THE QUEEN ANGEL.
38. The Feelings and Opinions of Girls.

***josh**** kingdom***

…Balai Perguruan Dragon Api…

…zepania Louise…

I saw the look of sadness in Thalita's eyes, looking very clear. The discussion of the war issue, made many people have their own feelings. Yesterday the young master who invited me to join, Thalita is now my roommate.

In fact, did this war weigh heavily on many people? I also don't know clearly. All I know is that I'm also burdened with war this time? I, who came from the world in another age, do not know what to behave like? I used to be just a mafia princess and a regular doctor. Now it has changed into the Queen Angel, who is in charge of maintaining the balance of the three worlds.

In my innermost heart, this actually doesn't make sense…!! but when I have lived this moment? not much do I know, can I not fully understand? is this real? of course it's real…!!

"what makes you look so sad Miss Thalita?" I looked at Thalita.

Thalita and Luciana looked at me, they looked astonished because I could tell the sadness of both of them?

"what is so clearly visible?" thalita asked me back.

"i can see from the look in my eyes."

"actually…!!"doubt Thalita looked at each other for a moment with Luciana.

"we are not fully prepared for war this time, what else this time we will fight against the kingdom of Darkness. The demons, devils, and black magicians were followers of the Dark God. I wasn't ready for that" she said looking at me, there was sadness and fear from Thalita's eyes.

"what's the reason, miss?" aska I want to know.

Thalita seemed to draw and exhale before answering my question.

"i was the first daughter of one of Josh's western royalty. I have a 10 year old brother. Our family is indeed classified as difficult to get offspring, even though my father has several concubines. But still father only has two children, I who became the eldest daughter must be a representative to save the family honor." said Thalita still with a sad face.

"i, who is very timid, must still accept this reality. I who am not ready must be prepared for this war, because the emperor's decree cannot be rejected by us ordinary nobles who have no effect at all" said Thalita.

"is there no rule from Queen Angel, not to force the Warriors who want to participate in this war?" my many.

"i've never heard of that rule? all I know is the emperor's decree requires the nobles to send one son and daughter who have the ability to participate in the war this time."

My eyebrows furrowed in surprise at Thalita's words, and I looked at Tiara Angel and Lily Angel. My eyes seemed to be asking questions about it?

Tiara Angel and Lily Angel just exchanged glances, as if they couldn't answer my questions either.

"when is it true that way, miss felt compelled to join this war, even though miss was afraid to fight against the kingdom of Darkness?" I want to know clearly.

"yes, do I have a choice? I resisted my father's words, how could I go against the emperor's orders?"

"what exactly are you afraid of?"

"i'm afraid that my abilities I can't use in this war, and will die in vain. I'm not strong enough in this war, but family honor is everything to you. And I as the eldest daughter must uphold the honor of my family."

"miss afraid of dying in vain in this war? and the lady was forced to go to war just to preserve the honor of the lady's family?" ask me to clarify.

In my heart as if it were sliced hearing Thalita's confession, how could it not? my plan has made many people forced and afraid to participate in the war this time. They didn't really want to and iklhas took part in the war this time.

"how am I not afraid of death? my abilities that I have are not as strong as the other Warriors, the family honor that I have to guard because I am the eldest daughter. Do you know I think the war this time? it doesn't have to happen" Thalita said, wanting to make sure they didn't have to fight.

"what do you mean, miss?" my many.

"we have all lived in peace and nothing has happened, but why is the news of the resurrection of the Queen Angel, even making our lives like hell? should the resurrection of the Queen Angel who can indeed maintain the balance of the three worlds, make us live more peaceful again? but it's the opposite." said Thalita wanted to protest and get all her heart out.

It made me instantly speechless for a moment, staring intensely at Thalita's face. The expression of her protest slightly slapped my heart, all as if it was my fault. Because of the resurrection of the Queen Angel, Thalita's life has been made as if it were in hell. Not only Thalita, there might be many more people out there hurting about my resurrection.

