
Flashbacks
Zahra's hand had been staring at the white envelope with the name of the hospital on it.
After leaving the house Zahra lived a simple contract. Days did not come out of his room seemed to be getting weaker than before, maybe because of a lot of thoughts until he had a fever and nausea hard to eat Zahra thought if he was sick.
Stomach aches hungry, Zahra decides to go out to buy food*.
Her pale and uninspired face attracted the attention of the stall mother. At first she did not believe the words of the mother of warung tad. "again pregnant ya neng?".
He kept thinking of the mother's words, right up to the cost Zahra had a little bulging stomach. "what's it about eating a lot of sleep.
But he saw the face folded neatly making him hesitate to count his menstrual days. His chest suddenly thumped, Zahra sighed he paced back and forth confused about going to the hospital or buying a test, and decided to go to the hospital for more certainty.
"are I really pregnant, doc?"
The doctor who examined him smiled. "you yourself feel the change of yourself is not?".
Zahra's head shook.
"weak, fever, nausea or even you are late menstruation still not aware during this pregnancy?".
This time Zahra's head nodded.
"Based on young mothers, how can a new check now?" Zahra. "Your pregnancy has been fifteen weeks, almost four months.this is your first pregnancy?".
Zahra's face meets "iya".
Again the doctor smiled while shaking his head. "usually young mothers are always enthusiastic about pregnancy at least once a month".
Zahra's head bowed, her face turning sad considering the hospital incident at that time.
Zahra just got off the taxi, she looked back at the envelope in her hand. Staring at her house and Abra with sparkling eyes impatiently gave her news of pregnancy, but it was only a few seconds.
Abra comes out with Vira, causing Zahra to hide behind a tree. Abra was stroking the head of Vira who was rubbing his eyes with his face. Abra smiled then chuckled, her hands stroking Vira's stomach, Zahta's hands reflexes also stroked her stomach with a wry smile on her lips.
Abra opened the door for Vira, it seems like today they went out together.
After Abra's car came out of the yard of the house, Zahra stepped foot heavily through the guard post. Staring for a long time towards a house that is quite magnificent and luxurious.
"Mbak Zahra" said one of the guards.
Zahra forced herself to smile. "don't tell Abra yes sir" who pulled out of the mulitnya hoarse voice.
Back Zahra walked regardless of what the security guard was talking about. He sighed a few times before opening the door slowly.
it had been three weeks since he left this house, not much has changed since there were some additional items such as massage chairs and additional shoe shelves.
"hasn't Zahra met Mak?".
"don't know".
"what if Zahra's father knows, but Abra brought Vira here?. Poor mbak Zahra mak".
The sound of conversation Mak isa and Mbak Rini from the kitchen, making Zahra undo his intention to climb the stairs and choose to eavesdrop on their conversation.
"*M*as Abra why can you bring Vira's mother after the honeymoon directly here, if Zahra comes how?" Rini nagged while washing dishes, maybe the former breakfast Vira and Abra thought Zahra.
"yes do not know also mas Abra, even though the first wife disappeared at least do not have to keep his feelings if mbak Zahra suddenly went home how?" Mak Isa put some vegetables in the refrigerator.
"so I'm the same mas Abra, want the negur but we have what rights....".
Zahra's ears began to heat up, she decided not to listen to their conversation further.
Abra and Vira are married, and they are also on their honeymoon. If the agreement has been broken, then he must leave, right?, after all there is a hostess.
He's only been gone three weeks, it's only been three weeks what he imagined happened. His first love is more important than a wife. He had warned and warned Abra before they were married, but he convinced her of the prenuptial covenant and all of his foul promises.
Flash end
"Mother's order already?".
The buyer's call draws Zahra from past memories. He smiled at Gea and turned the agency back to serving that buyer.
Regan who had seen the pensive Mother staring at Gea could only sigh, The mother will put on the mask that Regan hates.
Regan opens the fridge, takes a bottle of drink, opens it and puts it on a table near Gea. He merely gestured for Gea to sit down without saying anything.
