The Passion of Love of the President

The Passion of Love of the President
CHAPTER 94 - The Last Message


"Zia .. You're fat, I think yesterday I saw it wrong."


Zidan looked at him fixedly with his silent eyes wrapped in longing. Long time no see, unexpectedly God allowed himself to look at the owner of a sweet smile in the life of Zidan who is now growing up.


Realizing that she was looking at was no longer the old Zia, her little elf had become a mother-to-be but not a mother for her child. It was surprised, but again he remembered the reason Zia suddenly decided her love first because of what. Disappointed zidan? No, Zia's pregnancy didn't disappoint her at all. Zidan was grateful that Mikhail was responsible for what he had done to Zia.


"Are you okay, Zia?"


"Hm, I'm good, Zidan .. as you can see."


"Thank God, I'm glad to see you again." For whatever sake, his longing was overwhelmingly stemming, but Zidan did not have the courage to embrace her even for a moment.


"That guy .. I mean your husband, he's good right?"


Choosing to nod in response, Zia also wondered why Zidan was still able to talk and smile in front of him. Seeing this Zidan, his guilt grew, before he could hide behind Mikhail. But, not anymore at the moment.


"Thank God, I'm happy if you fall in the arms of the right man."


It's a lie, Zidan's heart still hurts. Want to be as happy as Zia, the wound still feels. Moreover, the man who now had Zia was someone who put Zia like a worthless woman back then.


"Zidan, can I ask you something?" Zia ventured to look into those eyes now.


"Hm, can. What do you want to ask, Zia?" asked Zidan gently still as before, nothing has changed from the owner of those shady eyes.


"Why did you choose silence? The pain ... from a long time, right?"


"On that, I don't want to worry you. Besides I was feeling all right at the time, I knew it was going to be this bad." He replied that casually, it really doesn't seem like a problem that even his warm smile still persists like before.


When there was Zia by his side, Zidan's expectations were so great even though his health had not improved as well. It's just that the reason for him to stay alive at that time was so passionate and sure one hundred percent if he would recover completely. However, when Zia chose to leave, let alone hope of recovery, the hope of life was no longer there.


"Boddoh .. You care most about my health but you are sick yourself."


The Zia he knew now returned, the man pulled the corner of his lips when he heard Zia's clasping. He waited and only found out after five minutes.


"Because I know that pain is no good at all, Zia. As long as it's healthy, don't get sick if you can."


Indeed, what Zidan said was a fact. It's just that Zidan's way of putting other people's lives before him is not the right thing. The woman could only quietly reflect on Zidan's decision which in fact only became regretful.


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Brain cancer, not a disease that can be underestimated even Zia made a silence when Zidan answered his question so relaxed. Zidan was too accepting of the circumstances that made him so relaxed when Zia was tired of hearing all his words.


"Don't crybaby .. I'm fine, look nothing's changed from me right?"


In the end Zia cried too, no matter how hard she tried to keep Zidan making it seem powerless. Even though Zidan was at his lowest point there was Erika, as the woman who had reigned on Zidan's day, the sadness was so deep within Zia at this time.


"It's been 10 minutes, come out .. your husband will be angry," Zidan said as if not willing to release Zia, he said, the meeting was brief but believe me Zidan felt God restored the moments without meeting that he passed alone.


"Hm, later I come again, mas Mikhail said we can still be friends .. You don't mind right?"


"Thank you in advance, Zia. But, as I told your husband, this is our last meeting .. never open your heart to anyone if you're married, even if it's just a friend, what did we start with? Friends, Zia."


Oh my God, why else. For whatever sake Zia no longer had the vibe of love when she looked at Zidan. However, hearing such a speech Zia's heart was broken and very painful.


"You hate me, Zidan?" shivering Zia with her eyes now condensing, for some reason Zidan who refused her to just be a friend made Zia stunned.


"Not so, but your status is now married. Be a good and obedient wife, Zia, take care of your health and also your future baby.I'm sorry to have been a source of sin for you."


'Zidan stop!! My heart really hurts to hear it. Stop because I'm not as strong as you think, ' Zia screamed in her mind, right if she was the one who didn't deserve Zidan until God kept her away.


"I want to sleep, thank you for coming, say hello to your husband."


"Well, I'm going .. be fine and say hello to Erika, keep your spirits up!! Well you are the thing that many people are waiting for, remember Mama and Azzoya." Zia tried to look a little cheerful because soon she would meet Mikhail, it would not be funny if later she had to clarify about her puffy eyes.


"Oh yes, first tos .. let your team get well soon."


"Well it could be, Tos!!" The first time after a few months Zidan was made to smile widely by the figure of Zia.


Zia's back moved further away, before actually coming out Zia smiled and waved her hand several times. Their farewells are too sweet, twice always covered in this way.


Both are created only as memories, imprinted in the heart and placed with their respective versions. Maybe for Zia Zidan position as a male figure in his life will be replaced with Mikhail, but not for Zidan. To her, Zia was the last love when death really approached her.


While on the other hand, Zia who had made it out was now staring at the handsome man before her. Since then Mikhail patiently waited, despite having to argue with Syakil who was very upset with his actions, the man could look calm in front of Zia.


"Mas," said Zia quivering, since earlier she needed a real hug. To support his body just feels difficult, very sick.


"Cry, for today you may grieve for him."


For whatever reason, Mikhail could see the sadness in Zia's eyes. He did not limit if indeed Zia wanted to cry, because not always the tears were unraveling with the reason still love.


"Tumben grew up, just now angry," Shakil chirped past Mikhail who was calming Zia in his arms.


"Based on Siallan, your mouth really does ask to be shredded." Mikhail deliberately pulled Syakil's hair until his sister took a few steps back, it seemed like Kanaya's style was declining on Mikhail.


"Aarrgghhhh!! Your angry ways are cute, Brother!!" his hissing Syakil rubbed his scalp rough which suddenly got a little hot, if only there was no Zia there maybe Syakil would retaliate even though in the end he lost as well.


Tbc


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