The Unforgettable
Febrian's Glass

Messy, that one word is able to explain how disorganized a Febrian life is. Her hair is now left long, with her face growing a beard, mustache and beard that is not treated properly. His body looked thinner than three months ago.

Sunken eyes with a black circumference there. It shows that the man often spent the night staying up late. The more days the man gets colder his attitude. There was rarely a smile on the man's lips.

His life only ranged between in the office, home and nightclub to just drink. Releasing all the fret that was lingering in his mind. The more days instead of him being able to forget Alira in his life the more he missed that woman.

The shadow of guilt seemed to continue to bind his heart to the woman who was now the only one who lived in his heart. Since Alira's departure with the wound he carried made his heart seem dead. There is no desire to just vent the passion in his body. His life is just for work and work.

Anya no longer interfere with her life, the woman has withdrawn all business capital loaned to the man. Had fallen down the business that was built in February, but now slowly has improved. What is not good remains his heart.

Dark clouds seemed to overshadow him, no beam of light was able to penetrate the dark space of his heart which was enveloped in guilt and timeless longing.

'' When are you going to be like Bri ?'' asked Erza who was staring concerned Febrian who was sipping a drink in her glass.

'' Until I can meet Alira and can apologize from her, Febrian said with a look of despair.

'' He could be happy with his life now. Or he found the right person in his life. You can't keep dong. Come move on, there are many girls who love, if your appearance is not like this.

The two men were sitting together, staring at the blackened sky on the balcony of the Febrian house. With a glass of warm drink and a cigarette between his fingers.

'' I have to first mastiin Alira happy with or without me. If he had found someone else and he was happy, I wouldn't have forced him to be in his life. I just need to apologize from him said Febrian, after exhaling smoke from his mouth.

'' When is Bri?, you wait to see him. Back and forth you came to his house and no one knows where he is Erza said. Febrian has indeed visited the residence of the elders of Alira from being welcomed until the moment he spoke honestly about the thing that made Alira disappear,he came home battered in the face of his older brother Alira.

But he never stopped coming. Until he said sorry, he got from them. He just wanted to prove that he really regretted what he did. And now they are both looking for the whereabouts of Alira who disappeared without a trace.

'' If I have to spend a lifetime waiting for forgiveness from him I will do Za'' hear the words of the friend, Erza can only sigh.

Both are silent, enjoying the breeze blowing . Together the deserted ones started to creep. The two grown men dissolved in each other's minds.

'' Almost every day you come to the campus, there is nothing that can be asked ?'' said Erza who actually could not bear to see the destruction of her best friend. There was no aura of life emanating from the man's face. There was only a dark aura enveloping his cloudy face.

'' The only one who knows the whereabouts of Alira is her best friend Vivian. But the girl was untouchable. Even now he came to campus with a bodyguard. After I tried many times to talk to her, Febrian said, her shoulder face was truly apprehensive.

'' Have a picture of him ?'' ask Erza. Febrian shook his head.

'' In his sosmed Alira aja there added Erza, Febrian reached into his pants pocket and took a cell phone. In his dikaya sosmed and looking for Alira to look at the photo belonging to the woman.

It turns out that he was blocked by Alira, really the woman was determined to disappear from her life.

'' Create a new account'' Erza gave him an idea. Without waiting for long, Febrian created a new account and once registered he immediately searched for an account belonging to Alira.

And the one he missed all along. That is sosmed, now he is surfing on the veranda owned by Alira, see photos that turned out to be a lot of newly uploaded.

'' Beach '' Febrian murmurs are still heard by Erza.

'' What beach is it ?''erza asked, looking to see what Febrian money found.

'' From the photo that Alira uploaded, it looks like he lives in the coastal area.'' said Erza who saw some photos uploaded by Alira.

One photo made Febrian stunned, Alira appeared to stand sideways with a view of the sunset on the beach. And the one that made Febrian seem to stop breathing. Alira's stomach is slightly protruding, because the knee-length dress that Alira wears is blown by the wind.

'' Is it possible that Alira is married ?'' febrian asked with a rumble on his chest. Collapsed was his hope to meet the woman and assemble the story from the beginning again. Erza stared at the photo that made Febrian stunned. And he caught the same thing.

'' Wait, but even if she was married when it looked like it was her stomach ?'' erza's analysis made Febrian frown. Looking at Erza who was looking at her sharply.

'' You don't feel it ?'' investigate Erza who is possessed by Febrian.

'' About four months ago, I didn't use safety. You think ?'' febrian asked, Erza straightened her body looking into the eyes of her best friend.

'' Fix him your son said Erza sure. Febrian's hands shook, his chest roaring violently. Is Alira really pregnant with her child ?. Oh, he really hates himself a lot if that's really the case. He has lost two lives at once.

'' Why did he leave Za, should he hold me accountable ?'' febrian asked with a trembling tone.

'' Maybe not the night where he mergokin you play there again Anya he wants to tell you that ?'' .

As soon as Febrian froze, he could not answer what his best friend had said. Right, it could have been that night Alira was about to tell him that. Because it's not usually the night that the woman comes to his house.

Febrian looked like she was brushing her hair, rubbing it rough with a tangled face.

'' I have to find him Za, this must be the reason he disappeared from his family too. Please help me Za said Febrian desperately. Erza patted the friend's shoulder.

'' I will help as much as I can Bri said Erza calms the friend .

Febrian looked up at the sky, faintly visible crescent moon covered in clouds. Tears melted from the man's eyes.

'' Sorry I am Ra. '' her moans are soft.