
"You're looking wrong maybe, Zidan."
"I'm sure, Erika .. she is, but I don't want samperin because there's Mama" Zidan said seriously, though he wasn't sure Zia saw it either, but he is 100 percent sure Zia is right.
"Hm, how many times have you been like this? Time in the mall last week the evidence is wrong people, right? Although at first you were very sure it was Zia," said Erika softly but sounded like an affirmation if indeed Zidan always wrongly guessed.
"This time is different, Erika."
"Maybe this is your innate pain, Zidan .. remember the word doctor do not think too much," said Erika trying to give understanding as a friend of Zidan.
"The headache, my eyes are still normal if the doctor says," said Zidan smiled bitterly, at least his important organs are still fine.
The mainstay answer that Erika often hears. Since Zia's departure the man seemed to love the pain he was suffering. In fact, he chose to reconcile and let his illness become more powerful by refusing treatment of any kind. However, as a parent, the mother obviously would not let all that happen.
"If Zia is right then what do you want? I knew she had a husband, Zidan."
"I want to be selfish for once, maybe my body won't be this pampered if he looks at me."
Zidan stared pushyly without direction, since long ago he was ordinary. After all the pain, during meeting Zia, the man felt better. Unfortunately, the drug is no longer his.
"Don't you, your medicine is not her anymore .. and you realize it should be," said Erika looking at the pale lips owner in front of her, it is not Erika's intention to want Zidan to turn to her as a substitute, but Erika just wants Zidan to open her eyes and no longer love the wound.
"Hm, someone took my medicine forcibly .. sick, Erika!" lirih Zidan bit her pale lips, after a long time her chest was made to pound when she saw a beautiful face that was shining more and more this afternoon.
"Zidan, he's not real medicine."
"Even if he's poison, I'm willing to drink it as long as my thirst is gone, Ka." He laughed discordantly, it was indeed too difficult to want someone who no longer belonged to him.
Starting, this Zidan made Erika even more upset. In fact, since the beginning of Zia's departure she was the most relaxed, even completely let go. Why is this so now? It was confusing, the two equally crazy men always involved Erika and the main cast was Zia. If God had given her the chance to meet, it would have been very exciting for Erika to have Zia in the coffin.
"Have you remembered what you said when Zia got sick?"
"What?"
"If it does not heal the same drug, then you should try the same other drugs .. we do not know, which is more efficacious."
"That's just the way I entertain Zia, Ka. In fact it is not so," said Zidan understand Erika, they are not discussing drugs in the medical world, but drugs related to healing inner wounds.
It is difficult to convince monkeys that apples are sweet from bananas. What to do for Zidan to open his eyes and look at himself as a different person.
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"Sleep, you've been chirping no ashes."
"Where are you going?" Zidan held Erika's wrist, with my eyes he looked at the woman as an expression of not leaving also to leave her.
"Find the wind, because I can't find the medicine you want." Erika threw away her face while saying that sentence, Zidan was made to destroy her best friend and this became a wound for Erika.
"Don't go out, where are you going? It's almost late .. Just here, be my medicine for a while."
"Zidan's." Erika sighed slowly, why should there be such a temporary word, the girl thought.
"I've only got you besides the current Mama, Ka ... stay here until I'm cured or really go later," he said with a warm smile and made Erika swerve and pat her lips quickly, he really hated it with a mouth as careless as Zidan.
"Don't be original, Zidan .. Death is no joke!! Think again if you talk, you say your brain is still able to think well. Use it if it still works." The first time he was that angry, it was not the intention of saying Zidan was stupid but he hated Zidan to emphasize the tragic situation.
"Sorry, Erika."
"You nosebleed, don't move." Nothing yet, without cueing and this is common. Erika grabbed the tissue that was prepared for her and wiped the blood that came out slowly from Zidan's nose.
Getting this treatment, Zidan pulled the corner of the lips. Really chatty, beat his mama. Although a little tulalit in some ways, Erika never playfully gives attention.
"What the hell, I plug your eyes for a long time," annoyed Erika heard the message.
"I'm serious, my best friend I'm the only one who understands me under any circumstances .. if you want to marry me first, wait after I'm not...."
"Don't keep going, just stale your message like this. How many times do I have to tell you, no death is certain and healing can still happen as long as you breathe, Zidan." Just a few minutes ago he was angry because of Zidan's words, now the man repeated the same mistake.
"Astaffirullah, Erika! I mean after I'm not sick anymore." Zidan confirmed his point, this woman is indeed a little impatient like him.
Chequelek
"Can I come in?"
Amongst the many times, why did he have to come at this hour. Syakil, the uninvited guest is now approaching Zidan empty-handed of course, this is not the first time he has visited Zidan.
"You guys are dating or what? Not bother?" ask Syakil to make sure, the article if it bothers the danger as well.
"You want what lo? If only ngajakin fight mending out sono."
"Revident, I'm a bald jam lo," replied Syakil remained close without him noticing that a sharp gaze had been hunting him now.
"Silts of mouth!!!" press Erika understood the purpose of Syakil's words, Zidan's hair that began to experience loss he made a joke of what the purpose was.
"Handling, Ka ... relaxed," said Syakil then stood near Zidan, seeing his state of guilt Syakil getting bigger when the one who took Zia from Zidan was his brother.
"Where? Aren't you?" As usual, he might speak softly to his friend.
"Gini-gini aja, how do malem-malem come here? Bokap you're not angry that his son is wandering malem-malem?" ask Zidan later.
"All my brother's looks, again treated as well," replied Syakil sober, a lump of tissue with blood stains that had caught his eyes increasingly make Syakil's soul turbulent and want to beat Mikhail suddenly.
"Sick too?" asked Erika curiously, she also did not understand the true genealogy of the Syakil family, since when did she have Brother.
"The victim of violence, almost died at the hands of a crazy man whose obsession is as vast as space," Syakil replied in a joking tone but it was so.
"Oh girl trouble?" Zidan was still interested, even though his head hurt.
"Hm, his wife is insulted by my brother .. uh my brother was checked until he entered the hospital, sadistic no?!!" serang Syakil told a story when the characters in the story were his two brothers.
"It's your brother's fault!! I also if it happens it will be the same lakanin, I skinin if I can!!" Erika was surprised why Zidan was angry, very strange.
"Hm, definitely! I'm sure you'll do the same as him, Zidan."
Tbc
Hi-hai, I'm up long so long .. sorry yes, semalem ga abrasive make up early in the morning blind. Today I brought a recommendation for a cool novel by Mama Reni.
Title: Love Without Words
Blurbs :
Diandra Zivana Athalla is an orphan girl who makes a living selling in the city park every night.
Diandra had a friend named Galen Baim Pratama Syahputra. Galen often accompanied Diandra on sales.
One night, Galen had an event so he could not accompany Diandra. The girl came home on her bike.
On the way a man stopped his bike. Diandra was given drugs until he fainted. After that Diandra was raped. Trauma due to rape made Diandra mute.
Feeling guilty and sorry for Diandra's fate, Galen marries Diandra.
As the ijab unfolded, Diandra learned that the man who raped her was Galen's older brother, Adyatma Mahavir Alister Bagaskara.
Happy Reading✨'s