The Unperfect Marriage
Turns out this sick

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"infidelity.as long as I don't do that I can forgive anything, even kdrt though. I really don't have a stock sorry for that"

esa's fist was lodged in her own head when Ola's sentence flashed back in her head.

why did he only consider the wind and then the conditions of Ola?

"La sorry, baby" murmured Esa frustrated

for the rest of his life this time he was afraid of losing someone in his life.

through the rearview mirror above his head, Han who was sitting behind the wheel grimaced silently when he saw the grievous expression of his boss sitting in the middle seat. Han could do nothing but drive his car as fast as he could so that the boss could meet Ola.

as soon as he got to the front of the hotel lobby, Esa hurriedly opened the car door and walked a little briskly running towards the elevator, the destination being the wife's room. but when the elevator door was about to close Esa went out again to the receptionist.it had been a tension for a while, and after issuing all the evidence that he was the husband of Ola, the receptionist finally gave him the key to the spare room.

despite having a spare cardlock, Esa still pressed the bell once it arrived in front of Ola's book room, in addition to wanting to maintain the privacy of the wife who was somehow doing it in the room, Esa also wanted to open the door and give the impression as if his arrival was welcomed by his wife

but until the bell he pressed the fifth time, Esa gave up and finally opened the door with her sensor card.

"assalamualaikum, dear" he exclaimed as soon as the door opened. His eyes went straight down every corner

"La?" call him when he does not find the whereabouts of his wife

he pulled out his phone and then made a call to a contact he named his wife MAS ESA ⁇ 💦

rang...

but until the ringing ended his call did not also get an answer. not desperate he returned to calling, but Ola's mobile number is not active

"astaga La, where the hell are you, baby?" erang Esa was frustrated. both her hands grabbed her hair as an impingement of the immortality of her heart

the sound of a message notification on his cellphone made Esa immediately pick up the sophisticated object that he had thrown on the bed so upset

his eyes sparkled as soon as he got a notification in the form of a photo file from the contact of the wife. Without a second thought Esa immediately opened it. not post a picture aka PAP the wife who was expecting, Esa, usually his wife always send pap to him, but this is not, but the invitation letter of the second trial of their divorce which turns into tomorrow after tomorrow.

it turns out as painful as this feels. the thing that used to be thought would be fine when Esa realized her plan to divorce Ola in order to keep her promise to the Goddess turned out to make her feel unparalleled pain like now.

All because of his love for the Goddess so that Esa closed her eyes to realize where she really felt anchored. that everything she comfortable near Ola. that he dared to touch a woman for the first time in his life because he put his trust that Ola is who his heart wants. Esa is not the type of man who easily gives up his body if there is no love in it, and that he gives it to Ola, who is the only one who can give it to her, it's just that he belatedly realized that his heart ~beyond his compassion~ he wanted Ola for himself.

while being the center of the chaos of feelings Esa is now enjoying a night alone on Muaya beach which tonight is quite quiet visitors. after getting a call from the father, he said, instead of going home directly after Kuta beach which became the venue for the wedding reception Naya and Dimas, Ola even visited the beach that is identical to the light brown sand. the beach in Jimbaran was once a witness to the beautiful memories that were once engraved with men who would soon become his mass.

although everything was in sight but Ola still often put hope that she was dreaming in her sleep. but the pain and tightness that sometimes makes him difficult to catch his breath forced him to realize that the one he was facing was a reality.the reality is that her husband was having an affair.the man he loved betrayed his trust. the man she spoiled and endowed with wholehearted affection during the marriage turned out to have evil intentions on her from the very beginning of their relationship

although heavy, although he had to limp to fight the pain of his heart, despite having to fight alone to fight against his soul which had been deliberately damaged by Esa, he was afraid to fight, Ola had no other choice but to succumb to fate.

trying and getting hurt is not bad than being stuck in a relationship that has broken its foundation in the first place.

"ah. it turns out there is still water stock" his grunts as tears slid down past his cheeks that he patted using his fingers

"my tears are a lot, too, not exhausted even though it has been two weeks always falling. xixixi" his monologue was accompanied by a bland laughter which was then followed by sobs to smother the chest

"Lord, this is. really.. can I give up. I don't feel. want to die.." Ola said on the sidelines of her sobs that increasingly make her chest difficulty processing oxygen.

"i'm sincere God, I'm sincere, but why does it feel so sick? people say that the pain will be less sincere, but why in me the pain is still the same?"

"i'm sincere, isn't God?" asked Ola with her head turned to look up at the starry sky, very bright, far inversely proportional to the condition of her heart full of darkness "it is evident that I did not ask you to avenge my pain on her. I did not ask for karma to go down on them. I just asked for help to heal my pain" he continued, patting his left chest so that the pain in there could be unraveled. even now that his cry had been hiccuped, Ola had trouble taking a breath.

"La?" the call with a trembling tone almost swallowed with the sound of the waves in the air but able to penetrate his eardrums. a voice that had been Ola poult half dead, even in his sleep was Ola can recognize the voice, Ola can recognize the sound, the voice that always adored her was beautiful every day that later Ola knew was just a lie

"you..find me?" asked Ola as she turned her head over her shoulders, Esa stood there three steps away

"so far, you will continue to find you dear, you are the place where you go home. How could you not find your own home, hm?" with tears in his eyes, the words were spoken with great earnestness from Esa's mouth. The man was now crouching before the wife.His heart was sliced to witness for the first time Ola cried so much, all because of her

"Bang-sat food! what have you done to this beautiful woman" her mind cried out, eager for Esa to crush herself

Seriate...

hai gais..want nanya...preferably upload afternoon just before opening what remains dawn today? afraid you read this early in the morning even for you emotions.fear very much the reward of your fasting so reduced.