The twin's Mask
You're totally alone

In the darkest Dusk

I'm going to scatter the ashes of the people I love

Don't ask me what it's like

It was as if the world was spinning in a void

I only realized after death

There's no place for us to meet each other back here

Sheena's.

*****

As soon as the last ash had been sprinkled and slipped from her hand, the girl remembered this final part of the meeting in the void, Sheena tried hard while holding back her tears as she stared at the end of the sea that was never seen.

"Rest in peace, ma'am"

His inner.

"I've tried until the last drop, don't blame me, because I've reached the peak where my ability is"

Again he murmured, looking at the dusk that began to fade, letting the carrier of the canoe sail the sea and return to the land where he stood normally. The roar of the machine was deafening, in Sheena's disregard because her thoughtful voice was much thicker behind her heart.

He sighed softly for some time, only coming to his senses after a long struggle hoping that the mother he loved so much could continue to live for up to 100 years apparently in vain,cancer of the mother's womb was not successfully cured.

After being in debt here and there full of struggle where he hopes if there is still a little hope for the only family he has apparently all in vain. In the end he had to finish his mother's treatment and medical expenses to the administrative staff after burning her body to ashes, bringing her home and sprinkling her to shore.

Sheena did not shed her tears at all, for her those tears had been gone since she was 5 years old, the hard life she lived shaped her to the way it is today.

Her mother never let her cry under any circumstances, she said Sheena had to be as hard as a rock to survive in this cruel world, perhaps the last time she cried when they lived in a different village where many children were her age mocking him and saying if he was a little boy who was an illegitimate child because of unknown origin and unknown who his father was.

"no matter how hard we are, it's up to people to say if you're my only daughter. Don't listen to their nonsense, remember you have to go to school until you finish high school, enter a good university in the village xxxxxxx and must be able to master many languages, must be able to swim in the ocean, must be able to drive a truck, and must be able to,must be able to dance ballet and must be able to all matters related to accounting and mathematics, no matter how the mother and you yourself will be able to pay for all that education. Later when the time comes, there will be someone who comes to pick you up and return you to where you came from".

At that time Sheena still did not understand what her mother meant, but her mother really struggled to make her school the best graduate despite having to make money so as not to pay attention to her own health.

But for Sheena the poor man was still a poor man, how her mother struggled to raise her degree through the path of education, but everyone was not willing to associate with her because of her appearance.

Slum clothes, thick glasses, poor life and ahhh I don't know.

Her mother never allowed her to look as normal as her friends, even though she protested a million times, at which time her mother only said this was all for her good

"When you're ready the man himself will change you and return you to where you came from, because he won't last long there in your place. From the very beginning he was sickly and weak, the only way to save you is in this way, you'll understand why I'm so cruel to you"

The memory of his mother's words had disappeared decades ago from his head and all he remembered was how they had survived all this time.

"Hahahahaha that's so funny"

He wanted to laugh but his mouth was not open.

In recent years, her mother's illness has become so severe that she is still in college and her mother does not allow her to quit college, Sheena is forced to work part-time at night to support her life and take care of her mother. Initially quite but over time is not enough, 1 year later Sheena was forced to owe moneylenders for her mother's medical expenses, and the longer the interest on the loan increased.

Rentenir is truly terrible, perhaps as much his ruthless online application as his stepmother, they are increasingly choking people who take out loans in a pinned state.

In the end before the ship moves, the girl pays 3 times respect to the dust of her mother, then hugs closely the photo of her mother in her hand slowly. His mother before he died told,

"Don't put your memories in any tomb in the village we've lived or lived in, because it will make it difficult for you to get out of those places someday, never be friends with anyone because one day if you have to go people will come to remember your mother and recognize you well"

And now without violating her mother's request, Sheena single-handedly chose to burn her mother's body, dump her mother's ashes in the ocean and put all her memories in a small box and destroy all her memories of her mother in the middle of the ocean.

"Sheena you're really alone right now."

He nodded slowly, closing his eyes as he sat staring at the sky that was beginning to darken in the dispute.