The Time Limits

The Time Limits
DBW 18 Opportunity


The Time Limit (18)


Adel breathed. She was hoping Sakha would invite her. Who wants to be widowed at a young age with a new age of marriage as long as corn. Then it should be a parent's ringgel. But, Adel hopes not the child who is the reason. Marriage is not just a child's problem.


" If your reason for referring to and maintaining this marriage is only for the sake of the child, you better not force yourself to refer." Adel answered at last.


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Sakha hush.


" You know, my biggest mistake when I accepted to marry you?" asked Adel later.


Sakha.


" I was in too much of a hurry and took it lightly that everything would be fine. Whatever the problem is, we can deal with it. Because I trust you too much. Without me knowing, the biggest problem is with you", Adel began to express his heart. "To be honest, I feel trapped. Forward or backward like eating simalakama fruit. What I think is that if our marriage should end on the same day as our contract day, not only my feelings but my mother and father's feelings will also be hurt. I love them as much as I love my parents. Finally, I chose to survive. Because you yourself dropped the talaq that day, so I thought I'd just wait for the time. At least papa never knew of this problem until he closed his eyes ". Adel is silent again.


" I'm sorry", Sakha felt more guilty. Though he only thought about his own feelings without ever thinking about the feelings of his parents who would definitely be disappointed.


To be honest Adel gets bored when Sakha repeatedly says sorry for the same mistake.


" Give me a chance. We start from the beginning ", Sakha pinta.


Adel smiled a little. He felt de Javu with that word.


" Then will you deny it again tomorrow?"


Sakha hush. He recalled the incident when Adel caught him and Lisa happened the day after he asked to start everything from scratch.


" I know you're hard to trust me. But, give me a chance to prove it all" Pinta Sakha again. "Don't you feel sorry for her if we part?", Sakha tries to seduce her with Adel's biological child. " He needs both of his parents" he added.


" You're right. He needs both his parents." Adel. " But, as long as our relationship is still like this, it's not good to grow up if we force ourselves to live together" he added.


" sthat mean?"


" I told you, marriage is not just a child's problem. I realized, a child who would be a victim if his parents separated. I realize that. But, the problem here is that my trust in you has diminished. That will be a problem in our relationship. Relationships don't work well without mutual trust."


" Lisa's just my past" said Sakha.


" You said so before ". Again and again Sakha was reminded of her mistake .


" What do I have to do to make you believe?", Sakha began to get frustrated.


Adel's dilemma. She is afraid to give Sakha a chance but, without that chance, Sakha also cannot prove that she is earnest at her every utterance.


" You know. I'm already in the stage of being completely disappointed in Lisa. She's not as good as I thought she was...." . Sakha finally told me what happened to Lisa. About the lies he was doing and all the things he was hiding.


" If Lisa's still as good as you think she is, is it possible that you'll still want to refer to her?", I don't know Adel's really unsure.


" I'm sure I'll stick to it" he said, but sounded unconvinced in Adel's audience.


" all right. Give me time to think". Think again and again. Maybe that's what he should do right now. Asking for directions to the Power. Whether returning is the right choice or vice versa.


" How long?"


" A week", Adel answered confidently.


" all right". At least Adel chose to rethink it and did not immediately reject it.


" If it turns out there's still Lisa in your heart, even a little. Never ask for it back because it will definitely end the same" Adel added.


Sometimes love has no logic. Even though it has been disappointed it could still be there. Under the pretext of love forgives no matter how much wrong people do in love.


" This week, let us both pray istikharah. Because of God's choice, God willing is best for us".


His conversation with Sakha was still ringing in Adel's ears. Yes, finally he asked to think and ask for directions. Their choice is not because of lust.


Adel didn't want to be too rushed. He doesn't want to make the same mistake. Although he admits it still exists.


Adel took out a print of the USG results from his bag. "Whatever happens in the future, it's for your own good, baby" he said.


In other places the same thing Sakha did. Staring at the actual black and white image seemed indistinct. But for sure it is a picture of the fetus that is now in the womb Adel . Sakha asks him to treat her longing. Adel was not a problem because he had imagined this would happen. So, he asked for two for his USG results.


" Sorry. It's all dad's fault, baby. Your mother is disappointed. Make your mother forgive you and trust you again" she asked.


Sakha admits the presence of the child is not the result of her love. Because he did it only limited to channel h4sr4tnya only. But, when he was present, he could not deny if he loved the child. Loving his flesh and blood.


Does he love Adel? the answer is he doesn't know. Only, he felt comfortable near Adel and when he first had to be far away, he felt homesick. Was that feeling present without Sakha noticing?. Sakha tried to plumb her heart.


The next night after dinner, Sakha told her everything. About his meeting with Adel and what they were talking about.


" Yes, think carefully this week. Adel was right, marriage is not just a child's problem. If you want to be together, fix your relationship. If the problem is Adel who has begun to lose faith in you, then prove that you seriously want to improve the relationship with him." advice Mama Ria.


" Mommy also wants to be able to live with my granddaughter" he added.


"Well, will you, Ma. May Adel accept me", Pinta Sakha.


" Do'a mama is always with you without even asking. To be sure, ask the Owner of the Heart who can flip the heart of man. Hasn't Adel been doing that all this time so she can make you start loving her?", Mama Ria teases Sakha. " Conscious or not, you begin to love her. He's never done anything that made you angry or offended you. You have hurt her heart "


Sakha admits it's true. He hurt Adel. Because I love another woman. So now, he will set his heart to love only the mother of his child. He does not want to make the mistake of loving a woman who is not approved of by his mother. It turns out that mother's blessing is the main one.