THE SWORDSMAN OF FIRE AND ICE
UNABLE TO ACCEPT ZI ZI'S REQUEST
Nan Thian only dared to look at it from its place without daring to make a sound.
He continued to stare at Zi Zi with mixed feelings until it was hard to explain.
Only an extremely profound sorrow and sorrow was etched clearly on his face.
Zi Zi herself after letting go of the Nan Thian family, especially Hong Yi's aunt who was very understanding and doting on her.
So that makes him heavy to let go of his departure.
Now that all was gone, there remained herself, who felt lonely without anyone understanding her feelings anymore.
Zi Zi while wiping away her remaining tears, while hardening her face, in order to keep a little of her remaining pride.
He does not want to look weak, and continues to struggle alone, begging for love and mercy from men, who no longer want it.
Zi Zi Zi turned her body with as firm a step as she could.
He stepped over to Nan Thian, standing before Nan Thian who seemed to not dare to face him.
Zi Zi while looking fixedly at the face of the man, who until now was still very much loved.
He said slowly,
"Handsome sister for the last time Zi Zi asked big brother, did you really not want Zi Zi anymore ? answer Zi Zi sis..?"
Nan Thian let out a heavy sigh, he still did not dare to stare towards Zi Zi.
After gathering all his strength and courage Nan Thian finally opened his voice,
"Your aunt must know how much respect I have for your father.."
"As soon as he decides, how can I challenge his decision.."
"In any case, if I do, I will fall into the pit of not knowing Budi is unfaithful and unfilial.."
"So forgive me Auntie, after the teacher's uncle's grandfather decided that, in addition to accepting it, accept our destiny.."
"I have no choice but to keep the boundaries of our relationship as much as possible.."
"From now on I'm your niece, you're my aunt.."
said Nan Thian slowly, still with his head bowed, not daring to be lifted up.
Zi Zi continued to stare at Nan Thian with a pair of eyes that were back in glass.
According to his custom, he wanted to go straight away, because his handsome older brother, had clearly expressed his attitude.
He had already rejected himself, wanting to keep his distance and limits, not wanting himself to be by his side anymore.
But when he saw the sadness of Nan Thian, and remembered the good times of their togetherness.
Zi Zi arrived feeling unwilling, she wanted to fight once again, for the sake of her future happiness, together with Nan Thian.
Zi Zi strengthened herself once again, after wiping away her tears.
He took a step closer to Nan Thian, Zi Zi while giving a most beautiful smile he had.
He held onto Nan Thian's pair of hands gently.
Then hold that hand tightly.
"Sightly Sister, raise your head to look at Zi Zi, even if for the last time, Zi Zi please look at Zi Zi.."
As her hands were held warm by Zi Zi's delicate and gentle fingers.
Nan Thian was deeply moved by this much-desired warmth.
So that Nan Thian no longer had the power to refuse the request of his one girl who had filled his whole heart and his feelings.
The only girl he loved so much, and the last hope that would accompany him, with him until the death of gray hair arrived.
Slowly Nan Thian raised his head, staring at the girl's face.
Once their pair of eyes met again, Nan Thian was hypnotized.
All the feelings of love and affection that he craved for the sake of Susila norm.
Now all those shackles instantly vanished without a trace.
Nan Thian was so fascinated looking at her lover's face that it looked so dazzling.
Looking at Nan Thian's facial expression, Zi Zi smiled happily, until her beauty looked even more brilliant.
Slowly the Zi Zi land returned to action, then on her tiptoes and wrapped her pair of hands behind Nan Thian's neck.
With a pair of eyes with friendly eyes attached to each other like there are magnets that attract each other.
Zi Zi finally advanced pasting her lips gently, on the warm lips of Nan Thian.
Initially a little stiff, Nan Thian was also a little shocked and wide in disbelief, staring at the face of his lover.
Nan Thian who was originally stiff, finally moved his pair of hands holding both sides of Zi Zi's face gently.
Then return her with a soft and warm kiss, releasing all her pent-up feelings of love.
A moment later the two of them were already dissolved in warmth, and their overflowing affection was overflowing.
Not knowing how long, they let go of the overflow of feelings the two of them had.
Until Nan Thian felt the breath of Zi Zi who was hunting like he was out of breath.
Nan Thian had just released her warm kiss from the lips of her extremely seductive lover.
After the kiss ended, the two of them looked at each other with friendly eyes, then the same happy smile.
Zi Zi with a dead red face held in shame, bowing first.
Then he sucked his head, tightly clinging to the chest of the man he loved so much.
Zi Zi hugged Nan Thian's wide back tightly, as if fearing an end to their warmth like this soon.
Where this happiness is, it will soon be frowned upon.
"Son, handsome brother, take me away from here, we go far away.far to the end of the world there.."
"Where there is no binding rule of norms and all sorts of customs that will limit our love and happiness ."
"Let's live together as a happy couple until gray hair comes to an end.."
said Zi Zi slowly while gently stroking the back of her lover.
Hearing his lover's request, Nan Thian was reawakened back to his cruel and bitter reality.
Nan Thian while sighing deeply, slowly he tried to gently push both shoulders of Zi Zi, in order to release his embrace away from her.
But Zi Zi stayed there, crying she shook her head.
"Don't brother, not now, Zi Zi please Zi Zi is not ready yet.."
"Give me a minute, until Zi Zi feels ready.."
Nan Thian was forced to stop his movements, he returned back to hug Zi Zi tightly.
After a while, he said, He just said,
"Zi Zi you know that, this is also heavy and very not easy for me.."
"But we must accept reality and live it, we must not disappoint and humiliate your father.."
"I couldn't accept your offer just now not because I didn't love you, instead I love you so much.."
"But I can't put dirt on your father's face, who has been kind to me.."
"You mean what I mean, baby..?"
said Nan Thian slowly and gently.