
After healing Sima, Fan and I continued on to the place she wanted to show me. During the trip, we were able to see a variety of activities carried out by everyone. We chose to go through the forest. But, at the time we wanted to pass through the forest, then Fan stopped because he saw some people.
"Are they not very happy?" fan asked as he pointed towards a woman and her two children who were driving a man who seemed to be her husband.
"Hemm,," I reply.
"I dream of such a family. But, unfortunately I was born to a rich family and a very rich family in my two lives" he continued to look forward, where it seemed like one family was waving each other a sign saying goodbye.
"You should be happy, because you can help them by giving them coins. Because not all families are like you who can get anything you want. Such as those who have to separate because her husband or father must go to work to get coins to buy their daily needs. Some families do not want to be given coins for free, because they appreciate hard work. But, you can give them a job to do. So, just do it" my smile to her, as she stared at me.
"Ah, right too" she smiled at me.
"Is it still a long time, should I use my power to get us to where you want to show me?" ask me.
"What strength?" ask Fan back.
"Take us into the night imperial forest" the golden light came, then we arrived at the night imperial forest.
"Do you have a style like this?" tanyakanya.
"It's been a long time" I replied.
"Why not use it from earlier?" tanyakanya.
"For What?" confused me.
"Yes, to move on like just now" he replied.
"Where do I know that it's necessary. If I did that, wouldn't it offend you. So, I chose to just shut up" to be honest.
"You should. Ah, that's it" the couple.
Fan pulled my hand to a place he said was very beautiful in the night empire.
"Very beautiful" I was stunned to see the scene in front of me.
"It's very beautiful" Fan replied.
"This is very beautiful because it is shaped like a firefly garden only. I'm sure that this place is you who made it, right?" ask me.
"Over or less" he answered.
"What do you mean?" ask me.
"Initially, I only saw a few fireflies in a few places when I used to be alone without many accompanying me. I thought that my life would never have colors. However, when I see one firefly can shine in the dark of the night. It made me think that I must also have hope in my life, even though I didn't know when it came. Although the hope came only as small as the light of a firefly, but if he comes then I will still try to reach him. So, after I met you when I was ten. I thought that the hope of light I had been dreaming of had come. But, I thought back that would you be the light of my life because we very rarely meet because there are always obstacles. So, in order to change my boredom, I gathered the fireflies here for you, because you are the one who has given me a speck of light in my dark life. Just like these fireflies. So, Kim Mona the Queen of the mafia in modern times, and the queen of the moon empire. In front of the moon as a witness, will you be the firefly queen in my darkness. Will you be the first woman to scold me when I'm in my twenties. Will you marry me, Kim Mona?" fan asked, with one foot in front of me, holding one hand.
"Sorry Fan, unfortunately I can see a bit of a picture of the future. I told you that I don't want any other woman. So, how can you convince myself that there won't be another woman in your life?" ask me back.
"You can see a little bit of a picture in the future. So, is that picture a picture of me having another woman?" ask Fan.
"Not" I answered while dodging his eyes the way I saw the scenery around me.
"Yes, then what's the problem if it's not?" fan asked as he stood up, then he pulled me slowly to stare at him.
"I,, that" stuttered me while still unwilling to look him in the eye.
"What's wrong?" he asked while clamping my cheek with his right hand, and made me look into his eyes.
"That, I see everyone will be saddened by losing myself from this world including you. But, I don't know when, what causes it and who does it. What is clear is that you will all be devastated and sad" I replied, looking into his eyes. When he heard my words, he immediately released his hands from my shoulders and cheeks.
" You think I am your light. But, if you come into contact with me, then I will become the darkness of your life one day" I said, holding her hand, and without me noticing that my tears had also suddenly fallen right above his hands. It made him look at me.
'The fate you gave me is strange to God. You made me die at the hands of my loved ones when I was in modern times. While here, you made me die for the sake of protecting my family that I love so much. It seemed like my destiny was always bound up with the pain of feeling love in my life,,,, ' my murmur inside me was cut off because Fan hugged me.
"I'll make you feel that love exists, and my love will never betray you" he comforted me.
"I believe love is Fan. It's just, I don't want you to be sad about me if I leave. So, it's better not to start than to get hurt" my heartbroken as I hugged him.
"Maybe I'm really sad about losing you. But you're not coming back?" tanyakanya.
"Maybe yes and maybe not. Because you've heard it or not, about my prophecy that's gonna have a silver-haired sister. If the prophecy is true, then I might be able to go back. You already know that my hair is golden. The prophecy said that empress Yu would have a golden-haired princess and a silver-haired princess. One day, the silver-haired princess will become the medicine of the golden-haired princess. I just hope, if the prophecy is true, then my sister will not be okay just for the sake of treating me" I replied.
"Isn't Empress Yu currently fifty days pregnant. So, maybe she's your silver-haired sister. It doesn't matter to me if you leave. But, can I be your lover from now on, and you are my lover" he asked.
"May I take this as you declaring your love for me?" ask me.
