The Unconscious Love
Life Difficulties

"Let's look inside, if there's less we can tell them!" ask Howard to let go of his embrace.

"Yes" Lessy replied with a smile.

On the other hand Vinvin was planting vegetables in the soil beside his house, for a week there he worked hard to plant whatever he needed to survive.

In addition to Vinvin who grew rice and vegetables, the entire village also could not afford to buy their needs. the village they occupied was extremely remote and could only rely on the crops to survive this long.

The hot afternoon of the sun did not make the girl stop, she was still growing some kind of vegetables.

"I have to be quick, in order to pay my neighbor's uncles and aunts" said Vinvin.

"Village life is more difficult than in the city, if in the city work can still make money, while here borrow rice and vegetables must be paid for with the same goods. want to buy something also no sales. there is also no money is useful.the village is strange.how many years I left this place is still no progress," muttered Vinvin.

"My stomach is very hungry, huffff.all that I planted still have no results, in a week I owe a lot of rice and vegetables with uncle and aunt.I better cook first," vinvin's Mumbles.

Vinvin stepped inside his board house and headed to the kitchen.The house he occupied was very narrow.There was only a front room that immediately penetrated to the back.

He took a pot and put the vegetables that have been cut into small pieces.then he washed the vegetables.after finishing washing he boiled the vegetables.

Not long later he filled his stomach with only vegetables that he boiled, without mixing the flavoring ingredients.

The girl while blowing the heat of the vegetable, a bowl of mustard vegetables without any ingredients.then she put it in her mouth.chewing vegetables without taste to fill her stomach.

"Huffff.foolish times with kitchen ingredients, without ingredients can also be eaten. the important thing can be full!" Vinvin.

After living in the village Vinvin experiencing a lot of basic needs, can not buy anything in the village because there is nothing to sell, he can only eat porridge cooked so liquid for the sake of saving rice. or boil vegetables to eat his days.all that food he had to borrow from neighbors and will pay for it after the crops are fruitful.

At a time when Vinvin was eating only stewed vegetables without rice, Howard and his future wife were enjoying meat teak at a fancy restaurant.

"Howard, the meat is so tasty and tender, can you bring me here often?" ask Lessy.

"Of course you can!" howard answered with a smile.

"After you finish eating, I'll take you home!" howard said while cutting the steak.

"Where do you want to go?"

"I still have business in the office, I have to check some of the work I left today."

"Alright, but you don't go too late" Lessy replied.

"I'll be home when I'm done, '" Howard replied.

After an hour later Howard drove Lessy home, after which he drove his car with an unhappy look.

"Why do I feel so doubtful, isn't this my happiness? then why am I doubting from the beginning to the present" Howard said.

"Don't know when the careless girl came home, it's been a week still no news. Is the village so deep that it can't get into the network? is she okay?" said Howard who pulled his tie apart.

Not long after his car stopped somewhere that was none other than his best friend's residence. Howard got out of the car and headed to the simple house and then unlocked the door. all this time he did have the spare key of his best friend's house.

Howard who stepped in he closed the door again, then he turned on the lights and looked around the house.he imagined his friend who was smiling at him. The longing was still felt by him, he was still feeling, he often saw the shadow of his friend.

"Howard, it seems that without the girl you're so tormented, like you're just lost" said Howard, who stepped into the girl's room and turned on the lights.

He sat on the bed and was silent for a moment, looking very empty that house was without the presence of the girl.

"How can I tell if the network doesn't exist" Howard murmured.

Howar sat all night remembering the friend he had longed for so far. Too many memories between the two of them that made the man miss Vinvin who was cheerful and always pleased him.

"It was so heavy when he wasn't here, so unusual" Howard said.

The man's gaze then turned to the desk drawer that opened a little. he saw the black box that was in there. then he opened the drawer and took the object he saw it.

"Hour hands" said Howard who opened the box cover and saw the watch purchased by Vinvin before.

"Why can there be a man's watch here? who is he buying and for whom?"

Howard thought for a moment when he saw the watch out of curiosity, all this time the girl only had a male friend who was herself.

"Is he any other guy's friend?"

" Vinvin, are you in a breakup, which is why you chose to leave here?"

Countryside.

Vinvin sat in front of the house while looking at the full moon that illuminated the village, the atmosphere at night was pitch black only using lamp oil in every home residents.

The girl let out tears from missing the man she loved and was about to marry another woman soon.

"You must be happy there, as your best friend, I will always pray for you. Even though my condition is very difficult here. happiness is actually seeing the people we love living a happy life is more than enough" Vinvin said while looking at the moon.

"Howard, we are not a match, I will live in this miserable village forever.although I can only eat porridge and boiled vegetables I have no regrets. as long as I don't interfere with your relationship with Lessy, this is all very adequate" Vinvin said.

The girl cried because she remembered the memories of being with Howard, of course, it was very painful for her to have to lose the man she loved for many years who was going to marry the woman of her clan.

"Howard, all this time because I didn't want to ruin our friendship, I chose to soak up my feelings. And I hurt every time I saw you with Lessy. no matter how much you're happy, that's enough for me" Vinvin cried.

The girl's cry finally broke after enduring for many years.His fragile heart had been injured for a long time and only held it for this long.that night she cried so hysterically for a few minutes.

He prefers to live in a village that has nothing to get away from his best friend.Lessy's words have forced him to leave the city that has become his life's goal.

Next day.

Vinvin who was in the room was counting the money that was left nothing, he could only frown on seeing the amount of money only a few dollars left.

"How can I make money here? if I go somewhere else there has to be a fee as well" Vinvin said.