I felt a fine squeeze over my right shoulder, without turning my head I knew it was Tiara Angel's hand, she could also feel what I was feeling while listening to the words from Thalita?

Everyone looked at Tiara Angel, but not me. I could only quietly look at the floor and listen to the words of Tiara Angel, who seemed to not accept the words of Thalita who blamed the resurrection of the Queen Angel. As if the Queen Angel is the cause of the suffering that occurs.

"maybe the lady's life is peaceful, but do you know the lives of ordinary people who always get terror from demons, demons and black magicians from the kingdom of Darkness? they are more than living in hell, even many of them have become the result of the greed of the Dark God, who wants to rule this world." said Tiara Angel with a firm tone. There was resentment in Tiara Angel's tone, seeing her dislike of Thalita.

Thalita and Luciana were silent with their eyes. Have they mispronounced because of the selfishness in their hearts? that's a question I can pick up from the look in Thalita's eyes looking at Tiara Angel.

"what do you mean?" tanya Thalita did not understand.

"did you know before the Queen Angel's resurrection? what is the condition of the ordinary people in your territory?" tiara Angel asked withstanding the indignation in her heart, looking cynically at Thalita and Luciana.

"does the lady ever know and see the afflictions of the common people? whose lives are hard but harder, their lives are bleak in fear of the terrors of demons, demons and black magicians, who haunt them at all times, even breathing them has difficulty. Do you also know the men of the God Kegelapa? making the bodies of ordinary people weak as a collision, so that their strength becomes more increased. Did you ever know that?" tiara Angel asked with her sharp gaze to Thalita and Luciana.

Their eyes were perfectly rounded, in shock at things they had never known.

"is that true? I never knew about it?" thalita said, "do you also know Luciana?" tanya Thalita looked towards Luciana.

"no." replied Luciana briefly as she shook her head looking at Thalita.

"how do you know the life lived by ordinary people? you are just busy enjoying your luxurious life." replied Tiara Angel with a cynical look looking towards Thalita and Luciana.

Thalita and Luciana instantly fell silent, unable to say anything?

"do you know and have you heard? will there be a black magician that can be paid, to be a follower of a noble family like you?" brisia suddenly spoke. I quickly looked towards him.

It was seen that she clenched tightly in both hands, holding back the anger that Brisia was feeling right now, and I knew what was on her mind and what Brisia was feeling right now? because he experienced it all, his entire family was slaughtered by a black magician, who was paid by his uncle, to seize all the power and wealth owned by Brisia Kairos' father.

"no, I don't know." replied Thalita and Luciana simultaneously.

I clasped Brisia's fist gently, I could feel the pain that Brisia remembered and felt for the family that had been slaughtered, by the uncle.

"you'll never know what it's like to get terror from the Dark Gods' men. Live like in the real hell, you never feel that, all you know is your selfishness that is afraid away from the security and comfort of your luxurious life all along." said Brisia with teary eyes.

"quiet Brisia" I said gently stroking the back of Brisia's hand.

"no, they should know, how ruthless are the Dark Gods' men? who really like to use their power to make the weak suffer. They even blamed the Resurrection on Queen Angel, who could help us all fight the Dark God" Brisia said slightly raising her tone, but she managed to hold back her tears from falling to her cheeks.

Thalita and Luciana were astonished to see Brisia, who had just been silent and clearly seen, Brisia was suffering from something related to the black magicians.

"have you ever experienced it, miss?" ask Thalita.

"of course, even experiencing it to the point of not wanting to come back to life. All of my family was slaughtered by the black magicians my own uncle paid for, to gain the power and wealth my father had. My life is already in hell even worse than that" said Brisia staring intently at Thalita and Luciana.

"But in the moments of my life that slumped and almost died, the Queen Angel was present in my life, embracing and giving me the spirit to live again, in order to be able to repay them all" said Brisia.

"have you ever met Queen Angel?" thalita asked in surprise at Brisia's statement.

Thalita and Luciana looked at each other and were surprised at the words of Brisia, who seemed to say that she had met and was embraced and had the help of the Queen Angel. The highest ruler in the world the pure core Angel.

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