The twin's Mask
It's hard to forgive

Sheena looks silent for some time she settled Cassandra then in the end she mengahela breath slowly.

"Pardon my current father for me is very difficult, so I don't think that he should be my guardian at this time" he finally answered what Casandra's question was.

"maybe this sounds selfish but I really don't want to see my father talk to him or accept his kindness under any circumstances" she continued.

"what she had done in the past to me and my mother and Cleopatra was really one particular horror at the temptation it was so hard for me to forgive her mistakes that were obviously too great"

hearing what was said by the girl in front of him immediately made Cassandra speechless, he knew how the girl before him felt exactly like her when he was feeling disappointed and also felt that he could not possibly forgive Lunara to this day for her actions and behavior.

for him the reasonable response given by Sheena was the limit of the treatment of Mr. Alister to his first wife as well as his children, to seduce and apologize to Sheena is definitely not an easy thing because it is very contrary to heart if I feel sorry for the man at this time.

"I thought about it over and over again hoping to forgive her but the reality is that every time I remember what that man did in the past to us and also the torment for the torment I came with my mother's difficult life and myself made me eliminate the desire to forgive her who thought she deserved a punishment and she didn't deserve to be forgiven" Sheena continued.

"i tried repeatedly to forgive but I really couldn't and I had no way to happily or with an airy feeling of accepting him to be my father" and after saying that Sheena shook her head slowly.

"i know how you feel and that's normal for me because in the journal of psychology & psychotherapy it says that when individuals get unfair or unpleasant behavior from others, it's not right, the individual will develop a variety of responses in the face of such interpersonal problems with active or passive retaliation, and holding grudges." At the end Cassandra spoke quickly to Sheena, they chose to live for a moment in a chair facing each other.

The girl then continued her words.

"Negative reactions to the abuser and refusing to forgive may also be studied as part of the survival or power needs of the human being. As humans, of course, we have experienced at least one life event that hurts or even destroys us. According to one study, a painful event can affect a person quite significantly. It is possible that the memory of the event is encoded into the memory of our brain in large numbers, so that our potential for developing certain emotions such as anger or hostility becomes higher. A study conducted by Glodman and Wade explained that when we can not release these emotions, it will be a problem for our health both physical, and mental."

"Pardon is a good alternative to release and treat the emotional wounds caused by painful events. Forgiveness is important because it relates to the affective, cognitive, and behavioral systems of a person. In the affective system, when there is a release of negative emotions, it will be replaced by positive emotions, such as compression or affection. These changes will also change a person's cognitive system to stop thinking about bad things and switch focus to other things that are more important. Both of these changes will obviously be followed by changes in one's behavior that tend to become more subtle and purposeful."

Forgiveness is the quality of the individual seeking growth for himself. The individual as a human has the capacity to choose forgiveness, not a negative reaction to the offender who did wrong." and after saying that for a moment Cassandra stared into Sheena's eyeball for some time.

"Forgiveness involves a willingness to change negative thoughts, feelings, and behaviors toward the offender, thus becoming a more peaceful perspective, which includes humanity, empathy, and reassessment."

"After being treated unfairly by others, individuals often experience feelings of anger, hurt, or fear toward the perpetrator."

"However, it is undeniable that forgiving this is not an easy thing. It takes a long process for some people. And you know Sheena? there are 4 stages that can be done to reach the stage of forgiving both yourself and others more easily"

"Recognition (Introduction), Introduction here is interpreted by how one realizes that forgiveness is a choice that comes with various advantages. This is because the negative emotions initially brought, such as fear and anger, will be replaced with positive emotions such as empathy and compassion. This is what will then lead to significant physiological and psychological advances, such as a decrease in not only the heart rate, but also the level of anxiety, the level of depression, thoughts regarding hostility, and the, and a decrease in attitudes that describe anger. This stage usually occurs when the individual takes time and reflects on the events and emotions that are being felt."

"Responsibilities (Responsibility) Insight or discovery is the stage where an individual realizes the existence of imperfections in humans, both themselves and others. When an individual is able to see it from this point of view, he will understand that this imperfection that gives birth to unfulfilled expectations or expectations of certain events leads to negative emotions, such as disappointment. With this construction of logical thinking, the individual will clarify the extent to which he will actually be responsible for the incident."

