stopped as Bing spread her head over Lenora's thigh with her eyes closed, looking a tired expression from Bing's face that was being closed.

"Sorry, I'm selfish again." Bing softly.

"It's okay, I get it. Didn't I know that you really love me?" Lenora stroked Bing's hair that looked smooth and soft.

"Lenora, what if we find a woman for Zaphier?" Bing's words that made Lenora's smile instantly disappear instantly.

"You're going to die, huh!" Enraged Lenora, she had only met Zaphier for a while and Bing wanted to separate her again?

"Darling, I didn't mean it that way but...." Bing did not continue her words anymore, she was truly selfish indeed.

"Sorry..." Oozing Bing by kissing Lenora's hand and looking at her from below, she could see the annoyed expression from Lenora's face.

"Ck! don't discuss it, I don't want Zaphier to have a woman. But he was too young and..... I still haven't given enough of my affection all this time, I want to spend more time with him before he's completely out of our grasp." Honestly Lenora.

"I'm sorry I don't understand your feelings, I'm really sorry."

Bing rose from her sleep and looked at Lenora who was turning her face towards the outside of the window, Bing could see both of Lenora's eyes were glazed over. She forgot, a mother's feelings are very sensitive when it comes to her son's marriage, especially Lenora had only met Zaphier for a while rather than her old self.

"Sorry..." Bing hugged Lenora gently and kissed her cheeks affectionately, until finally there was a sobbing from Lenora.

"You don't know how I got there, I miss you so much. I, I want to hold her, I want to kiss her, I want to see her grow, I want to hear her speak for the first time, I want to see her walk, I want to see her start growing up, I want to see her start growing up, I want to repeat everything Bing...... Me, I don't even deserve to be called mama by her, which mother has abandoned her child without the love of a mother? i'm.... I want to make up for everything Bing....."

Finally, all of Lenora's feelings she expressed to Bing who seemed speechless. Lenora's cry was truly heartbreaking, it turned out that Lenora felt so very guilty towards Zaphier.

"I understand, I'm sorry Lenora. I'm so selfish, I don't think about how Zaphier never felt. I'm really very guilty of him...." Reply Bing by holding both of Lenora's cheeks that felt wet from Lenora's cries.

Cup

"I'm going to apologize to Zaphier because all this time I didn't understand what he was feeling, I was too selfish for you Lenora." Bing kissed Lenora long on the forehead before finally bringing her into her arms again.

Without them noticing, there was someone listening to their conversation behind the door. Zaphier lowered his head with a hand carrying fresh fruit, he wanted to bring the fruit because Lenora forgot to bring it.

Without him noticing, he had heard all of Lenora's words that felt so guilty towards him. In fact, not one bit Zaphier blame Lenora for not being beside him all this time, anyway all is not the desire of Lenora herself.

And again, for Bing... Zaphier was not angry either, he understood his father better than anyone. For Bing, Lenora is the only person in Bing's life, evidently when Lenora went Bing always staring at Lenora painting even Zaphier always heard the voice of Bing who kept telling her about her painting on Lenora, it was done almost every day.

"I'm really lucky to be among you. I promise I will do anything for your happiness, even though for now I am not too strong but that does not mean I will give up! I'm going to get rid of the people who made us this way, just wait and see." Firmly Zaphier with reddened eyes.