The Secret Of Werewolf
Chapter 58: Accepting Feelings

'I am useless ....'

Feronica now looked around, she was now alone in a dimly lit prison with no one there. He sat docked to the corner of the prison room down and his chest felt quite tight.

There was only one red light source coming from behind the prison bars where he was sitting. However Feronica did not really care about that light source. He is alone here, so why keep looking at the light source?

- WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?-

'!'

'What?' Feronica was sure it was like someone was talking. The heavy and loud voice of the woman made her slightly surprised, her voice faint yet still clear. He slowly stood up and looked at the low-light room he was in at the moment, but he did not find the figure with the voice earlier.

'What do I really want?' inner Feronica, questions like this often appear in her, and many times remembered when Feronica began to think about many things.

AREN'T YOU TIRED LIKE THIS?-

"Who is that?!" Feronica directed her gaze in various directions, and there she finally realized that the light source she had just ignored, that was also the source of the sound she heard.

WHOEVER? DON'T YOU KNOW YOURSELF?-

"What?" Feronica did not understand, only this time she heard a voice but there was no form. This is a strange and unusual thing. Feronica takes a while to process this.

'Am I crazy?' Feronica asked in herself. Indeed, all this time he did not spend much time chatting, sometimes seeing other colleagues busy chatting a lot of things make him want to do the same. But it can never materialize.

The only way he could talk was with his mother. And that way proved successful in overcoming this curiosity to chat in him, but in the end he also wanted to know how it felt to chat with peers.

YOU ADMIT YOURSELF CRAZY?-

"Well!" Feronica jerks. After a while his mind was processing he finally realized this voice he heard was no ordinary voice.

"Why do you know my heart?!" Feronica felt strange, what was this because she did not chat as much as others and eventually ended up with the presence of strange sounds like this?

I AM YOU!-

"God...." Feronica looked closely at the red light source which was also the only light source in this place.

'Sir, why?' Feronica was silent for a moment and thought, the fact that there was a voice that could even hear her heart was definitely not ordinary.

Feronica could hear a strange voice like this for the first time in her heart, even more so she said she was herself. To think like anything is impossible.

- BECOME A WITCH? THAT'S YOUR DREAM?-

The voice sounded again, Feronica who still did not believe in this matter was forced not to ignore this voice.

'....'

- IS THAT JUST A MERE WISHFUL THINKING?-

Feronica was silent for a moment, while thinking about what the voice was talking about. Why was the voice talking about the most important thing to him?

YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN YOUR FRIENDS, RIGHT? SO WHY TRY SO HARD?-

Feronica was conscious even though she heard the voice claiming she was herself, yet why could she not control how it sounded? Wouldn't it be if the inner voice could be controlled by us?

If it was his heart, then why did it seem foreign to him? Why did the voice say something he never thought of?

BECAUSE I AM ANOTHER PART OF YOU... YOUR TRUE FEELINGS.-

"What?"

- I'VE SAID IT, BELIEVE IT OR NOT IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS.

Feronica was silent, she swallowed her own saliva trying to digest what she was experiencing right now. And indeed only half believe in the voice that confesses itself. But now that most of what he was thinking was heard directly, Feronica began to believe now.

"I have no other part.I am me...."

- YOU CAN THINK OF IT THAT WAY, BUT WHETHER I REALIZE IT OR NOT I REMAIN IN YOU

"Why can you show up - ah I mean sound in this place? And you know .. Where are we now? I don't remember anything...."

- WHAT A TRULY UNEASY FOOL, YOU ARE NOW BEING IMPRISONED BY YOUR OWN FEELINGS... BY ME.-.

"God! You?!" Feronica could not believe it, this strange voice said even stranger things made her brain have to think hard now.

To think that he who hears the voice in himself is already quite astonishing and is now imprisoned by his feelings? How could that happen?!

But considering this voice is true and can be heard clearly and even know the contents of his heart, so it feels that what is said by this voice is true.

"I'm imprisoned? Then what do I have to do to get out of here?"

EASY, JUST ACCEPT YOURSELF AS YOU ARE, THEN YOU CAN GET OUT OF THIS PLACE

'Accept me for what I am?" Feronica thought about what this voice meant. Has he not accepted himself for what he is?

He even realized this. "How is it?"

YOU WHO KNOW HOW TO DO IT.-

The voice confirmed that it was Feronica who was able to carry out what she had to do in order to get out of this gloomy place.

Feronica knew before that her feelings were really chaotic to the point that when she realized she was already in a strange place like this. Maybe it was true what the voice said. He must accept himself as he is.

If you can be honest, instead of going back to the moment where he was met by his two colleagues and finally receiving unpleasant treatment, then it feels better to be here for a while.

Given what happened to her over the past few days, it was only when everyone knew she had hurt Yelena that her condition was so alarming, that it caused others' views towards her to change drastically.

He who had been ignored, unknown, and not noticed is now even a warm discussion in the academy. Even to the extent that his other colleagues gave 'special' treatment to him.

Which also makes the situation no better than before, even more makes his feelings not careless anymore.

?!

'Ah that's him! Right what that voice said, I just need to accept myself for who I am. That way I can get out of this place. Although their treatment has not changed. But at least I've changed!' inner Feronica confirms this. He knew he could not continue to deny himself and hide his feelings. Now everything has to be open.

"Then get ready, outside world, I'm coming!" Feronica looked towards that red light and held the iron bars in front of her. A bright red light slowly filled the room where he was.