"Ge... loe kok stayin me anyway?, already hp lo die as if I want to leave. You have invited me here to be responsible dong, I have to go back intact to go home later" Yesi nagged while walking after getting off the bike and sitting in front of Gea.
Without babibu she drank the bottle Regan put on the table.
Gea hit his hand and snatched the bottle from Yesi's hand while curling, making Yesi pursed her mouth silently for a pouting face. "gue is thirsty" his grunts.
"far here must be tired". Zahra approached the two of them.
"iya tan, tired".
"Assalamu'alaikum Mother...".
"Wa'alaikum..." Regan and Zahra answered simultaneously.
Regan's three friends stand next to Zahra and shake hands.
"ayo istirahan first" said Zahra staring at Gea and Yesi alternately. "but the mattress is not latex but cotton, still worth wearing and rather soft. Wanna?".
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Abra set foot in Madura.
The wind blows slowly, fresh without contamination of pollution. Getting off the plane they had to walk a few meters, Sam unbuttoned his shirt over him feeling sultry.
"just getting out of the plane immediately felt hot" he commented.
Abra did not answer him, but he asked Sam. He's already contacted the airport employee who helped him. He rented his car for a few days.
Sam stared out the window he did not comment but several times Abra heard him sigh.
The car stopped in front of Zahra's house.Sam's face glanced at her and looked back at Zahra's house dumbfounded.
Abra smiled wryly. "if you were me, you would not feel like you were?".
"if I'm ashamed to show my nose" exasperated Sam Iirih keep paying attention to Zahra's house. "he lives in this house like a lo child, and you even enjoy living in a luxurious house".
Hearing Sam's words, Abra just sighed and watched Zahra's house. Looks like some Zahra customers who came by might buy a cake.
Zahra went out to meet them, while Regan was in the store taking out the cake the buyer had appointed. Regan's eyes could not be separated from Zahra, the boy smiled kindly as well as Zahra.
Occasionally Zahra silently wiped his forehead with a veil or arm, immediately Abra's chest seemed to be hit by something.
Abra clenched his hands until white, before they married Zahra was a hard worker. However, seeing him now who should be silent at home enjoying the work of Abra makes Abra regret sipping the chest.
"get down" he said after opening the car door.
Abra walked with wide steps toward Zahra who had ushered the buyer to the wild fence.
Their gazes met, yet implied different feelings. Slowly Zahra's smile faded away, she sighed away ignoring Abra's gaze which irritated her.
Back Zahra entered the yard. "why again?".
Abra remained silent looking at him from behind.
Zahra turned back to look back at him sharply. "don't look at me with such a gaze" she cried with a thunderous voice.
Abra closed his eyes for a moment. "sorry.
"don't look at me once with a look like you're sorry, it's sickening".
The sickening word that Zahra pressed made Sam's footsteps stop not far from the position they were both standing in.
"if I really regret what you are...".
Zahra laughed but her eyes were so cold "it's too late".
"sorry to make you suffer and slam bones for the sake of our child".
"my child".
"he's my son too".
Zahra just smiled cynically.
"if you had listened to my explanation back then, you would not have lived like this. Living in..." Abra could not say what he had in his mind. "at least we can take care of our child together, live in a decent house and... Ara, seeing you guys like this makes me..."
"sorry" Regan cut out Abra's words, she walked over to them. "are you going to pick up your son?".
Very polite but as if hit Abra's chest.
Regan's hands embrace Zahra's shoulders. "our house only has two rooms, please understand the small house still fit to live in. the mattress from the cotton later your child is not comfortable, because our simple must be different from the impression of you and your child".
Sam stared at Abra and Regan alternately, the faces of Abra and Regan almost mirib, even Sam remembered the face of Abra when he was still sitting in the middle of Junior High School. He's blind is lost mind?, a child like him gini even not aware of his own child. Guma Sam in heart
"i'll call your child, please take your child home for the comfort of your child. You can't possibly let your child stay in our house right?, you can't help it ?, please sit down I'll call your son".
Many times Regan says your child, but Abra also feels Regan's innuendo is very on target and Abra can only stare at Regan quietly.
Your Child
Only the first two words were able to stifle his chest.
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