The One More Chance
Zahra's Chance

Zahra prov

Since then he held my hand, stroked my head, sometimes kissed my forehead many times while whispering the words Thank you. Her smile never disappeared from her, so happy?, was I the only one who felt fear?.

I'm scared, honestly I'm scared.

Bleeding while pregnant with Ar still I remember clearly, and now I have two twins, which makes me more frightened since five days ago I checked the gynecologist.

I just returned with the smile I could. I can't tell you my fear, I can't make her lose her happiness.

We were on vacation in Bali, when I found out I was pregnant she forced me to check with the doctor, asking this and various things to the doctor. I could not bear to destroy her happiness just because of my vague fear.

"Mom!"

I flinched, I held my head up and looked at him with a forced smile.

He was silent outside the car looking at me opening the door next to me, something made me realize, I turned right and left, we were in front of the house, after checking Abra's pregnancy directly take care of our return to Jakarta, I turned to the right and left, anyway, I can't be mocked because it's still an early tremester, so Abra decided that all our walking schedules would be canceled and went straight home.

Brak ...

Back I jerked staring at the sound of the original object just now.

It turned out that the bag that Abra was carrying fell on the floor, we were already in the room, I was about to pick up the bag that fell near Abra but Abra kicked it away.

I looked at her face which turned out to be looking at me with a difficult look to interpret. He smiled, his eyes were teary but emitting sadness left me stunned in front of him.

"Don't you want those kids?" her tanya coldly glanced at my stomach.

What does that mean?, I can't say if I don't understand what he's saying. His breath was hunting, he laughed and he sounded bitter.

"Don't just shut up."

I stood in front of him and set it in. "What do you mean ask like that?."

"You think?" he asked back. "It should be a few days that you keep a lot of silence, avoiding my gaze. Do you really want to abort that child without my knowledge?."

"Abra!" my reproach.

He looked away, slowly stepped past me, I grabbed his hand to make him stop but not turn around.

"Why think like that?, it never crossed my brain to abort them. I'm ...."

"Who knows you think they're stopping you from getting back away from me?" she cut my words in her cold tone.

Cut our fingers "did I ever say I was leaving?."

Finally she turned around and looked at me, so deeply. "Did you love me?, did you come back to me out of pity?. Or you want revenge by coming back to me and leaving me after ...."

"Hey!" cut me.

I stepped closer to her, took off our hands, grabbed her cheeks and forced her to look at me.

"I told you not to think too much, I'm here. I decided to go back, which means I'm ready to accept any consequences in the future. Don't talk about love now, we're both adults. In marriage love can no longer be relied upon, we can only rely on God's equal commitment. If I can be honest that I didn't love you as much as when we were married, I did feel sorry for you after Opa left you didn't have any other family, But I came back to you not because of that or the grudge you said earlier."

He clasped both of my hands down from his cheeks, making me hold his hand tightly to prevent him from leaving.

"We're not done talking" stop me.

"Done" the break was cold.

"I told you no, my son is my world. The chance to return to you will be the door to open the world to my son."

I said it while staring at his every move.

"I don't mean you need money from your family, I told you I can afford it myself. But he won't believe it, he will give up pursuing his dream and choose to pursue something that can make money, not spend a lot of money and still be able to help me.

Because he's too good a kid, and you're too overthinking. He also wants me back to you, he's the ...."

"Please" he potted "don't say anything more Ara."

He said it with a heavy tone.

I don't know, I started to feel tight in my chest and started crying, wanting to let out the tightness I had been holding.

My breath until faltered, this is the first time I doubted to vent all after all these years never felt the freedom of crying like now.

I felt her clutching me in her arms, but my cries could not stop.

"Hi .. suttt don't criticize, Ara. You're pregnant, darling ...."

I don't want to listen to what he's saying, I'm upset to want to blow it all away. He was angry?, then did he think that all this time I had not been angry and cursed him?.

"I don't love you as much as I used to, doesn't mean I don't love." I said it while intermittently interrupted by my sobs.

The sound of him laughing made me stomp my feet and he tightened his embrace on me.

"Yes Ara" he said so gently in my ears. "Even though you come back to me out of pity and vengeance I have no problem."

I pushed her body but she pulled my body back in her arms. "I have no grudge" I hit him on the back.

He came back laughing. "Whatever you come back to me doesn't matter, whatever I won't bother with. I told you it's over, the important thing is you're not going away anymore is enough. If you say all for Ar's sake, I'm happy because my guess is right, if you're going to do everything for your son."

He took off his arms, touched my queen's stomach, looked at me deeply.

"I was waiting for you to get pregnant so that it binds you more, it turns out the good Lord gave me two at a time, so you will think twice about leaving me."

I hit her shoulder hard enough. "Although I was pregnant with twins, I'm still leaving. Than I was stressed, bleeding and losing my baby. I'd better leave you."

Not angry, he laughed happily. "Yes, for you, children are everything, but you are by my side more important than anything."

May I ask God not?, this one chance is forever always what it is now?.

There was a quarrel, but it created an increasingly deep feeling?.

It seems that my feelings of fear for these few days were answered. I must not be afraid, for there is him beside me this time. I believe he will take care of me, this time I am not alone.

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