The Unforgettable
Heart Expressions

Febrian can only resign to all that is said by the woman who now serves as his wife. What can he do?, all is his fault. If it had to be the rest of the time he had for himself fighting to get that love again. He would rather be ignored by Alira than not see her in front of him.

The couple looked at each other, Alira with her cold and sharp gaze. Febrian with a soft gaze full of longing. No words were spoken from Febrian lips, sad eyes implying a deep longing that made Alira's chest pound.

The woman was hypnotized in a black eyeball that dragged her into the same heartbeat. As Febrian approached and pulled himself in an embrace. Alira could only stay in silence. Love, longing, hurt and broken it into one. Making emotions clump in the chest, making tears spill without a word.

'' I'm sorry, if I had to say sorry for the rest of my life, I would do Ra. I know my fault is too big for you. I know my apologies won't change everything, won't heal the wounds I've made on you. Punish me as you please Ra, for never leave me again. I can't without you Ra said Febrian, hugging his wife tightly. Tears he could not bear.

Alira has shed her tears. Alira's sobs were getting louder. Alira's hands raised started to hit her husband's back.

'' It hurts, it hurts. It hurts so much, Mom. What's my fault?. Why do you have to ?'' alira said with a cry that grew.

The pain was so pronounced, the betrayal was still clearly reflected in his eyes.

'' Sorry, that's all that can be said from Febrian's lips. The voice was in the midst of her guilt. He can only accept when the wife's hand continues to hit him. He was willing, even very willing. Because he knew the pain in Alira's heart was more than the pain he was in.

Until Alira pushes herself, and releases a Febrian hug. The woman grew sobbing, that she finally sat on the floor . The pain was again felt, as if the wound was wet again. Febrian brushed her hair, a tightness in her chest seeing her woman in tears, and it was because of her.

''Ra, punish me Ra. Punish me, but please don't cry. I can't see you like this said Febrian who now hugged his wife who was sitting on the floor.

'' You made me this way, Mas . You !'' alira said a little loudly.

'' Sorry, I'm sorry. Let me fix everything, dear Febrian said as she gently rubbed Alira's hair.

'' Can you give me back my heart that you broke, Mas, can you ?'' groaning Alira in tears that are still stupefied.

Febrian clenched his wife's body tighter. Guilt was pouring down in his heart. It was as evil as he had done to the woman he loved so much.

If time could return, he would never cut the wound on such a soft and fragile heart. If he could repeat everything, there would be no injuries that he would inflict. He loved so much the woman who was now touched in a bitter cry.

Truly, now he understands the anger that binds the lover of heart. He understood how painful the wound was. Because of his selfishness, now there is a broken heart and there is no way he can be whole again.

For a long time, the two men hugged in silence. Only crying controls both. Alira with wounds still felt and Febrian with endless regret.

Febrian took off his arms, cupped his wife's face and wiped away the tears on her face.

'' I know, I'm not the best man of your life. I've made wounds that may not be forgiven. But please, just one time. Give me a chance to fix this. I cannot restore what I have destroyed, but allow me to rearrange the fragments of the heart. Although it is impossible to return to full. I won't demand anything from you, just stay by my side .'' Febrian looked into Alira's eyes, revealing her heart wound. There was not a word from the woman. There was no rejection from Alira.

'' Never go away from me again Ra, I can't without you added Febrian to a word that had been repeated from her lips. He just wants his wife to stay by his side. It is too painful to be far away without being able to look and touch the lover.

That day, when a couple should be happy. But the lovers who have become husband and wife are now venting their hearts.

'' Reassure me, if you can I trust again mas !'' alira looked at the two dark eyes full of regret. Febrian nodded steadily.

'' Give me time to prove that I will not make that mistake again Ra. I'm aware of all my mistakes, and I'm aware of all my selfishness. Give me one chance, if I can't give you back your trust in me. I am willing that you leave as long as you are happy Ra said Febrian with a sigh. Because if that woman ever leaves her life again. He could not imagine how ruined his life would be.

'' I hold your words Mas '' said Alira . Febrian nodded her head, then kissed her female forehead. Truly the taste has not disappeared only disguised by a gaping wound. That love still gives Alira a hope that what they are living right now is the way they should be. But the injured side of the heart still reminds his heart not to be complacent by the love offered by Febrian.

'' We go home this afternoon, okay ?. I need to get our marriage registered immediately. I don't want us to just marry the series Febrian said, Alira nodded silently.

The woman was seen breathing deeply and long. Calming the mixed feeling in his heart. Then stand up. His body felt so tired, even several times felt the movement in his stomach. Not too obvious but he can feel.

'' I want to take a break said Alira while standing up, and went to bed. Febrian stood up, but was still stunned at the spot to see her woman holding her sore waist.

Febrian could only swallow his saliva, imagining Alira fighting alone for the baby in her womb.