THE UNCONFIRMED SISTER
Chapter 23

"Don't stay in Vano, Dad! Mother ... don't bring a little sister. Don'tdon't.... "

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"STOP, VIN! JUST STOP! JUST STOP! " Alvano shouted cutting Alvino's words with a gasp of breath. Alvino looked at him in surprise.

"Stop .. please stop! Him, Izya ... Izya is my sister. Why do you blame him? Nah! Can't! He's innocent, he's a good boy! " Alvano said softly with a head that shook strongly.

"No! He's my brother! Dad said, Dad said I .. I have to take care of him. No one can hurt him! CAN'T! ARGH...! "

Alvano was suddenly hysterical. He screamed, hit the table and grabbed his own hair. He roared with eyes full of tears. Alvano felt his head hurt too much with his chest tight.

Alvano even hit his own chest. Alvino, who saw him, was shocked. The drinking bottle that was still in his hand he squeezed tightly until it was crushed.

"WEN! " Alvino threw the bottle away, he quickly grabbed Alvano's two shoulders. He shook her and told her to stop hurting herself. "Van! Hey, stop! "

But Alvano still roared loudly even his hands did not stop to grab and hit his own chest. Alvino felt overwhelmed.

Alvino feels dejavu. He was once in this position that overwhelmed calm Alvano who suddenly went berserk and cried hysterically. At that time he was so afraid to see Alvano rampaging. And that fear was back he felt at this moment.

However it was a long time ago, he thought Alvano had been completely healed all this time. A few years back, Alvano looked fine. His emotions are always stable. Alvino did not expect that his twin brother could return to relapse just because of Alizya.

They are twin brothers .. and Alvano is the one who seems more good at processing emotions. It always looks calm and fine until Alizya is more courageous to approach him weighing Alvino who often speaks harshly. It's just that Alizya doesn't know that Alvano has been depressed.

After the death of his parents, Alvano suffered a mental breakdown for almost a year. During that time, Alvano stayed in the hospital. Alvano is on full medication with a psychologist. The doctors said little Alvano was in great shock from the loss of his father and mother. His mentality is not ready, he is not ready to lose. That's what makes him depressed to make him often raging and crying suddenly.

Alizya never knew that her first brother who was famous for his intelligence had experienced depression. Only Alizya does not know, all of it is kept secret from her.

"Hey, Van. Be calm! Don't be like this! You scare me, " said Alvino in a hoarse voice. He pulled Alvano's body into his arms. He clenched tightly, unconcerned by Alvano's rebellion that kept beating his back.

"Why? Why do Mother and Father leave us? Why did only little brother survive? I ... I have not even had time to congratulate the birth of little sister with Mother. Why...? " Alvano still continues to rummage in no direction. Behind his back, Alvino listened with a heart that seemed to be packed. He was in pain, he felt the pain of losing his parents.

"He! Yes, he's wrong! The wrong little sister! Wh who? Alizya's? Yes, he's wrong. He should not have been born into this world. BECAUSE HE'S OUR FATHER AND MOTHER NINGGALIN! ARGH...! "

And in the next second Alvano shook his head quickly. His eyes glowed wildly. "No! No, not the wrong little brother. He didn't know anything, "the balance wasn't so clear. His voice glimmered after earlier shouting very loudly. His shoulders shook, he cried so much. "The wrong god! He's the one who took Daddy and Mommy! God is wrong, Vin, not a little brother. "

"ALVANO! RELAX, VAN! DON'T LOOK LIKE GINI! " Alvino shouted loudly in front of Alvano's chaotic face.

"Izya .. Where are you? Sister kangen, honey.... "

"Mother.... "

"Dad, take Van away, Dad. Van tired, Van sleepy. "weep Alvano no matter what Alvino.

Alvano's energy weakened. He drowned in the arms of his twin. But his red lips incessantly raved about saying some sentences that did not sound so clear. His voice was raucous and trembling.

From where Alizya was, the noise that occurred in the house that he had left now might never know until anytime. In his mind he had imagined that he would never return to that house. Although in his heart he hoped, his two brothers would come and take him home. Really, if that happens then Alizya will happily go home.