"How many times have I told you how I feel. Although not in the direct words that I love you" he looked at me.
"Ahh, hhehehe" my grin.
"What do you want answers to?" ask me in a joking tone.
"Don't test my patience, Kim Mona" she said.
"Alright, I was just kidding with you. My answer, ok now we're lovers" I replied making a smile engraved on his lips.
"Thank you" he said, hugging me for a moment. After she let go of her embrace, the long time she looked at my face made our gazes meet each other. I felt slowly that his face was approaching mine as the distance between our faces was getting closer.
"If you don't want to die quickly, then you better not dare to mess around with Gong Ming Fan" I said as I pushed his body with one of my index fingers on the right, made him push back a meter from me.
"Ais,,, even though I've almost tasted the pleasure of chery fruit. By the way you pushing me with just one index finger can make the distance so far. So, what if you push me with your ten fingers. How far is that?" tanyakanya.
"Do you want to try it?" I smiled smirk at him.
"Oh no, thanks again. Just keep it for someone else" he replied as he moved away from me by shaking his head and hands.
"When it's good, come here, try it" I said as I chased after him by moving his hand.
"No thanks" she walked away. The chase between the two of us finally happened in the firefly park. Sometimes Fan hides behind a tree, and I chase after him. Over time our pursuit was like a parody of an Indian dance hiding behind a tree.
"Come Fan" I shouted as I chased after him.
"No, come after me if you can" she shouted back.
"Actually if I wanted to, I could be directly in front of you" I shouted.
"Can't commit fraud" he replied. I ran as hard as I could to reach him. I focused on trying to get closer to him, while he tried to keep dodging so that I could not reach him. We are too focused without us knowing that in front of us there is a gap. When my reach almost reached, we both fell into the abyss by rolling down to the bottom of the abyss. Fan hugged my body so as not to get too hurt.
"Ah, it hurts, stupid me, because I should have used my style at a time like this. It's your fault, because I can go anywhere I want with my style. But, right now, I feel pain from falling into the abyss with you. Want to put where my face is if other people know that their Queen who is very clever, fell rolled into the abyss with her lover" I annoyed Fan.
"Yes, it's my fault, whatever I'll do for you. But, that means there are times when you will look weak as well" he joked.
"Don't make fun of me" I'm upset.
"Hahhaha, it's okay. By the way it's late, don't you want to rest?" ask Fan.
"Isn't it always night. When is there day?" ask me.
"Oh, yes" he replied.
"Ah, I'm really tired" I muttered while lying on the ground because my body was all sick. Although there was no serious injury, it still hurt.
"Come here, go to sleep, make my hand his pillow" he asked, pulling myself.
"Thank you Fan. Take us to the firefly park" I said, then we arrived back to the firefly park that was using my style. At first I just made her hand as my pillow with still a little distance between us. However, he pulled me to be in his arms. I can smell the black roses from his body.
"This evening is so beautiful, being in a firefly park that is so beautiful to be accompanied by the person who motivated me to make this park" he muttered while kissing my forehead.
"Fan, there's a shooting star" I said as I opened my eyes to hear his words. At the same time, I saw a shooting star.
"I hope to have a little family relationship with you. So, promise me that you won't be tempted by another man who is much more handsome than me" she said as we stared at each other.
"I promise. Fan promise me too, that you will get your happiness" my smile.
"I promise that my happiness is only with you. If one day you're not with a purpose and good intentions. Then I believe you will come back, because there is no way God will take a man who dares to sacrifice for his family. So, wherever you are, even to the end of the world. I will definitely be waiting for you and also waiting for you. I promise that when you're gone, your family is my responsibility. Because my family is my family too. I'll keep waiting for you until you come back to me. Let's forget about the picture that doesn't necessarily happen. Focus on what's happening now" he said staring at me.
"I hope that your words are not just words" my smile.
"I'll make sure that it's not just a word that comes out of my mouth. Except it's a reality that I'm going to make in the future" he replied.
"I hope so too" my smile.
"Don't smile like that at me. Your smile actually makes me want to feel it" Fan said as she wet her lips with her tongue due to the dryness.
"I took great care of him from the past in modern times. So, if you just want to feel it now, then leave me. Because I'm not a cheap woman like the ones in the comfort houses" I reply.
"Sorry, I'm just saying don't smile that way at me and other men. I won't mess with you before the time is legal" he said, looking me in the eye. The distance between our faces was only five fingers apart, such a close distance that I could hear her slightly heavy breathing. Like trying to hold back his desire. When I heard his words, I brought my face closer to his, making him surprised.
"Thank you for understanding, this is a payment for you" I said, kissing her lips at a glance, then I placed my palm between my lips and her. He kissed my palm, while I kissed the back of my hand.
'You stole it from me. So, I took it back' my inner self.
'Hahaha, take it back huh, alright it's okay' he replied as he tightened his left hand hug on my waist. Because his right hand became my pillow.
'Happy rest my sweety' her inner self.
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