The Revenge of an Insulted Wife
Me and all of me

Like day changing night. From drought to rain. Vice versa. Always has. It will never change.

We know what it is dark, because after it there is light. We can feel the heat, because we also feel the cold, which replaces it. The two follow each other. So that we can be wise to use it. Insha'allah.

Living in limitations is often a test in itself for each self, not infrequently our existence is not considered to exist, not even a few who get unpleasant treatment. I was ostracized because I was poor, humiliated because I didn't have one, this is a life that doesn't all go smoothly. When one by one leave us alone, that is the hardest thing in life, trying to rise up with the rest of the energy, living a day full of wounds and tears, he said, had felt tired and away from the belief in his power.

Deteriorated in solitude, hugging lonely in the void.Not a single helping hand to strengthen, all gone, all lost, leaving only a trace of pain.

Aaaah this world is sometimes unfair to papa people like me, then should I scream and hate, while the self is not able to feel destiny.

Wh why?

Why should there be a difference?

Wh why?

Why is everything so hard and so painful?

Are We Still Under The Same Sky?

So why is there still that difference? there is still a great distance....

Our sky is the same.....

The Earth we are on is also under the same sky.

Lord, you lift up the sky without a pole.

Everything happens for a reason, if not to make us grateful, then surely to make us learn to be patient.

Whether it's learning gratitude from a favor, or learning patience from a difficulty.

I am only a woman of shortcomings, of many sins, and of no fault, but I try to rise and stand on my feet, treading on life by propping up on the value of patience and tireless struggle and the word surrender.

are all people who have abundant treasures guaranteed to live happily?

and do people who are all deficient also have no right to feel happy in the beauty of this life?

of course the answer is no, because every person born in this world, has agreed with the problems of life in his life, it depends on how we respond and accept the problems that are present in life in this world.

the story I'm running may be complicated but I don't have to feel like the most miserable person in the world, because there are still so many people out there whose lives are harder and more miserable than mine.

being present in a family devoid of love and love, which makes money and possessions above all else, puts Adab aside for the sake of an ego, humbles others to satisfy momentary passions, and saddens them, patience is not enough, there has to be firmness in attitude, and for that, it took me years to get away from them, but the test didn't just get there, when that bond is broken, those who have lost their shame and conscience continue to undermine my life in various cunning ways.

"Halwaaaaa, from earlier you work just daydream, there quickly clean up your laundry, after that go to the market, the material is already finished refrigerated material." mom ruffled her waist while carrying a ketoprak that I had bought in front of the alley for breakfast, but now has changed hands to my mother-in-law, he said, without mercy the mother immediately seized the parcel in my hand and with and pushed this body into the backyard to wash the clothes that had been piled in the bucket.

"i'm hungry Ma'am, let me have breakfast first, after that I'll do all the housework without my mother's orders, how I do this much work on an empty stomach, last night there was no leftover food, but I haven't eaten."

" heleh, wrong yourself, why not eat, now you make an excuse if last night was not part of the food, then I have to pity so? wong it's your own fault lt's not much of a reason! quickly do as I tell you, if I don't want to complain with Yudha let me know how you feel." the middle-aged woman heartlessly left me still limp, still glued, no feeling these tears fall back along with the pain in the heart.

dizziness and lightheadedness began to twitch fireflies, perhaps the effect of the stomach that has not been filled at all from yesterday, began to sit in a small chair and rub one by one the clothes are stacked despite having to endure pain. 'I must not be weak, must begin to dare to resist with the arbitrary attitude of people in this house, simply ..it feels very tired.'

With difficulty finishing the laundry, then flushed this body with water, to get back fresh, after this I will follow you ma'am, not mother will tell me to shop, not to, I'm sure you're just asking without giving money, and see what I'm going to buy for you.