"Expression (Expression), This stage means how a person will dialogue about what he feels. Dialogue here means dialogue with others. Where an individual needs to prepare themselves to open themselves to get help and support from others. Indirectly, this third stage will facilitate a person to re-join his environment and community."

"Re-creating (Re-Building) This stage is the stage in which the individual rebuilds his or her life not only by forgiving, but also by accepting the event or events as part of his or her life. It is not intended to forget the past, but to waste the energy of the past by restoring our lives in the present in order to prepare ourselves for a more future"

"There is plenty of time for us to prepare before forgiving an actor of a painful event. Either it's yourself, or someone else. When the time comes, do not hesitate to take that time and be patient in the process. Keep in mind that failure to undergo this long process does not mean spending time on useless things. Whatever happens in life, we will still be valuable even if we cannot forgive. To whatever stage we are at now, go through the process and appreciate the effort."

"i'm not forcing you to forgive your father at all, just where the recommended way is run, it's tough and not easy, but learn to enjoy the process, he said, suppose it is still difficult and failed it means that maybe we really do not have the opportunity to Forgive his mistakes" said Sandra then while expanding tightly Sheena's palm.

"all the decisions are clearly in your hands and there is no need to push yourself too much, if there is indeed no chance for master Jiang Alister to become your guardian, it is not a problem, it is not a problem, I don't think he might be hurt when you reject him just try to apply it in the future suggested psychologists maybe so it will relieve your feelings a little hmmm " and after saying that the girl looked into Sheena's eyeballs and allowed Sheena to think for herself what was a burden in her heart.

she could not impose the will of the girl given the reasonableness felt by Sheena who felt quite hurt over what her father did, she said, for him it is a completely normal response of a child to a father's horrible and humiliating deeds to him.

******

On the other hand

The Cleopatra wedding.

Mr. Alister was seen staring ahead for some time while letting his thoughts wander and drift off somewhere. it's her daughter's wedding but in fact she's still wondering if she should come or stay there and not see her daughter's wedding at all.

although it is actually undeniable we would love to see the wedding of Sheena, she said, but she knew enough that her daughter did not want to forgive herself at all considering how her mistakes in the past were so heavy and big that it was natural that Sheena still could not forgive her mistakes until now today but it feels quite sad because he could not witness the sacred marriage between Sheena and Sky Andaram.

it might be too selfish for her to wish for him to be her marital guardian but how else would a child like Sheena who never met him and also felt quite disappointed by what he had done to her Helena and Sheena are only natural if her daughter does not allow her at all to be the guardian of the marriage rather than the girl.

the man sighed for some time, he set his surroundings for a moment.

"You're here apparently?" suddenly the voice of Alister's old grandmother echoed out from the direction of his left side.

this made the man turn to the left side and he waited for the old woman to sit right next to him.

"why haven't you gone inside yet?" he asked the old woman.

old Grandma Alister sat right next to her and let her gaze stare straight towards the front where in fact they were currently sitting behind the wedding hall where it would be hosted by Sky Andaram and Sheena's.

they stared at the wide tree line, allowing themselves to enjoy what lay ahead, a cool view of a historic tree with several trees overgrown with flowers and also birds flying accompanied by colorful butterflies around it.

"how am I supposed to get in while you're still here?" the old woman spoke while looking at her sons for some time, it was undeniable that she was sad enough to see the latter without much daydreaming perhaps because of Sheena's rejection of her presence.

"i've been trying to say sorry to Sheena" in the end the man started to let out his voice, letting his eyeballs settle straight towards the front.

"but even though I repeatedly tried to apologize, Sheena didn't want to forgive me at all, Mom" There was a million regrets behind his words when he remembered in the old woman's past until she had reminded him many times.

"You'll regret all of Jiang, releasing a diamond stone just for a pebble is really very terrible, he said, Lunara is a former night girl who has no idea how many men she's ever been close to and slept with, you're in love with the wrong girl"

he wanted to know how his mother warned him.

"Helena's way above everything else, burn what you have and you use this time it's a blessing from Helena's parents"

and her mother kept trying to remind herself of what she had back then.