Alizya misses Alvano and Alvino.

"Where are they, how are they? Panic, do they know I'm not home? " Alizya monologue. This morning he had breakfast with a bowl of chicken porridge on the rented terrace.

Alizya sighed after chewing a spoonful of porridge in her mouth. "Relse ... Izya kangen knows! "

There was no relief when Alizya decided to leave the house. In fact, his sadness is mounting. He felt depressed, disappointed, sad, angry, and homesick. Somehow Alizya had to vent all those feelings.

He regrets ... if only he wanted to last longer. If he had stayed on his original goal no matter how much Alvano and Alvino hated him, he might still be with them. At least be able to stare at them every day and make sure they are okay.

Alizya would not accept if she was said to be too stupid for still expecting affection from Alvano and Alvino who clearly hate her. To him, everything he did was not stupid. After losing Ayang and Mommy, Alizya feels that only Alvano and Alvino are the only families she has.

They are his precious treasure. Even if it may be said, Alizya is ready to bear any risk for their sake.

That stupid is indeed.

"Huh.... "Alizya exhaled violently. With a raging feeling he went back to devouring his chicken porridge.

This morning, the lives of the three brothers seemed to change by three hundred and sixty degrees, no longer like yesterday and before. Alizya sat alone enjoying a bowl of chicken porridge. For him this new atmosphere only makes him more lonely, usually he can still have breakfast with Alvano and Alvino despite being neglected.

And at the same time, Alvino has not managed to calm Alvano's sudden tantrum. In the dining room, the two twin brothers dissolved in a chaotic atmosphere.

"Van, stop! Hey ... please, horrify me! " Alvino broke down the hug and turned to cupping Alvano's face. He forced the handsome face of his brother who was almost no different from him to look up. "He's fine. Your sister will definitely be home. Little sister ... little sister will definitely go home. Be calm.... "

Alvano stared at Alvino. His eyes and nose were red. Alvano shakes strongly. "He must be angry. Little brother is angry because I don't want to accompany him to play. He was angry .. he left.... "

Alvino's eyes condensed to witness how fragile and disorganized Alvano's current appearance was. It's not easy to calm Alvano down. In the past Alvano was often given sedatives because too often crying hysterically suddenly. Alvino will not be careful if Alvano returns to experience the same thing. He can't bear.

Alvino is upset, not knowing what it must be like. He did not expect, Alvano who looks fine in fact experienced strong inner pressure until suddenly Alvano experienced tantrums when no longer able to hold it.

"He's not angry. You said he was a good boy, right? " Alvino replied in a soft voice as possible. He could not face Alvano who suddenly tantrums violently. It will only make Alvano mentally more depressed.

"Ta-but, but ... NOPE! HE'S EVIL! BECAUSE HE'S DADDY AND MOM IS GONE! ARGH...! DADDY'S! MOTHER! "

After a little softening, Alvano in fact back hysterical.

"DELAY! "

"IZYAH! DAD, IZYA GO, DAD! I DON'T WANT HIM TO LEAVE! CAN'T! "

"GO! GO AWAYL! JUST GO, GO FAR! BASIC PEMBVNVH! "

Instead of being calm, Alvano is getting hysterical. He got up and turned the table and chair. He ruffled everything in the kitchen and dining room. Alvino was overwhelmed, from behind he tried to hold Alvano's tall body and tried to calm him down.

"Van, please .. don't believe me. Do not make me afraid. "bluffy Alvino but not once able to influence Alvano.

"AARRGH...! "

"Argh...! Pain ... pain, Mother. Be ill.... "

Alvano's mind is screwed, he can't control his emotions. The two sides in his body were at war. He hates Alizya but also loves her. Alvano's in pain, chest tightness. He is not aware of what he is doing right now.

The disappearance of Alizya triggers her trauma. The shadow of the past when he lost his parents gives Alvano a headache. He is depressed, wants to find Alizya but the other side of him says otherwise.

"Vena ... The van! Oh Allah ... sober, Van, sober! "

"Don't stay in Vano, Dad! Mother ... don't bring a little sister. Don'tdon't.... "

"AARRGH...! "