Prepare ready even though the body feels shivering, but it's okay, let me later all I buy food in the market, it's been a long time I don't eat satay rolls sir Joko, sometimes I also have to spoil this tongue, I also have to pamper this tongue, and for Hasna let me pack up later, and then hide in an ordinary place, because if until mother or mbk Yeni who knows first, can Hasna not be part, because if it comes to mother or mbk Yeni who knows first, can Hasna not be part, because of course the mother and child immediately spend it without caring about the stomach of others.

for this time I will shop what they all do not like, salted fish sekilo, chili sekilo, tomato sekilo, tempe five papa, tofu three big packs, broccoli, mustard, egg sekilo, eggplant, basil also do not forget the terasi and anchovies, let it be time I give them a lesson, if not do with what I provide, let's shop alone and buy with his own money, he said, at least for the next week, my stomach needs are also fulfilled, because the family mas Yudha will not be pleased with the menu that I have purchased this, I deliberately bought this simple menu menu, this simple menu menu, in addition to giving them a lesson, I also Hasna very fond of sambal terasi with lalap kol, anchored salted fish, tempe also know, tofu, aaah I must be ready with my mother-in-law's wrath and anger after this, and insya Allah I have prepared myself for it, bismillah.

" Halwa, what are you shopping for? how do you smell of salted fish?" greet mom when I just stepped foot on the front porch of the house.

" yes, Halwa bought a salted fish Ma'am, made the same sambel must be delicious." I replied indifferently and immediately continued the step to enter the house, apparently mother followed my steps in haste.

" look at what you bought in the market." Mom took the bag out of my hand, and pulled it out on the table in the kitchen, and the face of the mother changed, the look did not like to be clearly seen on his face which began to appear wrinkled lines.

" What are you Halwa, you can usually just buy tofu, tempeh same salted fish, indeed we are difficult people whose tongues are ordinary with kayak gini food, quickly back again you to the market, buy as you normally would fish, meat, and chicken."

" sorry Mom, Halwa no longer has money, Halwa's money is up for this shopping, and that's just ten thousand left in the wallet, so if you want to buy fish, then, meat is also chicken, buy it yourself using mother's money, is not every month the salary of Yudha mother who holds?"

aaah was glad to see the expression of mother, who was gawking in disbelief because I dared to refute her orders, let it be. Since I'm tired of being a servant in this house, it's wrong who has never appreciated me as a daughter-in-law in this house, it's time for me to put up a fight.

" you brash Halwa, have dared to argue with me now." mother wrathful with hunting breath, without caring about it, I continued to do my job, cleaning vegetables and other ingredients to be stored in the refrigerator.

" why the hell, ma'am, I've heard noisily?" mbak Yeni appeared from the direction of his room still wearing pajamas with hair that is still random random scramble, his habit is always to get up during the day, without doing any work, even though he was almost four heads, but his age was almost four, her lazy nature makes her husband not at home and very rarely go home, but still always gives enough spending money to mbak Yeni, but the woman is very stingy and calculated once, he said, she never wants to spend money to help the needs of the house, every money from her husband, her work if not buy new clothes must buy jewelry.

" that Halwa has begun to dare to fight mother, cook mother to order shopping, which is bought only tofu, tempeh and salted fish, indeed who loves food kayak so." sumpul mother explained to her daughter with an expression full of annoyance, stupid very thought I.

" is that true what Halwa's mother said? you don't buy meat or chicken?" ask mbak yeni to make sure.

" yes, Halwa is just a financial adjustment in Halwa's wallet that lives a few sheets, yes it's just enough to buy salted fish as well as tofu tempe." I replied lightly.

"uh right, mother said what." Mom still grumbled.

" now what are we having lunch? if you just buy it, I'm hungry." continued Yeni still with a sagak like the employer, who always asked to be served want.

" this, I want to fry the same tempeh just make sambal terasi, if mbak Yeni does not like, can eat out or order in the application, there are many good menu kok" I replied casually, in my heart I laughed triumphantly, aaah why don't I do this.