The Tears of Shafira
Chapter 12
“Shafira! Where are you going?”
At that moment Shafira turned her head and was surprised by someone who was now in front of her.
“Erick?” shafira asked nervously. The order left this time was due to personal needs, and the one person he avoided the most was Erick.
Shafira deliberately avoids her husband because she does not know exactly what Erick feels for her. Is it love or just doing a relationship because he obeyed his mother and was forced?
Shafira's worry is very great if Erick finds out she is pregnant, whether the man will accept it or not.
Shafira just looking for safety, if she is appreciated by her husband then she will keep the baby and say honestly that she is pregnant. If not, however, she worries that the bad guys will vent their anger on her baby.
Therefore, he will keep what he feels for a while. Although she was sure if she was most likely pregnant. Given his menstrual period was past a few days ago, in fact, it had reached a week. That means the fetus in her womb has reached one month.
“What's the matter, where are you going, ha?” ask Erick again, because Shafira did not answer his question.
“Not going anywhere, Mom! I ... I just want to buy my needs!”
“What needs do I not fulfill in this house? What ...? Try to say that there is nothing in my house, all I have fulfilled Shafira, what less is it?” erick's words showed annoyance because Shafira seemed to think of him as being an inconsiderate person.
Erick was surprised that Shafira needed something, because she felt that Shafira's needs had been met. Every day he always told his assistant, to buy all the necessities of the house. In addition, kitchen shopping for daily needs, because he deliberately did not give Shafira a penny of his income.
“Indeed there is nothing lacking in your house, but this is my personal need shall I not go out? Mas, just a minute, really, don't worry! I'll definitely be home again!”
“If I say no, yes no! Login!” erick exclaimed while pulling Shafira's hand rough.
“Sick, Mas! I need medicine, my head hurts!” shafira.
“Ahk! A lie! Don't spoil you! Go to the kitchen! Make me coffee!” said Erick gave Shafira a job so the girl canceled her intention to leave the house.
Erick didn't want the girl to meet someone. Or even complain about the problems of his household to others until there are people who know how he did to Shafira. That would only add to Erick's personal problems.
Shafira took a few breaths to calm her heart. After that, he stepped foot into the kitchen with a sense of helplessness, anger that never tired, but always filled his mind until his heart wound got worse.
However, he still makes coffee according to Erick's request with all his heart, because the goodness of a person is not judged by the beauty of his face, but how he behaves with others. He only hopes that someday there will be an opportunity for him, to go or fix all the problems he faces.
Mother's face warms the heart again and fills her eyes. The gentle woman who looked shady smiled giving strength to her son. His shadow seemed to encourage Shafira to stay steadfast until there was the right time, to get the happiness she should have.
“Ngapain you here?” wulan said, breaking Shafira's daydream. He patted Shafira's shoulder hard, because the hardness to look like a punch.
Shafira grimaced in pain she was unaware of Wulan's sudden presence nearby. In fact, when he wanted to go to the pharmacy earlier, everyone was not there.
“Still, make coffee!” shafira ketus.
He knew that nobody in the house liked coffee except Erick. She picked up a tray that was ready, and quickly took the coffee to the study where her husband was.
Again Wulan smiled triumphantly, while glancing at Shafira who was now silent in the kitchen alone.
Shafira also chose to busy herself to clean the messy dining table, then wash dishes and put some dirty clothes into the washing machine and, cleaning clothes that have been dry.
Shafira feels better to fill her time with useful things, besides entertaining, she does like cleanliness. In addition, it will be more stressful if you stay in the room.
However, on the sidelines of his activities, Shafira was surprised when suddenly Wulan came and scrambled all the clothes he had cleaned.
They were both on the other side of the room next to the kitchen where the clothing service was located.
“Wulan! What the hell are you doing? Isn't that your husband's shirt and your mother's shirt too?” Shafira said as she cursed several times in the heart. Wulan's actions are inhumane.
“Do you think I care, huh?” wulan said while throwing some clothes at Shafira's face violently.
“Listen, Shafira! I never wanted you to take Erick away from me! What excuse did you use to defend Erick? Eum... your mother's will? Huh huh? Fuck a will like that! Forever, I'll never be willing to have Erick have a wife of two! Cheek!” Wulan said as she spat out her saliva on Shafira's face.
“Wulan, what exactly are you doing? No one here is talking about Erick and the will, what do you mean suddenly saying that?”
“I want you to go from Erick's side, and don't tell me that you're pregnant with her child! Watch out for you later!”
At once Shafira was stunned, only this time who heard Wulan's confession honestly, about her feeling that she was never willing if Erick had two wives.
“Wulan, I never took Erick from you, you can still have him! Who shouldn't be willing, shouldn't that be me? Yes, because Erick married me first!”
“You snatched it, Shafira! your mother forced him, don't you think I don't know, Mama and Papa were also forced to obey your mother's wishes!”
“You should know ... my mother's request is also at the request of both Erick's parents who don't want her son in jail!”
After the accident, Erick's parents are desperate to have their son's problems end peacefully and they ask Shafira's mother what they can do to keep Erick from going to jail.
“I will tell you, Wulan, at that time my mother said that I should be married by Erick as a wife, to keep me from being alone! Do you think I can't live alone? I can live alone But I appreciate my mother and this marriage is not really to save me, but this marriage saved Erick!”
“Omong empty!” Wulan said as she left Shafira just like that and stepped into her room.
A month had passed after the incident, Shafira's days were traversed with great pain.
Shafira continued to serve Wulan and Mirna, and always prepared all their needs well. Although, not infrequently Wulan spit on Shafira's face, if late in responding to what he asked, he remained devoted to the husband.
The current Shafira actually felt a change in her body, but as usual she would act as if she was fine.