
"whaaat? istighfar wa, istighfar, eling.for what you still think of the man, who obviously has hurt you so much." Bella was furious with what I said, maybe she thought if I think of Yudha because there is still a taste, but not at all, but I think of Yudha, I'm just remembering all their bad treatment for me.
Not easy indeed, forgetting what has made the heart broken, even life filled with pressure, forgiveness may be able to but not to forget, because the memory of the memory is still clearly displayed in this brain.
It took me many years to set this heart, to strengthen myself in the best of faith, to this point, though not yet fully detached, at least I breathed a little relief, without the excruciating pressure.
And I need to be patient a little more to be true regardless of the mas Yudha and his family.
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The feeling of love has been lost over time, replaced with pain and revenge that has been buried and neatly arranged in the deepest recesses of the heart, angry, disappointed, disappointed, hate also the desire to repay their actions always continue to shadow my every step.
I realized I shouldn't be harboring the pain that eventually led me to a vengeance that keeps piling up, I don't know.
" why are you quiet, what's wrong? is it true that you still love Yudha?." the intimidating look from Bella managed to break the daydream and make me want to laugh.
" how do you even laugh anyway, do not you have started to go crazy, because too love the same jerk man, astagfirullah call wa nyyybut." Bella rubbed her chest with a confused expression, and it made me want to laugh.
" what the heck are you Bel, so good, I'm still sane, and still very healthy body and spirit, indeed I am currently thinking the same mas Yudha and also his family, he said, it was only a reminder of all their treatment of me so far, and at the end of this time Yudha also often sent me messages that contained threats and asked for some money, crazy right?, no?, aah I still do not understand, how can I fall in love with a man like that, when in the past, many men who expressed love but always I refuse, but I always refuse, but just as Yudha I was like a fool who was so easy to accept his declaration of love, and until finally I had to experience the pressure for years to be his wife, he said, aaaah it feels like to go back in time and reject the man, surely my fate should not experience the cruelty of the family-in-law, like the story in the soap opera flying fish alone."
" that is life wa, maybe there lies the test of your life in this world, God intends to mold you into a strong and resilient man, and that is evident, because of them, God intends to mold you into a strong and resilient man, you can achieve as it is today, your efforts are successful, even your writing also produces a lot of rupiah coffers, that means there must be light after dark, right what I said wa?" Bella grimaced herself with what she said.
"yasudah yuk go inside, outside the cooler, we can catch a cold." holding Bella's hand to immediately enter the house, because the wind is quite strong and the weather is getting colder to bone piercing.
Bella chose to sit in front of the television accompanying Hasna who was busy watching her favorite cartoon show, I decided to take ablution water and intend to do the prayer first, I no longer want to postpone compulsory worship, always try to be on time.
it felt very lazy to lift the call, surely the end we will clash our mouths, but if not lifted my phone will continue to ring, because I am very familiar with the nature of the man, he said, he won't give up before what he wants is achieved, sucks.
[" hello, asalamualaikum, what else is mas?]
[eventually you pick up my phone too, remember Halwa, I'm still your husband, you should be respectful to me, not even more so.]
[what do you mean mas?, are we not separated and our divorce is also in the process in court, less a few weeks, divorce papers we will get, we will get, so I feel like there's nothing we need to talk about anymore, it's better to live each of our lives.]
[hahaaa, your dream is wa, I have never been in court, which means that I have complicated the proceedings, where the judge may grant your claim, while there is no approval from me]
[it is better to find information about the divorce process, I am very grateful that you never want to attend, it means that I have facilitated, and my lawsuit has been granted by the court, so I dare say just wait for the divorce papers, because it will not be long I will get and I will also give your letters for free]
quiet, no answer and Tut Tut Tut , Yudha turned off the phone, aah stupid very, I can not imagine how his expression at this time, Yudha, I'm sure the man must have been in shock and could not accept what I said, but let it be, it's his business, the important thing now is that I can breathe a sigh of relief, because yesterday Aziz had reported that my lawsuit had been granted by the judge and just waiting for my jail letter to go down, astagfirullah why my heart is so happy with this new status, he said, maybe because after this I will be free from the disturbance of Yudha mas and his family that makes this heart relieved and there is a speck of happiness, and sadness must also be there, and sadness must also be, because however the status of the widow has its own burden for me, Bismillah, I hope I can keep my anger as a woman.
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