The Shy Duda
Dilemmas

That day, Rania had been waiting for Fadlan on the bridge to explain everything, she was sure Fadlan was passing by there to go to the garden. And sure enough before long Fadlan passed by with ustadz Soleh. Rania tried to get close.

"Assalamualaik."

"Mosur."

Fadlan was just silent and lowered his head, his mind still chaotic to believe in whom.

"Mas Duda, I want to talk." Pinta Rania begged a little.

"Sorry, I have to go to the garden." Fadlan refused to talk, though her heart was a little heavy.

"Mas Duda listen to me first, for God's sake mas, I never have any intention to use you, please believe me, Mr. Beno just slander me." Rania tried to explain.

Fadlan just kept quiet and didn't say anything. He feels confused himself, he may be able to accept if Rania has a lot of debt, then what about Rania's agreement with Beno, especially Fadlan suddenly hesitated with Rania's feelings. Ustadz Soleh just kept his head down.

Now Rania has been staring at Ustadz Soleh.

"Ustadz, tell your son, I love him sincerely, I never used him at all. Sorry if I never told you if I have a debt to Mr. Beno, sorry also for not telling you about the agreement with Mr. Beno. But believe me, I'm not playing Fadlan at all." Said Rania who has now started to tear up.

"Sorry Rania, I'm leaving first, I need some time to calm my mind. I hope what you say is true so I can trust you. Assalamualaikum." Pamit Fadlan who has now walked back to the plantation.

Ustadz Soleh looked at Rania who was wiping her tears.

"Patience to Rania, if you really don't use my son, God will help you, let's just say that now your love is being tested. Let's see how strong your love is, and how strong Beno's ambition is. Do'a let everything be okay. Assalamualaikum." Said Ustadz Soleh who is now following Fadlan to the garden.

"Mosur."

Rania was already staring at that rushing stream, her tears falling back. Should he give up and let go of Fadlan, or he must fight with all his might let the test of his love bear sweet fruit.

While with Fadlan who is now in the plantation, of course others have been there. There are ustadz Usman, Riziq, Adam, Athar and ustadz Rashid.

Fadlan had squatted down to pluck out the weeds that appeared near the newly grown vegetables. Fadlan daydreamed and did not focus on his work. Everyone who saw him felt sorry. Whether heartache or heartbreak, which clearly Fadlan was in a dilemma until he was wrong to pluck the grass, he even plucked the seeds of vegetables that had just grown, he said, his eyes stared blankly until everyone who saw him frowned.

"Sister, that's your son being told to go home, he's in a dilemma, again GEGANA, agitated in pain, his mind is disheveled, his body is in the garden but his mind is in the clinic, he did not call grass but instead nybutin vegetables. The Fadlan that fucked us up broke. The hunt told him to rest, fearing it was vegetable seeds that had just grown up all in the Fadlan's chronicle." Usman ustadz.

Ustadz Soleh also approached Fadlan who was daydreaming but his hands were actively pulling vegetables.

"Fadlan's."

"Hm."

Fadlan stared at Soleh.

"You'd better go home, rest at home, it looks like your mind is in a mess." Pinta ustadz Soleh. Fadlan was silent then he frowned to see the results of his actions that had plucked the newly grown vegetables.

"Astaghfirullah. Sorry Bi, I didn't knowingly spoil and pluck vegetables." Fadlan.

"You better get home rested. Calm your heart and mind."

Fadlan nodded.

"Iya Bi I'm home, once again sorry for ruining the vegetables, but before I go home, I want to go to Amara's grave first." Pinta Fadlan's. Ustadz Soleh just assented.

"Sister, the Fadlan should be told to go home instead of going home to the cemetery, later at the cemetery he daydreams again, still fortunately only trance, if he smears a headstone in all the tombs how?" Ustadz Usman.

"Your mind is too far away Man."

Fadlan had been staring at his wife's grave, again he saw there were fresh lilies on top of his wife's grave. Fadlan was convinced it was from Rania. Fadlan is still confused to face all, if he still maintains Rania, then what about Rania's debt, it is clear Rania and Beno made a black agreement on white.

"O Allah, I have to deal with all this. If you're dating Rania, solve our problems, but if she's not my match, then keep us away. Maybe it's a sign that I should be loyal to Amara again."

Fadlan looked back at the lilies she believed were from Rania. Fadlan was confused himself, this time he could not think clearly, so every time Rania contacted him, he could only shut up and dodge.

Ustadz Soleh was still staring at his son from afar, he was concerned to see him. Just now Fadlan likes women, but even get in trouble like this.

"Sister, don't you want to do something for your son?" Ask ustadz Usman.

"Fadlan's an adult, I'm sure she can solve everything." Answer ustadz Soleh.

"My nephew, what a pity you are, your turn to be judged by a virgin you even become this dilemma, lest you go back to targeting the widow." The ustadz Usman.

***

When Fadlan returned home, he was silent to see his youngest daughter sobbing. Zidan continued to try to calm his brother. Pipit continued to remember Rania, she liked Rania so much and was very supportive if her daughter Doctor Husna was a mother.

"Don't cry on ya, cup cup cup."

Zidan had caressed Pipit's head.

"Did you fight with Yura?" Ask Zidan. Pipit just shook his head.

"I'm sad brother, I miss Aunt Rania, I haven't seen her in days. I want Aunt Rania to be our mother, I want Aunt Rania to marry Abi." Pipit and sobbing.

Zidan was also saddened to hear it, he immediately hugged and stroked his head Pipit.

"Patiently yes, hopefully Abi and Aunt Rania are fine and get married soon."

Fadlan who saw was immediately glazed. His daughter's son was very hopeful that he would marry Rania.

When Pipit and Zidan saw Fadlan standing on the doorstep, they looked at him with a sad look.

"Pig."

Fadlan smiled and approached them and sat down. Pipit and Zidan immediately hugged him.

"Abi's okay, right?"

"So you're okay."

Fadlan tried hard in front of his children.

"Bi, I miss Aunt Rania. When is Abi going to propose to Aunt Rania?" Pipit asked which made Fadlan silently look down confused. Once again Fadlan only smiled but his eyes were already glazed over.

"Abi wants to rest first huh, cape out of the garden." Fadlan. Though Fadlan was discharged from the funeral, he was in the garden just daydreaming while plucking vegetables.