"don't let you sipalinger later because if you regret it at a late time it's very difficult for you to follow the pieces of broken glass that have been shattered"

but can't selfishness and blind and stupid love close all eyes and hearts? he had actually been blinded by Lunara's love, and it made him truly regret half to death.

just like what her mother said, Lunara was not as good a woman as what she thought and expected, he welcomed the wrong hands and threw away such a precious figure that made the entire life order of the Alister family chaotic.

and now she just realized that Helena has died and the children have grown up and understand who is wrong and who is right behind the whole event.

he really could no longer fix everything to be as intact as he used to be and as his mother said the shattered and cracked glass could no longer be patched at all in order to be a good glass and good without flaws.

he is really a stupid man and also a fool who can not distinguish between good people and bad people and he should have realized it long ago not now.

"it's only natural that Sheena still has enough difficulty accepting you between her lives given how wrong you were in the past" Alister's grandmother said quickly.

"do you know how she lived with Helena?" and the old woman stared at her son for some time.

Master Jiang Alister looked back at his mother slowly.

"he went through a difficult time with his mother even repeatedly dying under the circumstances and it was obviously very hard and also torturing him Jiang, so I think it's definitely natural when he tries to deny you the presence in his life" the old woman continued.

"give him a little time to calm his feelings and I'm sure there will be a time when he will be able and willing to accept you well and will forget all the mistakes you did to him and his mother" Alister's grandmother said at length and wished her son to be patient with circumstances that were clearly not okay.

hearing what his mother said made the man quiet while bowing his head.

"i will wait patiently for when my daughter will forgive me even though I know this will be difficult and complicated and even the results will not necessarily be in line with my expectations, Mom" and master Jiang Alister replied with what his mother said.

he let both his hands interlock over the years where he kept talking and tried to neutralize his patience of feeling.

"get inside the ma'am and tell me how the wedding will be after we get back home" believe me, no voice of the man sounded so sad and as if pressed how he tried to hold his voice so as not to cry.

perhaps this decision became the most appropriate decision for her where she was not supposed to enter the wedding hall, she was afraid that her presence would only be a burden to Sheena alone.

hearing what her son said instantly made the old woman speechless, she stared at her son for some time where in the end Alister's old grandmother could only sigh slowly.

he had no solution to the problems that occurred between his son and his grandson plus the reality from the wrong beginning was his son, his son, in the past he repeatedly tried to remind the man beside him but in fact his son's love for Lunara was able to defeat everything.

repeatedly he said it could be if his daughter would regret his decision but repeatedly also the man said he would not regret his decision but try to see at this time what happened, he said, when his son knew the rottenness and pettiness of Lunara, the man could only say he regretted everything he had done.

but unfortunately the regret is almost too late and may even have been categorized as late because Helena has died. there was no longer any chance for the man to fix everything and apologize to his first son-in-law.

because in the end the one who has left will never come back again.

he faced the moon in his breath for some time then the old woman grabbed his son's shoulder slowly then she said.

"pray and keep trying to take Sheena's heart, I know one day she will forgive you and she can't be that hard to keep harboring anger and disappointment in you" the old woman continued

Lord Jiang Alister could only hear what his mother said.

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Notes \=

Who knows the Hillatop Family can come here, Mak,

This is still learning the beginning of doodling so forgive if it is not delicious.

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...Mommy Ayana and daddy Gao....

...THE RULER MASTER'S CHOICE GIRL...

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There was a sound of music pounding inside the biggest nightclub in Jakarta, hundreds of pairs of eyes seemed cool dancing and contorting their bodies under the amber lights and also the dim light that adds to the hotter atmosphere in the nightclub.

Not to mention the frenetic voices of people who mutually agreed to say, the clinking of drinking glasses and disgusting snacks around the room, he said, the action of touching and linking lips in several corners even the giggling voices of women who seduce the opposite sex.

In a corner of the sofa chair appeared a man with a relaxed movement sipping his drink, surrounded by many beautiful women of various races beside him. For him surrounded by such women is not surprising.Even sleeping with them was not an unusual consumption, for him it is a common thing, it is a normal thing, ordinary because not he who asked but those who docked offered themselves to him.

The unique face blend of Asian, middle eastern and European facial accents is clearly engraved there, perfect even too perfect for the size of a woman today, he really belongs to the category of men with the brightest star for a woman in the present day.

