The Unexpected Marriage
Extra Part 12 - Ana - Axel Edition
After last night they slept together, this morning back on the same roof. Ana watches in the doorway, how gently Axel wakes Satria to make Ana smile knots.
"If the way you sleep so will be more soundly," said Ana shook her head slowly. Understandably, he is not used to it and where maybe also in prison he once took care of children.
Axel turned his head towards the source of the voice, Ana who approached made him change position. Axel asked with his sincere gaze, to be honest he did not know how to wake the child properly.
"Your voice is too soft, patted not stroked."
Not just talking, Ana also practiced her example. At all Axel is not focused on Satria at this time, but the beautiful face of Ana who is giving an explanation to him.
She is very, very mature, motherly and at a young age after the injury that Ana received made Axel admire her. The wounds he's created, he's the main culprit. Axel's chest suddenly tightened, he hurt himself with eyes that continued to stare at Ana fixedly.
Not the full glare of naffsu as before, Axel looked at him very differently. Iba, feeling sinful and regret as big as the world he was feeling right now. As evil as he was, after forcibly taking his future, Axel actually left a mark that was ultimately so valuable to Ana.
"Try again, you promised sem_"
"An," interrupted Axel suddenly, to be honest he no longer focused on listening to Ana, even he was not aware of interrupting the woman's conversation.
"Why?"
"I'm sorry" said Axel almost inaudibly, his voice seemed lost and unable to speak again.
His tongue was too faint, he looked down again to hide the eyes that had now been condensed. If Ricko had known this, he would have been the subject of ridicule. No problem, Axel does not want to lie to himself, the fact that it is now at its lowest point, really.
"For?"
"Everything ..your parents, you and Satria of course."
Actually Axel already has no face, he admitted maybe after this Ana actually more hate him. However, the guilt always haunts him. The look of the plea from Ana for him to stop that night always Axel remembered, the heart if remembered.
"It's not your fault, after all it's clear that Bram was the main cause of my parents' death."
He only answers about his parents, not for the fatal mistake Axel made on him. Ana sighed slowly, she glanced at Axel who now seemed to be waiting for him to speak again.
"On Satria .. I was hurt, but not for long. Brother Irham strengthened me at that time, he said the child was a gift and would one day be the first to remove my wound."
Ana quivered actually, but as much as possible she tried to look fine in front of Axel. As he promised Irham, he would never blame the fate and decrees that God laid down.
"And it turned out to be true, Satria was my only goal to stay alive, he's the only treasure I've got after papa and mama left and I'm so proud to have it."
Ana is not making up stories, it is all true. Although at the beginning of pregnancy she was insane, even tried to end life many times. Irham who at that time could only go home occasionally even chose to settle first in order to keep accompanying Ana in her slump.
Is that how well Ana received the wound? Why isn't there anger at all? Axel had suspected that he would be treated contemptibly when Sean told him about Satria. However, all of that proved to be just Axel's fear.
"I'm taking too long .. I'm sorry once again, An."
"Hm, stop talking about it and don't make me remember it again, Axel please."
Trouble setting herself up, Ana just doesn't want her fears back. What's more the saying is the culprit himself, already tired of him struggling to give strength in him.
"Yes, An is no longer .. but before, may I ask you something?"
"Please, just ask."
"Can we bis_"
"Daddy ...."
Their gazes turned quickly, the two who had been looking at each other instantly stopped when they heard Satria's hoarse voice. They were talking too far, could Satria hear it? Hope it doesn't.
"Hallo good boy, good morning .. are you awake?"
"Hey, Daddy's taking me to school today?"
"Of course, didn't Daddy promise?"
"Yeah!! Mommy is too?" Satria's request increased, and Ana lowered her head and Axel caught a small refusal there.
"Please, Daddy!! Yesterday Hiro taunted me for just being ushered in by Mommy .. yes? The iyaiyaiyaiya? Answer yes, Dad!!"
God, why is he being this forced? Is it possible because Axel took his mother's life by force? Axel was wondering.
"Yes, Satria ... there take a shower, Mommy will prepare breakfast," replied Ana who again and again made Axel's eyes immediately break open.
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- To Be Continued