The Summer In Your Eyes
First end (Part 2)

Holidays in Bali are fun. We go to uluwatu to see the kecak and the story of Ramayana. To some beach club. It's all so aesthetic. Impressive. I don't think there are only a few days left..

Nancy's problems haven't subsided. But he was asked to attend the wedding invitation of Carel's sister in Toya Devasya, Kintamani, Bali. This is a warm water bath, waterboom and cafe. The wedding in the title is very luxurious. Invitational guests are mostly foreigners and celebrities. Nancy asked me to accompany her because Carel's treatment wasn't finished. He had severe depression. He still does not want to meet everyone including his mother and Nancy.

Clara likes purple. The whole decoration purple. Toya Devasya is identical to Purple. Dresscode invitation is also purple. We were wearing simple purple dresses. Nancy was still talking to other guests. I was busy tasting the dishes there. Almond pastry served warm-warm very alluring taste buds. I'm the one who wants to stamp the pastry. At the same time, a videographer accidentally nudged me. Apparently he was shooting celebrity guests. From his back I can recognize him.

"Sorry" he said to me. I just nodded. He was the one who wanted to continue his work. Suddenly turning over his body

"You.." he stared at me for a long time. Eyes glazed. I feel uncomfortable

"Asty! " it's a good thing Nancy called me. I looked over

"It's August. He said he wanted to meet you"

"Oh Hay! I'm Asty"

"Nice to meet you. You look more pretty than in your photo"

"Owh. I often hear that" I smiled.

"Do you need some support for your business?"

Sav appears to be back with his job and occasionally steals a glance. Sometimes our eyes meet each other. What can I do. We are not meant to be together. Sometimes I think. This may be the way I am destined. The last time he looked at me. I smiled at him..

Asty graduated college exactly 3.5 years no cumlaude. GPA 3.+. It was not something to be proud of or underestimated. B life is not so bad. But the sad thing is he didn't meet Sav during his time. But it would probably be even more sad if they met under impossible circumstances. He just drew it over and over again every day. Asty remembered her entire curves, her face, her smile, her dimples and even her heavy voice.

For years he has not forgotten it. But having her is more impossible.

"I really want to be a mermaid" she said inwardly.

He felt that all these years his tears had been wasted. If he manages to collect his tears. Maybe he could buy an island. He is not afraid of love. He was afraid to love alone. People always say bullshit things like

"You're beautiful. You can get better"

until this moment I never found it. Even if that person is better than him. It does not mean that it can fill the heart. Like a square box. Filled with scattered balls. Until then it will not be full. There will be a gap in it.

Love is tacky, but people love it, and so does Asty. But since love turned into a wound. He doesn't want her anymore.