Every now and then the man exhaled his cigarette smoke, gulped back down the drink in his hand and casually kissed the girl on the right where he was sitting, then turned to his left,looking a beautiful girl with perfect blend like her own face looks busy playing her hape every once in a while the man whispered towards the girl somehow, what, the girl whispered something back then carelessly threw away her gaze.

Instantly his eyes looked at the 2 confidants walking from the tip towards his exact face, He raised his eyebrows with a ferocious face, he guessed who he would encounter was definitely willing to come.

"I'm sorry sir, he refused to have a meeting here"

after bowing their heads, one whispered because the sound of music was too deafening so it was impossible to speak from the front of the powerful man.

The man in his lifetime has never been rejected by anyone, even he can do anything according to his will, whatever matter is always there in his grasp.

hearing his personal assistant's explanation, it was clear that he was clenching his teeth, his jaw was hardened Instantly and his eyeballs darkened

How dare he

They will cooperate for the construction project of a residential apartment in the Java Sea, the agreement has been made since last month between Hillatop construction company and Abimayu aerospace construction group just waiting for the signature of both parties for their cooperation while talking about when the schedule of the construction agreement as well as the installation of the first stone.

The whole initial business of the assistant is taking care of it, but towards the final agreement of course the leaders are moving on their own, meeting face to face and signing a contract agreement of cooperation.

But for him, the brave son of the Abimayu group refused the meeting place that had been determined by him.

the man in front of him was his personal assistant, apparently taking out a small piece of paper and giving it to the man

Mr. Gaohan Hillatop, I do not mean to diminish respect because I have been presumptuous to refuse to meet you in such a place, but I am a girl who holds the principle of religion, who for a lifetime has never peddled a foot in a place forbidden to my religion even the most hated by God and my parents. If you're willing, decide on a decent place to meet a girl like me,or if not I who God willing will determine which place is appropriate for us to talk 4 points about our cooperation. Please contact me at this number 0852xxxxxxx

wassalamu'alaikum

warm regards

Ayana Abimayu

as the anger suddenly subsided, the jaw softened and the dark eyes rounded in confusion, he thought what kind of human being wrote this gentle sentence to him and he had never met such a human being in this world except for his mommy Nadya

With a quick movement he darted away leaving everyone there, the beautiful girl to his left was frowning, coming up from her seat while trying to type a message for someone

"Brother darted away from the nightclub, I'm going home now mom, try not me again to monitor the ice-hearted crocodile, I'm really tired of following him"

******

He darted away forward while glancing towards the clock on his wrist, but immediately frowned as the girl to his left was following him while busy typing something on his phone

"Make a report dear?"

the brother stopped, then raised his shoulder

"You know, don't you? who else gave the order?"

the girl spoke lightly while patting her right chest

"Mommy's worried you're gonna play girls again baby"

the girl was about to leave, but she suddenly said

"I know like father like son, but please.remember not to play too often the feelings of women, and be careful something your own brother will get carried away with the game"

after saying so the sister chuckled, momentarily staring back at her brother's personal assistant

"I think it's best that there's no women tonight"

he spoke looking intently at the man whose age might not be much different from his older brother's

"Come baby, don't be so fierce on Zoe"

Gao spoke while pulling his sister's body, kissed her forehead slowly then said

"You must be tired, go home and rest"

"Ckckck's still thinking about your brother's condition?"

he sneered, After saying so then turning his body, walking forward Then immediately climbed onto the car that had just stopped right in front of them

Then he pulled out his phone, tried typing the no on the paper and contacted him

Fuckk you

as Gao said, Many times he called the number of the woman there was no answer.

he glanced back at his watch, at 22:40 p.m

Don't tell me there are humans who have slept quietly at this hour, because this time for him is still too early

he called the number again but remained completely unattended, As Gao's habit clearly tightened his graham teeth, his face hardened again with his eyes beginning to darken

"Zoe"

he yelled in anger towards the back

The personal assistant whose face was no less cold as he stepped closer

"yes Gao??"

his voice sounded heavy, standing up straight as if ready to hear the orders of the master, even the most difficult commands ready him to listen and do

"Go back to the apartment now, and bring me a woman"

Zoe lowered her head

"Good"

And the exact absolute command with the pressed dot mark will not be changed at all.

