The Repentance of the Abject Woman
104 Negative Thoughts

"Mas.." call Zee

"Hm. what a darling"

"Can I do something?"

"May, what does he want"

"I'm actually sick what the hell is mas? Ever since I was in the hospital until now, Adam hasn't told me"

Adam silently did not answer, his gaze fixed on the television in front of him.

"Buck..."

"Hm..."

"Mas Adam why the hell. Ever since I got home from the hospital, Adam's been weird"

"Sweet how darling, cook pampering his own wife weird" elak Adam

"You know about that, I don't have a problem. The strange thing is that Adam could not I hold the phone at all, even mas Adam also did not get me to go to the restaurant. What is my illness that should be hidden from me?"

"Honey.... I just don't want you to be tired and have a lot of thoughts, that's it"

Adam's answer did not necessarily make Zee calm and believe just like that.

During the marriage Adam never gave Zee the limit of his will as long as it was positive.

What else Adam himself knows Zee uses his phone just to call Dita and play games.

"Where are you going?" adam asked Zee who was getting off the couch

"I'm going to sleep, sleepy"

"Oh, yes, come on" Adam got off his couch.

Adam accompanied Zee in the room.

Before long Zee slept, Adam kissed Zee's forehead and covered her.

he sat leaning next to Zee while playing his cellphone.

An hour later, Zee woke up and saw her husband in a fit of sleep.

Zee turned his back on Adam, pulled the blanket over his face.

Over thinking made her cry.

Zee cried without a sound, his mind started crawling everywhere.

How not, when Zee opened his eyes Adam was smiling staring at his cellphone.

This incident is not the first time for Zee to see her husband's behavior, Zee has repeatedly caught Adam playing silent from him.

When Adam was with Zee, he never played his phone. It's becoming increasingly clear that he's hiding something from Zee.

Before long Adam shut down his phone, put it on the nightstand and then approached Zee.

Adam hugged Zee from behind.

Because Zee doesn't want Adam to know he's crying, Zee goes to the bathroom.

"Well, baby, where are you getting up?" ask Adam

"Kebelet" he answered briefly

Adam does not suspect Zee despite hearing Zee's other voice, Adam thinks it's because he just woke up.

Zee washed his face and tried to think positively and then returned to bed.

The next day Adam goes to work, and Zee is alone at home.

He wanted to cry and tell stories, but to whom.

She was already not strong with her strange thoughts about her own husband.

His only friend and family are Dita, but he can't reach her because of her phone that was confiscated by Adam.

The more days Zee feels alive in a different world, she feels alone despite having Adam by her side.

Adam's attitude that greatly pampered him more than before made Zee think negatively.

"Did Adam keep me because Adam had other intentions? Is it true that Adam cheated? What does Adam really mean like this to me? Mas Adam is not like before, yes emang mas adam always pamper me but not more like now. Added to that with all the prohibitions on me" inner Zee

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