The Patriarchal Self
Chapter 121

"You don't understand anything, Put! You can never understand how I feel!" peeking Alice returned Put's sharp gaze.

Put could only take a deep breath, then approached Satria who still seemed so surprised.

"It's not your fault, we can't—"

"What! You said it wasn't his fault?" alice asked angrily as she pointed towards Satria.

Alice could not accept what Put had just said, because Satria had to take responsibility for everything that happened.

Victoria immediately approached Alice and tried to calm Alice down while bringing her in leaving Satria and Put.

After that, Put invites Satria to go to the lake to calm feelings and thoughts. Satria is like a dazed person and just obeys it.

Satria was devastated by what happened, indeed his mistake had accommodated Ruu and helped H.

However, Satria does not expect an H attack on the Cooper family. Satria still hopes to improve all the circumstances, can even start a better life again.

"Sat, don't feel so guilty. We can fix all this, just a little more .. Our plan will work," explained Put memebri Satria spirit while thrusting water accommodated in a container made of leaves.

Satria received the water and drank it in one sitting, Satria's mind was like a dead end. He did not understand what had happened, as if his brain could no longer think.

"Put, don't make me feel like I'm hands down over everything that's happened. I just need some time to calm this feeling down, later .. I will finish everything I started," Satria explained lethargicly and gazed towards the lake that was so calm.

Satria hopes his life is like a lake, where it can provide life and benefit other creatures.

"What can you do now? You know, don't you? If this world will continue to be war and incongruity, as long as .. we live with the feeling of wanting to have," explained Put.

Put understood very well what Alice felt, because she was also born and lived in a very noble condition.

It is not Put's will that all problems and wars occur, but Put does not like to blame others and falls down.

For the prince, life goes on. Somehow, all beings can only try. Not blaming fate that never wants to be friends.

"Put, if I can't do it? Do you want to continue this fight?" satria asked while looking at Put seriously.

Put who also returned Satria's gaze became confused with Satria's words and made it clear, what Satria wanted.

"meaning? Continuing what?"

Satria smiled a little while touching Put's flat stomach, Satria was very sure that the seeds had developed in Put's womb.

A successor who would become the ruler of the world, that was what Satria hoped for now. It is not children who will only defend one side and attack the other.

"Take him for me, his senadi .. I died in battle. She is the jewel of life" Satria explained pleading.

Putting silent for a moment, he was at a loss for what to comment. Especially with the current situation that is not profitable at all.

"Sorry, I can't promise. But, I'll try to do my best" explained Put later.