The Retaliation of My Husband's Infidelity
part 30's

''Alana, I want to talk to you about something, you have time?'' ask Vindra

after work

''Speaking what Vin , by the way.'' I said to Vindra .

''But we talk in the cafe while eating, hungry, ''

''Hm, how about Vin, ''

'' Just for a moment, I know you must have been impatient to meet your handsome prince right?'' vindra again.

''But you know?''

''Yes tau dong, look from your face, '' he said again.

''Okay, but not for long, yes'' Vindra nodded, and drove her car towards the cafe where we used to eat.

After arriving and the food we ordered came, we immediately ate, after which Vindra began to talk.

I was really curious about what he was going to say.

''Lana, before her I apologize first what if I want to talk is it makes you not like or uncomfortable said he started the conversation. I also try to be quiet and quiet.

''But, I hope you're not angry'' I just nod.

''Lana, I want to marry you, do you want to accept me to be your husband.

I was amazed by Vindra's words.

I don't know what to answer, though,

''But I'm not asking you to answer as soon as possible, I'll wait for your answer until you're ready.

We were silent for a while, I was confused as to what to answer. Because I didn't expect she'd talk to me about her feelings.

''Lana, I've been wanting to talk to you about my feelings for a long time . But I still hesitate to reveal it. I'm afraid you will change and stay away from me said Vindra again.

I was silent for a long time to hear Vindra's confession.

''Vindra, you didn't say anything wrong, did you?'' ask me again on her

''Why ''Why?'' ask Vindra again .

''You don't trust me??

'' Not disbelief, but strange, you suddenly say this, ''' answered me again.

''I'm serious Lana said she looked me in the eyes.

Vindra's attitude that suddenly changed this way made me confused what to do.

''If you can't answer now, it's okay, I'll be patient waiting for your answer''

''I'm confused Vin , I don't know what to answer'' I'm honest.

''You just answer according to your heart'' he said again.

''Vin, you know what my status is, I am no longer the unmarried girl Vindra', I replied.

''I have never troubled you Lana's status,''

''Yes it is ''Yes, but what people say will be Vin, we are different .What does your family say when we're together.''

answer me again.

''Yes, but are you willing to accept all my shortcomings with my current state and status .What else is Dirga, '' answered me.

''I don't have a problem with any of that. I accept you for what it is, and also Dirga.'' replied again and continued to convince me.

Honestly, I'm very worried about Vindra's confession. I still doubt what he said, what else now there is Dirga.

''Lana, I will not mean you to accept me now, you can think about it first.I can accept until you are ready, whatever your decision is'' said Vindra again.

''Yes already if that we go home yes, Dirga may be difficult nyariin you'' said Vindra again.

We went straight home.

On the way home I was still thinking about Vindra's words in the cafe. Maybe as good as I calmed my mind first, I don't want to make the wrong decision.

It's not that I don't want to accept Vindra, but I'm afraid that old events repeat themselves like my relationship with Riko mas. After all, until now my feelings for my ex-husband are still there. Because I don't want to be a hypocrite, there's no way I can easily forget my feelings and our togetherness over a long period of time.Our marriage lasted 8 years, and it wasn't a short time, my youth and Riko mas, we went through together .

Even if I accept the divorce decision, this is simply because I do not want if my relationship with Riko mas continued will increase the burden of the mind and will further hurt my feelings, he said, whatever the reason, I will never accept infidelity. That's why I asked us to separate, and that's why too

I don't want it later after I receive Vindra, the feeling that is still left for Riko's mas will backfire for the future.

''Lan, lana'' call Vindra . I was surprised, aware of my daydreams and turned towards Vindra.

''You're daydreaming, ?'' ask her again.

''I'm not nervous answered.

''We have arrived at your house. Do you want to come down or come with me?'' chandelier again.

I hurriedly opened the door, before the door really opened. Vindra took my hand back.

''You why? still thinking about my words earlier yes, sorry yes I did not mean, '' he said as he looked into my eyes.

''No, I'm fine'' cut me fast.

I pulled back my hand that Vindra was holding. I don't know why I feel cold because of this treatment, like Vindra was a little surprised because of my actions.

I immediately went down, because I did not want to linger with her, what else in an intense gaze like just now, after getting off the Vindra car, I rushed into the house. I didn't realize Vindra was behind me.

''Oh Vin, you're not coming home?'' ask me a little nervous,

''No, my house is here'' said he again.

''What ? '' I shouted unconsciously.

Vindra closes her ears with both hands.

''Don't shout yell, I'm just kidding'' he said again as he passed.

Hah, this kid did deliberately make me hang my scolding in my heart. I hope he hunts home instead of stopping by, he doesn't know if my heart feels like it's going to be dislodged by his actions today.

Arriving in the living room, my dear child Dirga was waiting with her sweet smile, I put the bag on the sofa and would carry it, but first by Vindra.

''Hey son of a father, how are you? you're getting hotter, you don't like dad?'' his words invited Dirga who was in his carrier to talk.

huh, dad? since when did he become Dirga's father scolded me in my heart.

''You are more handsome like a father, he said again and kissed my son with anxiety. Little Dirga laughed cheerfully with a joke Vindra.

''You say here, go home gih '' sewot me on her.

''Ih ngusir, I'll play with a handsome boy again, yes son'' he replied and returned to play with Dirga.