The Retaliation of My Husband's Infidelity
part 21's

riko pov's

''You have dared to snatch mama ya Ko''

mama said mengiba

''Not that mah, at least if not cooked, can be done in order mah. So what do you guys do at home''

said I can't bear.. Because I know mama can't at least be angry at her..

Because I love my mom, after all...

'' From today please help me, help me''

said I was caving..

mama nodded as did Renata...

After that I went straight to my room and Lana, to take a shower and rest....

After entering the room, I saw Alana sitting on the edge of the bed and playing mobile. I glanced at Alana at a glance hoping she would greet me, but she kept quiet..

I broke up to go to the bathroom ,

when I got out, I sat on the other side of the bed. I wanted to get Lana to talk, but I was confused where to start..

''Lana, why have you changed?'' at the end of the day, I dare to talk to him.

he looked at me for a long time and replied..

''Changed..? what changed mas..??''

lana asked to stop her activities.

''Since when did you stop being an OG and meet Mr. Rian..?'' say me

''It's none of your business. You take care of your affair which she says is beautiful''

lana replied upset.

'' Don't divert Lana's conversation..''

I said a little emotion. I just want to know .But honestly I still wouldn't be willing if Lana was close to someone else.

''I don't like you being close to other men Lana'' I said.

''So only you can be close to other women and freely make out in front of me and insult me mas?''

lana asked also stirred up emotions.

''It's not so Lan''

''It's so so be what..??''

''I was just carried away by Lana, I honestly still love you'' said I softened, because I still love her very much, and could not afford to let Alana out of my life.

''Love you said mas..

If you love, there's no way you can fool me and corner me from behind. Even now the bright light is making out in front of me, said Lana sobbing.. .

''I had to Lana. Because of the demands of mother wants grandchildren''

I said defend myself.

''But if you want we can still try mas, without a third person''

sob again..

I can't bear to see it like this.

''I know, but my mom kept pushing. I want Lana's child, too..

It's been eight years since we got married, but there's no results at all''

say me again.

''We can still take medication?'' her crying was a hiccup..

''We are equally checking ourselves'' said Lana again..

long we were silent.

Actually it is true that Lana said we can still check ourselves, maybe even we still have a chance to have a baby. But I don't know. My head was thinking about everything.

I wait until Lana's crying subsides.. Wanted to hold her, but my guilt was greater than my courage to embrace her.

I want to end this fight as soon as possible, I miss Lana in my arms.

For a moment I remembered my scolding with Zila a few days ago...

''What do you want to say, Zil..?'' ask me.

''My mother... I am pregnant... I am Zila's great-grandson.

hearing Zila's confession, I felt blank and confused. Between happy and ah I don't know, I don't know how I feel.

Whether I should be happy or just afraid of all this happening, maybe people say I'm a cowardly man. Yes, but what can I do? it's all been happening..

Long enough I thought between wanting to convey this to Lana or having to keep it to myself.I'm worried, if I'm honest with Lana, most likely he will certainly be angry or he could have asked for separation.I am not ready to lose him. What's more now Lana has turned out to be more beautiful than usual. It can even be said to be more beautiful than Zila and this is what I hoped for from the beginning. Where might I want to take it off.

But if I don't tell her, I don't want her to know from anyone else. Or maybe even Zila could have been reckless to tell him.

After a long time of thought I decided to tell Lana slowly - slowly.

''Lana I.. I'm sorry..'' said I hung up, nervous and afraid of being mixed up in my feelings.

I saw Lana staring at me, waiting for the continuation of my talk.

''I hope you will accept Zila as your honey''

say me slowly..

Lana was silent looking at me. She had no reaction.. But slowly I saw her shedding tears again.. I looked into his eyes, clearly visible from his gaze, he had many wounds.

I realized I was the one most responsible for his injuries.

I slowly approached and wanted to hug her, to ease the pain of the wound I was giving. But he avoided me

''Mas ma'am.. I'll never want to'' said Lana on the sidelines of her cries..

''But you have to want Lana'' continued me. Not me forcing. But this is a reality that he must accept.

''Why mas? you said you still love me.. Butwhy?? why are you so happy ?'' ask Lana not to accept..

I was confused as to what to answer.. But I have to dare to be honest.

''This is because.. because... .. ... ..

azila's pregnant.

Lana cried again.I'm sorry Lana said me in her heart.

'' Why is it mas?? why are you the same with me... Just because the reason you want to have a child you can betray our Eight years of marriage.

''Sorry alana. I'm khilaf'' that's all I can say to him.

''I don't accept any of this..

Less me what mas?? what is my sacrifice less all this time.. I'm willing to work to help you with our growing household expenses... Rela treated like babu by your family...just reason child??'' his words hang..

''Yes I know Lana .. I'm sorry.

I tried to narrow the distance to hug her.

''Out you mas. I don't want to be touched by you anymore...''

lana said firmly while rubbing the rough of her tears

''But lana...''

''Out mas I beg you''

his sobs.

I finally got out by force..

I still hear Lana's heart-wrenching stuffing .

No, this is not what I expected. I'm still hoping to be okay with Lana. But I can't leave Zila. She's pregnant with my son, the one I've been dreaming of for eight years..

Selfish indeed, but this is how it is. I wish there was a way out of my problem..

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I'm sorry to all the readers who stopped by.. I'm late for an update.. The matter again really - really fever.

The fever broke again...

Make me upset. not only riko doang who is upset. I also. want up but dead end ..

sorry yeah...