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The sun had long since returned to his place of contention. The beautiful night that began quite late was starting to feel enveloped perfectly.
Beautiful sparkling stars - the stars in the night sky become more and more real in the view of almost everyone, so no wonder even though the night is quite late like tonight, there are still not a few of those people who enjoy the beauty of the stars that glitter.
Tonight Andra did not enjoy the beauty of the night sky, let alone to notice the beautiful sparkling stars.
It is not the favorite of an Andra who prefers to pay attention to the beauty of nature, especially the beauty at night.
Andra had laid her big, heavy body on her soft bed. His stout body lay slightly awake, where a cushioned pillow had become a bulge under his neck and also his sturdy shoulders.
Andra silently pondered with her two blue eyeballs that were still faithfully staring at the sky - the sky and the walls of her room.
Since the incident last afternoon where he accidentally met with Nadira even with his son, who he had not seen, has made his brain seem to be relentless to think about it.
After experiencing an unexpected encounter it really makes Andra's heart feel so very guilty and also restless.
Andra felt guilty for what she did with Celine while in the mall, must have hurt Nadira.
Honestly, Andra actually felt so very worried about what had happened. It can be ascertained if his lover Nadira has misunderstood him and also Celine. But even so, Andra himself still had no intention to give any explanation to Nadira. Andra still remained on his feet. Andra wants Nadira to be able to realize her mistake and be more mature in addressing the misunderstanding between herself and Celine, because somehow it does not feel like someone who is sick is needed like that just because they are unable to withstand jealousy. It shows absolutely no attitude of maturity.
In addition to that problem, now he is also plagued by anxiety. This anxiety actually arises from Andra's own feelings, a real fear of losing Nadira.
Ever since Andra saw Nadira walking along with her son, it somehow made Andra so very worried and anxious. Various assumptions that he really did not want had a lot of raging in his mind.
It does not matter if a child can meet his mother. And indeed that is not the feeling of worry and anxiety that Andra feels, but what makes her feel worried and anxious is what if Nadira to refer to her husband.
After her son came and was able to give a good influence to Nadira's relationship with her ex-husband, it is not impossible if they will be referred.
The longer you think about it, the more you make Andra feel unworthy of it. Until the time came, Andra began to wake up from his lying position.
Andra sat awake on the lip of her soft bed. He rubbed his face violently. The more here the feeling is made not calm.
" Babhhh... ". A breath long enough to pass through the chest of his field.
" No, this will not happen, it is impossible if Dira to refer to her ex-husband ". Inner Andra.
Andra does not want if Nadira to refer to her ex-husband. Andra really can not imagine what if Nadira to refer to her husband. If that happens, it really is a bad luck in his relationship and also Nadira.
Somewhere else, but still at the same time. The figure of the woman who is currently still residing in the head of Andra because of the problem, it seems also still has not closed both beautiful eyeballs in order to achieve a beautiful dream.
Yeah, tonight, on a night that's late enough, Nadira laid her tiny body on her bed with her back to her little son Alvin and his best friend Princess who had already achieved their dreams in sleep.
With the condition of the room lights that look dim - dim, still does not make Nadira slowly come to sleep.
Nadira still remembered how Andra's attitude when in the mall this afternoon. Andra's attitude was so cold to her. A cold attitude in which Andra did not care at all.
Why did Andra behave like that. Didn't Andra think that what she did could hurt her lover's heart. Andra didn't care about it at all. Maybe Andra doesn't care anymore.
Without Nadira noticing, she began to drop her tears. Nadira cried without a sound. He sobbed in silence, even the melt of his tears had begun to wet the temple to his pillow.
How the fate of his relationship with Andra, could it be that his relationship with Andra has ended. Why the relationship becomes pseudo like this, there is no certainty of the continuation of the relationship. Maybe his relationship with Andra is over.
" It's Dira, maybe your relationship with Andra is over, it's over, you don't expect anything from this unclear relationship, maybe Andra is not your soul mate ". The batin Nadira who has resigned.
Maybe this is how the fate of his relationship with Andra ended without the word parting.
Perhaps from the beginning, his relationship with Andra was formed due to an insincere purpose, so this is what must happen.
But yes, it's all useless if you think about it again. It may feel hard for him, but Nadira must be able to accept all this.
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Still at night, but it has begun to be a long distance because of the difference in time, now a man is still silent with all the anxiety and guilt that is so deep in his heart.
He feels guilty because of this action, the relationship of lovers is threatened to run aground.
Since learning about the breakdown of Nadira's relationship with his friend Andra, Daniel felt so very guilty. Even these days he is less able to sleep soundly every night.
Daniel felt a tremendous moral burden. The only way he had to stop all this anxiety was to tell Andra everything.
But how. If he claims to be sure Andra will fire him. And after that it would be very difficult for him to accept another job as a doctor.
" Aduuuh...how is this, why has everything become chaotic like this?, this is really chaotic mess ". Daniel cried to himself who did not know how to do.
Feeling so intolerable to all these circumstances, Daniel began to reach for his cellphone on his desk, no matter what Daniel wanted.
And it turns out to be true, Daniel did deliberately want to contact someone.
" Let's pick up Celine ". Daniel muttered, already upset.
It turns out Daniel's been calling Celine.
" Well, what's up, why are you calling me night after night, you don't see if at this hour it's time for people to sleep ". The voice of a woman from behind Daniel's cell phone.
" At last you lifted him up too, good, you should indeed lift him up ". Daniel's Law.
Yes, it did not take long for Daniel to contact Celine, and it turned out that Celine really raised it.
" Yes, tell me what's going on Daniel, it's night, you're disturbing my sleep? ". Sahut Celine's.
" Hear this well - both drama queens, I'll tell Andra everything, I'll say if your illness is just a sham ". Daniel in the end.
" What?, you want to say it?, don't be crazy you're Daniel ". Sahut Celine's.
It was very clear from behind Daniel's phone that Celine was yelling at him.
" No, I'm not crazy, it's you who's crazy, I should have said this in the first place ". Daniel's Law.
" Daniel, you don't look like Daniel, do you know the risk that if you admit everything to Andra, you could be dishonorably fired ". Sahut Celine's.
" It's okay, I'd rather be honorably fired than I have to perpetuate this lie, you are indeed evil Celine, I don't care anymore about all this drama, whatever happens I will admit it in front of Andra, and about your business, you take care of yourself, I don't care anymore ". Saut Daniel's.
Tut's...
Without waiting for the authorization from Celine, Daniel immediately turned off his cellphone.
He should have done this from the beginning. She should have understood that Celine was just using it.
Daniel is no longer concerned at this time with his position, if Andra dismisses him for his actions, then he will accept all that.
Seriate..........
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