
" okay. Wait a minute, I'll back off like you want! "
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"Non Izya, would you like to bring supplies? "
Alizya shook her head in response to the question of Bi Darsih, the housekeeper at her house. "Izya ate in the cafeteria, Bi. "
"Oh. Don't you want to make provisions for your sister? "
Alizya just shook her head. This time, he no longer bothered to make provisions for Alvano and Alvino. For today and next it will stop. It's also free, the supplies that he made for Alvano and Alvino they never brought. But it would be different story if Bi Darsih made them stock. They will gladly accept. That's what makes Alizya used to remain unbored to make them available in the name of Bi Darsih.
But this time, I don't know why he wants any more.
Bi Darsih smiled pity, he knew Alizya's feelings. Maybe the girl's getting tired.
A few seconds later, Alvano and Alvino arrived together. The twin brothers took a seat in the dining chair. They start eating without offering Alizya a meal. Alizya smiled even with Bi Darsih who looked at her pity.
"Auntie, don't you have breakfast? " Alvano looked at Bi Darsih politely.
Bi Darsih flinched, "ah. Aunt eat it later. " Bi Darsih looked back at Alizya with an uneasy look after answering Alvano's question.
Alizya again just smiled. He was still standing next to Bi Darsih on the right side of the dining table wearing a full school uniform. But it seems in the eyes of Alvano that only Bi Darsih looks.
"Now, Bi, eat with us, " said Alvino. Just like Alvano, he did not consider Alizya's existence.
"No, Den. Later, "push Bi Darsih smooth.
Alvano and Alvino smiled and resumed breakfast. They really don't care about Alizya. Alizya kept smiling because that was all she could do. He was usually treated like that.
Of jealousy? Sure oes. Although Bi Darsih is only a domestic assistant but his two brothers are very respectful and affectionate with him. Alizya also wanted to be treated like that, she wanted to be considered his existence. He just wanted them to care about him.
"Bi, if that's what Izya went to school first, yes. " Alizya grabbed Bi Darsih's hand and kissed him reverence. "Assalamualaikum, "greetings before you go.
Bi Darsih was stunned without a word. He was confused looking at Alizya who was not as usual. The young girl no longer prepares provisions for her two brothers and now no longer say goodbye also kiss their hands before leaving school.
Alizya completely eliminated her old habit. He's used to being as uncaring as Alvano and Alvino.
Alvano and Alvano did not turn their heads when Alizya passed away. No 'good-bye' or 'careful on the road'. But there are different, both of them squeeze the spoon firmly and the face looks tight.
Are they angry?
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This time, Alizya really had a hard time hiding her sadness. His face was gloomy, he daydreamed and ignored the open book before him. He really cannot control his mood. Sadly, Alizya never showed it to anyone else.
His mind drifted everywhere. It happened today, days ago, weeks ago, months ago even years ago. All of his memories revolved around like a documentary film ...
"Seventeen years I've been trying to make you love me, but none of it works. What do I do to stop hating me...? "
... And there is not a single happy moment with Alvano and Alvino in his memory.
Until bad thoughts hit his head. Alizya who had always been optimistic that Alvano and Alvino might actually love him began to doubt.
Maybe they don't love him at all?
Maybe it was not expected?
"Gue needs Lo's signature right now! "
Alizya was surprised to hear someone's voice suddenly. The daydream instantly broke. He looked at the man who was standing across the table from where he was.
"Excuse me, is time coming? " Alizya rubbed her chest as a way of diversifying her facial expression. He didn't want anyone else to see his gloomy face.
Not responding, the young man in front of him threw a map. "Signature! "
Either the young man saw it moody or not earlier.
"Ren, you're not polite! "
Darren stared indifferently. One that Alizya should know, Darren really does not want to make small talk to her. And it seems he did not see Alizya's sadness earlier.
Alizya looked at the map in her hapan. "Sorry, I can't sign it now. You just stay, I'll take you to Lo again, "he said.
"Gue wants it now! " Darren staunch.
Alizya sighed softly. "Ren, please.... This time, okay? I'm still busy!" He felt his mood was not good to carry out his duties as head of the osis.
"Ck! Don't be busy. I don't see Lo doing anything other than Lo just sitting around! Don't think I don't know that Lo is actually a malesan. If you can't be the head of the Osis, you better step back! " the jolt of Darren is unmitigated.
Alizya was silent looking at Darren who looked very haughty in front of her. Darren's face looks fierce because the young man had never been friendly to him. From the beginning the vice chairman of the osis it looks very dislike it.
Alizya's courage after hearing Darren's words, did not make the young man feel guilty at all. It just sizzles cynically.
Alizya smiled, "okay. You just wait, Ren, I'll step back as you wish! "