The Unperfect Marriage
Esa Regret

"There are other people who love you, wait for you, want to be with you, but why do you even find someone who does not want to be with you anymore? don't believe it, give yourself a chance to be happy. And it's not like me" said Luna.

Dimas flinching, said he no longer wanted to be with him who was thrown, as if it was honesty. His eyes even dared to stare, along with the word so steadily spoken. The words were like a whip to Dimas' heart, Luna's gaze resembled the tip of a sharp sword that had struck her heart.

"You'd better go home, I've got a lot of work to do. The children must have woken up, too" said Luna again.

Both of Dimas' eyes stared at the heart, glazed over representing the heartache he felt. What he kept on fearing, all true happened so real. Luna resembled a heartless person, a gaze that once seemed warm, now looked cold with her attitude. 

His words, too, sounded more painful than Luna who used to often reject him. Sounds cruel and does not want to care about the feelings of others, all hurt very much. Yes, she is indeed a woman who once loved will surely love with all her heart. But when he has something to tease and make him not want, he will be the one who will never care.

Dimas was silent to see the woman standing in front of him, his lips moaning without being able to speak. Who her? is he really the one he has loved all this time? why is it so different? has the wound made him so hard than before? has the situation changed him so much? wh why? all those questions flashed through Dimas's mind.

Tears crossed without desire, Dimas smilingly wiped away the tears and turned his head in the other direction. Yes, whatever happens to Luna is also her responsibility. Unintentionally, he also changed and formed the character of Luna very hard. "I didn't expect you to be able to talk about all that" Dimas said with a smile.

"I can make you back to kayak first again" he added as he passed Luna's body.

Dimas left, saying goodbye to both of Luna's parents inside. The woman who had turned around was about to leave, looked at Dimas' back and remained standing in his place. Must be, he had to say a lot of hurtful things to get Dimas to give up, giving the others a chance to be happy.

No, he doesn't know what makes Dimas happy. Whether it's Rena or anyone else, she doesn't know anything. But one thing he knew, that he could never make Dimas happy by risking many things, especially his own parents.

"Never come back, please. I need calm" he said alone.

It would be great if Dimas never came back, it would be so easy for him not to be haunted by the painful shadows of the past. Not about her, but about all the insults that have been inflicted on the family. 

Until now, Luna has not been able to make both parents happy, has not been able to repay anything they have given, has not been able to make both of them peaceful through old age. Should he also add weight to them after adulthood? nay! Luna didn't want to do it.

His breath was drawn very deeply, throwing it away violently. Luna walked towards the house, removing the leather jacket that covered the middle black tee shirt she was wearing. A smile is neatly attached, not giving a gap even for the eyes to show what has happened. His mind and heart were left outside the house. There is only a smile when inside the house for the family and their children.

"Who was Dimas?" ask Olivia.

"Nothing to say, Ma. His intention was to pick up Aulia, but I've already taken her. He came home again" said Luna with a smile.

"Nobody first?" ask back to mom.

"Hehehe, Luna will not bring HP. So don't know," grinned Luna scratched her nape.

"Hubliness! already there wash your feet with your hands, children have been bathed the same mba. Now she's getting changed" replied Olivia.

"Well, did you wake up? usually, it's also the new day to wake up" said Luna slowly.

"Luna to the room first yes, Ma!" she added and kissed the side of her face and went to the room.

Olivia smiled, but soon faded. No different from previous lies, the eyes never want to cooperate. Olivia was the one who conceived and gave birth to Luna, not a fool who was insensitive at all to her daughter's circumstances.

The sound is made the same, the smile is developed wide, but the eyes say different things. If possible, he wants to see that eye also describes a smile like a lip, not an eye with a burden that forces the lips to continue to present a smile.

He who laughs louder, he who always comforts others, he who always gives a lot of support to others, is a greater man who keeps wounds. The person who looks strong like steel, whereas in it is trying to collect a lot of pieces that may be missing some.

Even Aldo understood that, but not Dimas. With Aldo, it doesn't take much to say, but it's so easy for the man to understand and give a lot of comfort. But with Dimas, he said more, but not necessarily understood.

Not to compare, but that's the way it is. He didn't feel it, but that's how he felt. Luna enters the room, remaining in thought about a selfishness of the man who once married her. Inexhaustible thought with him, who was even willing to have a relationship without any similar feelings.

Elsewhere, Dimas did not return home because of Rena. He went to Dedrick's house, just to calm down. The clothes were there some, he could use to work. But still he was disturbed by Luna's statement, the presence of Rena. Tired, very tired to keep repeating the same things.