The Rich Widower is My Husband
Feel Guilty

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Time is indeed going so fast, when it feels like it was just the morning before, and now it is night, soon morning, soon it is night and so on.

The more the years, somehow make the time run feels faster, whether everyone is also aware of it.

" Mad, I want to see Alvin first yes, I want to make sure whether Alvin is asleep or not ". Nadira exclaimed after the pregnant woman came out of the bathroom.

" Mother, you want to go to Alvin?, do not be long, mother, Aida is not alone here ". Aida, though her daddy is in her room.

" Yes baby, you won't be long, you just want to make sure whether your brother Alvin is asleep or not ". Nadira Sahut.

" Gold, I went to Alvin's room first ". Nadira asked permission again because her husband still did not answer her.

" Don't be long ". Andra's voice was short, even the man did not look at his wife at all.

Seeing how her husband Andra responded, it could only make Nadira sigh. It seems that her husband Andra felt so heavy if he had to let himself out of the room, even though this was only for a moment, he just wanted to visit his son, he said, especially tomorrow afternoon his son Alvin will return to the village, and of course this makes Nadira as a mother does not want to waste - let alone together with her son who will soon be over.

" Yes, I went to Alvin's room first ". Nadira at the end.

Nadira stepped towards the exit, and Andra noticed his wife.

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A pair of legs covered with negligent flowers he stepped up to go to the room where his son was.

Chequek...

In the end, he opened the door to the room.

" Dear, Alvin, you still haven't slept, son? ".

" Mother ".

It turned out that Alvin was still not asleep, the little boy was sitting on a mattress accompanied by his grandmother. Alvin was watching his favorite cartoon show.

" Thank God you came, son, Alvin asked - ask you ". Lusi.

Nadira approached his son, very clearly visible from the look of his son's face if he was waiting for his presence.

" Dear ".

" Mother ".

" Alvin why haven't you slept, Alvin's waiting for you? ". Nadira asked gently by stroking her son's head.

" Yes, Alpin nundu mama, Alpin inin see mama before tidul ". Alvin Sahut.

" So Alvin wants to sleep with his mother? ".

" Ummm, not even mother, Alpin just want to see mother before she fell asleep, that's all ". Bright Alvin.

Actually what his mother said was right, he wanted to sleep accompanied by his mother, but Alvin was very self-conscious if it was not possible at all.

The mother had to take Aida to bed, if her mother had been here for a long time, there would have been problems, or maybe Aida would have protested against her.

" Yes let Alvin lie down, it's night ".

Alvin nodded, the little boy began to lay down his tiny body. Although he will not close his eyes accompanied by his mother, at least he can still see his mother before going to bed.

Cup...

" Let's go to sleep, baby ". Nadira exclaimed gently.

" Alpin has not nantuk mother, there mother tembali te tamal mother, Alpin want lebahan first ".

Alvin is still not sleepy, he wants to see his mother's face only as a memory that will be stored in his brain before he reaches for his night dream.

" Mother is surprised by you dear, he said you are waiting for mother, but why was the mother even told to go back to the room? ". Honestly Nadira was confused by the attitude of his son.

" Alvin, what's wrong, honey? ". Ask Nadira again.

" Alvin did you hear what your mother Dira asked? ". This time it was Lusi's grandmother who asked.

" Em. emm... Alpin is still here ninap mother, Alpin inin longer same mother ". Admit Alvin at the end.

Feeling very sad, that's what Nadira felt. Why does his son look scared like this. Wouldn't if he wanted to stay the night again his son just said it enough. Is his son feeling depressed living in this house, or maybe...

Nadira does not want to dissolve in his mind about things that are not - no.

" Alvin wants to stay longer in this house?, do you think? ". Ask Nadira who still wants to be sure.

" Em. Yes mother ". Alvin Sahut.

" Yes already son, if Alvin really wants to stay again yes can be dear ". Nadira Sahut.

" But mother... ". Alvin did not continue his sentence.

" But what, what but dear?, just say son ". Nadira said, it is very clear if his son is covering something, wants to say but feels reluctant.

" Already Dira, do not ask again son, if Alvin wants to stay in this house again it feels impossible son, especially in the near future ". Said Lusi who cut their conversation.

" Why ma?, why is it impossible? ". Surprised Nadira.

" Alvin is not likely to add days to stay in this house again son because Alvin's mother will soon give birth, Alvin must welcome the birth of his sister ". Luci.

True, Alvin's mother will soon give birth, the possibility of a matter of days remaining wife of Dani will soon give birth.

Feeling very sad, that's what Alvin felt. It turns out that tomorrow he will really go from this house, but he only wants to add one night to stay in this house. When else could he have time with his mother if not the time now.

Alvin could only keep quiet with his feelings of great sadness. Again, this disappointment should return him swallowed. The situation is not like it used to be, Nadira's mother is no longer hers, and she must be able to accept this reality, the fact that her mother Nadira is far from her.

" But it seems like my son wants to stay here ma, Alvin wants to stay here longer, right, baby? ". Ask Nadira.

Nadira felt that if his son still wanted to add to his stay, yes it was true, because that's what his son said.

" Well baby?, it's okay - what if Alvin wants to stay here longer, add one or two more days to stay here is also okay - what ". Nadira.

" Benaltah is mother?, but... emm but how is the same daddy Aida, what is his daddy Aida or suta talo Alpin ninap again here? ".

Degs...

Nadira was surprised not to play. He didn't hear wrong. So his son Alvin was anxious, Alvin still felt anxious if he had to stay here longer. Had her husband Andra done something to make a child as small as Alvin should feel bad like this. So this is the reason for concern for Alvin, a little boy who should not be able to think like this.

" Em is not a mother, Alpin dak so nambuk ninap here, tomorrow Alpin already want mulan ". Buru - Buru Alvin said that.

Nadira did not say, she had understood with the real reason, surely this son felt bad for her husband. Poor son, in a time so very small, has been much trouble.

" Dear, mom loves you so much ". Then Nadira came to lie next to his son and hugged the tiny body warmly.

Indeed Nadira felt powerless to withstand the turmoil of sadness in his heart. It was so bad he cried and said to stay strong on his son, but he could not do that, because if it happened, surely his son Alvin will be very sad. It was better for her to hug her son like this, because tomorrow her son would already leave her.

Everything that had happened in this room room, without them knowing it, was inseparable from the attention of a man who was peering behind the door of this room.

Andra has seen and heard everything. He had all heard clearly. After knowing everything, let alone knowing how Alvin's complaint to his wife Nadira, makes him feel guilty.

Andra feels guilty, maybe his attitude is too outrageous to make a child as small as Alvin to feel bad for him. Wasn't Alvin just a little kid who still didn't understand the adult's cues.

If a child as small as Alvin to not feel good like this to him, it likely means he has been very outrageous.

Feeling guilty, even feeling very guilty, that's what Andra felt. Yes, he should not be unfriendly to Alvin, especially Alvin is the son of his wife. Nadira alone his wife can accept Aida as his own daughter, then why he could not accept Alvin as his son.

And without him knowing, indirectly, he has hurt his wife. With the sadness of Alvin, has made the heart of his wife Nadira also sad.

Seriate..........

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