24 Years of service to the hillatop family and 10 years of following and following Gao the heir to the hillatop throne is certainly not young, but the kindness of madam Nadya and lord All and miss hessa made her never able to leave the hillatop family, moreover, the first hand that warmly welcomes itself from the slump and extraordinary fall is Madam Nadya, the extraordinary woman is like a biological mother to her. there was no difference that occurred in raising her between treating Gao, Fry, zeline and Herself.

Even secretly allzigra invested stock capital for her, preparing the future for her, and, give him 1 subsidiary company in the Arab emirate union for himself and may whenever he takes it when he is ready to break the rope to follow Gao. But he has not been able to receive 1 of the goodness, for him to be treated like a real child, at school equivalent to their daughter's son was already very extraordinary, he said, because he only needs to serve now and the rest he will think about later.

Gao sighed repeatedly, his good mood suddenly disappearing due to a useless piece of paper and the canceled meeting. He closed his eyes for a moment on top of the car, sitting leaning back while massaging his slightly aching head

"Stop in nearby Indomaret, I need a cold drink"

gao said quickly to Zoe

then Zoe quickly pulled over intending to go down to buy what Gao had asked for, but it turned out that Gao was quickly moving ahead of him

"You just wait here"

after saying so he darted down from the car

Obviously, the figure of Gao attracts everyone, especially women, glancing while whispering to see the arrival of men with faces that are not much owned by others, even foreign faces for the size of Indonesian girls.

Some hysterical screams and whispers seemed unwilling to stop surrounding him

Gao seemed to close his ears, for him such a thing was too commonplace and often happened every time he mingled in the outside world since long ago until now.

"Mr can be faster? my friend was waiting in the car, we had to rush to the hospital"

there was a soft voice but with a slightly hasty tone from the direction of the cashier when Gao finished taking his drink, he started walking towards the cashier to pay

"Give it back to the next queue"

back to that soft voice

Gao glanced at the figure of a girl from the back, the figure was wearing neatly covered clothes covering all the curves of her body, also using a head covering that I don't know what her name is, she said, usually Muslims use it think Gao, his body is small, even for the size of his body maybe the girl is only limited to his chest, he said, clearly visible from her toes and hands if the girl must have had skin so white groomed, she was quite curious about her face, for a moment the girl turned around she only saw her beautiful eyeballs with plump eyelashes that blinked several times making her tempted

Damn it

the mask on his face blocked the view

gao's

he wondered how the girl thought

accidentally the girl hit him, Gao silently continued to look at the girl, whether what items the girl was holding was directly scattered on the floor, carefully the girl picked it up, and then she picked it up, standing up then the girl looked up at her head, looking down slowly as she said

"Sorry sir, I'm in a bit of a hurry"

his voice sounded shahdu

"Ayana, hurry"

the sound from the direction of the entrance shrieked loudly

"The blood is so much, we have to rush to squeeze the blood and head to the hospital "

the voice screamed again

the girl reflexively turned her head, running around little left her

Ayana's? Ayana's?

he thought he had heard that name, where?

and as he was about to pay for his drink, the cashier said

"It's been paid mister, by the girl before"

Gao clearly scrunched his forehead

What ??

******

The ritz Carlton

Mega Kuningan Jakarta's

Gao sat back on the couch, with his left hand sticking out perfectly along the sofa, his right hand leaning against his right temple, his right foot is rising above his left foot while wiggling his legs casually.

actually, his short thoughts wanted to meet the woman in the hotel room, but the negotiations that occurred were so difficult, the woman had a myriad of heavy rules, he said, plus isn't he always playing smooth to get something he finds interesting? why is he in such a hurry this time? even he had not seen the real figure of the woman, so why should he be in such a hurry for something like this? her mind.

He arrived 15 minutes from the schedule they agreed on, quite curious how the women on the phone looked like. His assistant Zoe sat right in front of him while sipping coffee on the ground.

Not a few A woman who was about 26 years old approached them, Gao raised his eyebrows looking at the woman from toe to head, he thought what this Woman is? quite beautiful with authentic Indonesian facial accents, but strangely not too interested.

her height is quite proportional, her face is quite beautiful, but her voice is not as soft as on the phone, it looks clear this woman is not a gentle type of person.

"I'm sorry sir, I'm Miss Ayana's personal assistant, I think she'll be a little late because she's stuck in traffic"

O. gao only looked at the woman for some time then threw away his gaze

Apparently not him

"We'll wait for Miss "

zoe said quietly as she stood up and asked the woman to sit next to her

but the woman just lowered her head, then turned to look towards the front entrance.

