THE SWORDSMAN OF FIRE AND ICE
SPEAK FRANKLY
"Sister Yang can't even consider her anymore.."
Fei Yang let out a long sigh and said,
"Sorry sister Sian, .."
Sian Sian bit her own trembling lower lip, she looked at Fei Yang with a look of disbelief.
Everything happened so fast like a dream, he still imagined the day of their togetherness before him.
There's joking there's laughter there's anger there's glad there's sad.
But in an instant everything would be gone, Fei Yang would leave her, not reneging on her anymore.
Staring at everything happened in the moment when he started to get comfortable and fell in love with her.
This was a very cruel reality for him.
Thinking of this, Sian Sian was already unable to hold back her tears that began to pour down her face.
The wind in the cold desert could not wipe away the tears that continued to pour out.
Sian Sian ventured once again to look at Fei Yang's face, holding his hand, he said, saying,
"Sister Yang, Sian Sian realized that Sian Sian could not possibly bind brother to be Sian Sian's sole companion for life."
"As long as brother Yang doesn't cancel, be the next to Sian Sian,.."
Fei Yang shook his head and placed his finger in front of Sian Sian's lips and said,
"No Sian Sian should not continue, you do not deserve such treatment.."
"There are still more men out there who are much better than me, and can love you a whole heart.."
"You must not waste that opportunity, and place hope on a man who does not wholeheartedly love you.."
"Sian Sian if I could I want to love you completely inside and out instead of just your physique.."
"Honey she can't, I'm sorry.."
fei Yang said as he closed his eyes could not bear to see Sian Sian's tears streaming down, dripping netes on his delicate chin.
Sian Sian already did not know what reason was more appropriate to hold Fei Yang back from leaving him.
He knew at this moment whatever he said would all be useless, Fei Yang had already decided on it.
Rather than continue to make things difficult for Fei Yang better let go, leaving a little self-esteem for himself.
Making a sweet memory, Fei Yang.
At least Fei Yang would still remember him as a beautiful little part of his life.
Sian Sian came forward holding onto Fei Yang's face while slightly on her tiptoes she landed her farewell kiss onto Fei Yang's lips while sobbing holding back a cry.
Fei Yang was very surprised by Sian Sian's determined actions.
His pair of eyes opened wide looking at Sian Sian in shock.
Fei Yang used both of his hands to hold Sian Sian's shoulders away from her.
"Sister who will not turn it down for the last time please.."
said Sian Sian slowly.
Before he went back around his hands behind Fei Yang's neck.
Fei Yang finally resignedly did not reject him anymore.
A moment later Sian Sian who retreated himself and said,
"Sister Yang, I wish you happiness with your choice.."
"She was lucky, I was both admiring and envious of her luck.."
After saying, Sian Sian immediately turned his body running away from Fei Yang.
She was already unable to hold back her cries, while running small down the tower stairs, Sian Sian covered her own mouth with her palm.
In order for the sound of his cry not to be heard out, his entire body shook violently, trying to hold back his crying voice.
His tears kept pouring down the river..
Fei Yang sighed deeply, he moved following and watched Sian Sian from a distance away.
She did not want the beautiful Sian Sian to happen something after parting from her.
To make sure Sian Sian survived to his house, Fei Yang also walked into the residence of the prime minister Li.
Premier Li looked at Fei Yang with a question mark.
Earlier they both went well both his grandson was so happy, why when he came home he saw his grandson crying until so sad.
He asked, but got no answer other than a much louder cry, before the door of the room on the slam and in the lock from the inside.
Now he could only wait for an explanation from Fei Yang.
But looking at Fei Yang was just silent with his head bowed, and continued to sigh without saying anything.
Late prime minister Li could not help his curiosity and asked
"Son Fei Yang what really happened why is he..?"
Fei Yang raised his head looking at the prime minister Li and said,
"It's my fault, I've hurt her feelings very deeply.."
"But no matter how I must say honestly, I must not plunge sister Sian in a marriage that is not based on love.."
"Uncle Li, I want to cancel our engagement."
Premier Li though was a little surprised and shocked, but as an experienced person and had passed a lot of life's salt acid.
Her outer appearance remained smiling calmly as if nothing had ever happened.
Smiling calmly, Premier Li said,
"Is son Fei Yang sure of your decision..?"
"This is a big thing that doesn't play, have both of your parents figured this out..?"
Fei Yang nodded and said,
"Already uncle Li, my decision is unanimous, both my parents already know.."
"But the matter came from me, it has nothing to do with them, nor does it have anything to do with palace politics.."
"Therefore I came here to discuss directly with Sian Sian and Uncle Li.."
"Against sister Sian, my feelings are just the feelings of a brother towards a sister."
"I have failed to turn that feeling into a feeling of love.."
"I hope Uncle Li can understand my decision.."
Premier Li smiled patiently and patted Fei Yang on the shoulder.
"There is nothing to forgive, love cannot be forced.."
"Your uncle has also been through that time, uncle understands that."
"This attitude of yours is even better, than all that goes on to marriage, which will bring endless suffering and torment to both of you.."
"You take it easy, there's no need to worry that Sian Sian will also recover by herself,.."
"Let time heal her grief.."
prime Minister Li said with a patient smile.
"If you may know, who's the lucky girl ?"
prime Minister Li asked while holding Fei Yang's hand to sit on the chair provided to welcome guests who came to visit his residence.
"His name is Wei Wen, she is the daughter of the emperor of the Song kingdom, Zhao Kuang Yi.."
fei Yang said with a shy smile.