"I think Miss Ayana has arrived"

the woman said quickly.

for a moment Gao turned his head trying to look at the eyes of the female assistant in question.Still quite far from reach, Looks a woman walking towards them, very soft and relaxed, she uses a mask on her face, he said, Some of the hotel's servants greeted her, the girl just lowered her head while closing her palms, the woman's appearance was so simple yet elegant in her walking manner and her innate manner, his whole body was covered in neat long clothes, and his head was covered with a cloth that was in such a shape with a beautiful sagat and Gao thought if he was not mistaken his name was a possible hijab.

May be, yeah may be

for a moment the woman's steps stopped when from the direction of her right side appeared an old man the same age as her daddy, accompanied by several people beside her right left walking closer and closer to the girl.for a moment the girl turned around while opening her mask, and she turned around, but it was a pity that Gao still could not see clearly the face of the girl.

Not long after the old man stretched out his hand, the woman gently walked inside.His embrace

What the hell?

her mistress?

daddy Sugar?

or how?

a slight scornful bad thought surfaced in Gao's head, he snorted then threw away his gaze.

"That's Mr. Ardhan, the owner of the Abhimanyu group, Miss Ayana's father"

the assistant tried to explain quickly to Gao and Zoe, fearing a misunderstanding

Oh God

he had mistakenly thought

"Did you also make an appointment with mister ardhan?"

the woman asked while frowning her forehead

"Nope, we didn't make an appointment before"

Gao spoke quickly then looked back at the female figure

damn again the woman covered her face with a mask, after the old man who said his father left, the woman moved back to step closer to them, and then she walked up to them, maybe about 5 more meters the woman will actually approach them

but suddenly a mother hit her step

Bugg

praanggggg

the items underneath the mothers scattering to the floor, can be seen the shocked expression of the girl's eyeballs.

Gao fixed his position, putting both of his palms under his chin.

Let's we see what happens next.

gao said in his heart.

everyone looked shocked, the woman quickly opened the mask on her face.

gao's eyeballs were rounded.

Oh shit.suck him in the heart.

is this the girl named Ayana Abimayu?.

the most beautiful god she has ever seen.

her beautiful face is so distinctive, so unique and attractive, with a smooth white face, a smile that they are really beautiful, so friendly and, his age might be as old as free or his sister zeline could even be younger again, how did he mention her? a girl, not a girl. His face has its own charm, different from most of the Women he met, he admitted that there were too many beautiful women he had slept with but this one was so unique and interesting, which he believes has not been touched by wild hands.

"O Allah astagfirullahhul'adzim"

the mothers spoke in shock, staring confusedly at all the food strewn everywhere.

"Mom's okay?" the girl spoke softly, grabbed the tissue in her bag and helped clean up the spills of food that had been hit by the mothers' clothes.

"can you help me?" he asked softly towards the 2 female employees, asking them to help clean up all the mess, whispering something lingering towards the 2 officers earlier , they nodded their heads then deftly cleaned up all the mess.The girl led the mothers towards the empty table and chair beside them, smiling very sweetly said.

"Everything's gonna be replaced by a new one, ma'am, just wait"

"Everything is taken care of, I don't have to worry about the bon"

"Subhanallah Alhamdulillah"

the mothers either spoke the slightest word Gao did not understand the language.

then within seconds the girl was already standing in front of Gao, the male's eyes kept on the figure from the tip of his foot to the tip of his head.

that figure was really seductive.

the beautiful eyeballs blinked several times, with jet-black lashes swept over the thin eyeliner above and below its eyes and natural eyebrows that were dense and black, the beautiful lips that are filled when wiped by her will clearly feel delicious, and the nose that is sharp also the cheeks a little chubby, as well,and what adds to the girl's charm is the row of white teeth and dimples that are so sweet when she smiles.

Oh come on does he have to lose control now?.

this really drives him crazy, passionate and gelo.ra for no reason.

eager to grab the girl's body right now, pull her into the hotel room and force her to love, making the girl fly into the air, give her untold pleasure and let the girl scream even scream nik mat over her game.

"Mister's? excuse mister?"

suddenly the girl's soft voice blew away all her imagination.

Breng.sek.

he swore in his heart.