The Unused Ex
Be feuding

"O Allah... What other trials are these..??! Why does this have to be?! Why did Mas Suhan have to be my test stone..?!!" lirih Maya cries alone in her room in Birrul.

Maya now bends over the chair she is sitting on. His face continued to cover from the surrounding vision, even though in the room there was only himself and his son.

Maya is really hurt. It is hard to believe that Suhan, who is so romantic, loving to him and Birrul, betrayed him.

"Astaghfirullah's... Oh my God, my heart hurts so much..! It hurts so much, God..! Mother..! The father..! Why did you guys go livein Maya..?? Maya still needs you.. Maya misses you.. Maya wants mom and dad..."

Long Maya crying. Until his eyes had turned red and again puffy.

The woman stopped crying when she heard Birrul's cry.

The woman's mind immediately refocused thinking about what she should do later. He should ignore this pain immediately. Because there is a son only wayangnya who clearly still need it.

Maya rushed over to where her son was lying. And she immediately embraced the frail body of the baby with love.

Not to forget Maya also whispered words and love songs for him. Until the hum of shalawat was melodious, out of Maya's mouth finally. While his own heart is still so hurt by the gaping wounds of love.

"Yes the prophet.salam 'alaika... ya apostle. salam. 'alaika..."

While giving Birrul ASI hers, Maya continues to recite the shalawat with a heart-wrenching voice. Not to forget the puddles of tears spilled back from his red and wet eyes.

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In the end, Suha really did not come to Birrul's room that night. And Maya Sudha can guess where her husband is right now.

Realizing which way her mind was wandering, Maya hurriedly steeled her heart again.

"Stop, May.. Don't cry anymore! You must be strong! For Birrul.. He needs you, May. You have to be strong!" maya encouraged herself.

After crying almost all night, in fact Maya was no longer able to cry the next day. Not because he is incapable. But more to those who do not allow it.

Maya intends to ask Suhan directly about what her husband did last night. Whenever Suhan will go to the hospital again later.

Maya had thought that a new Suhan would come the next afternoon. Her husband came to her in the morning.

The clock just showed at nine. Maya had just finished breakfast when suddenly the door opened violently.

Srak..!

Maya just looked at the door. Just to look at Suhan's eyes.

Deg. Deg.

Ba dump's. Ba dump's.

Suhan then entered slowly with his head lowered. But there is a disturbing inner Maya when she saw the appearance of her husband that looks so messy. Even Maya also realized that Suhan was still wearing the same shirt as yesterday, when her husband was about to go to the office.

"Stop!" Maya screamed so suddenly.

And Suhan who had been walking down immediately stopped stepping. The man then raised his gaze and looked confusedly at Maya.

"Maya..? You why..?" suhan asked, as he went back to stepping.

"Stop! I said stop!" he screamed again with a louder voice.

This time Suhan finally realized that the condition of his wife's heart was not okay. Moreover, then he could see that Maya's eyes clearly showed traces of long crying.

Without a second thought, Suhan walked quickly to where Maya was standing. He wants to make sure that his vision is wrong and Maya does not end up crying for long.

"Stop right there! I'm missing stop! Don't touch me! I'm asking you to leave right now!" maya cried hysterically as Suhan continued to try to pull her into a hug.

"May.. Love... Why you, honey..?" suhan asked sounded so worried.

"Bullsh*t love an! I won't believe any more of your talk, Bi!You are a big liar!" maya's screams continued to rave at Suhan.

But Suhan did not give up. He kept trying to hug his wife to be able to calm himself again.

"Maya. relax, May.. I want you to calm down and clear to me. What makes you like this?"

"YOU. BI!! YOU MADE ME LIKE GINI! YOU'RE MAKING ME CRAZY! CRAZY AS YOUR FAKE LOVE! WICKED YOU, BI! YOU ARE SO MEAN TO ME!!"

"May! istighfar, May! What the hell are you?! Calm down! We're talking good-ba-"

"Don't bring that stuff from your dirty mouth, Bi! I'm sick of hearing it! Before you think of me, you see how you behave! And don't tell me I'm not sane! You're not sane, Bi! You are crazy!"

"I. I don't understand what you're saying, Um..! Please clear to abi. What's wrong Abi, Um..?"

Plaque!

Maya manages to slap a hard slap into Suhan's cheek. Until the man was stunned in disbelief staring at the wife.

Not why. But this was the first time Maya slapped him. During this time, although Maya was often angry or upset, his wife never really hit him. But now..?

Maya then shouted again.

"Wrong?! You ask me what's wrong, Bi..? You really need me to talk about your rot right now, Bi?! in front of Birrul, your own son?! Shame Bi..! Know your shame, Bi..!" blaspheme Maya with red eyes already.

Suha was still silent. He glanced at the place where Birrul was still asleep. But no! A moment later, his son cried. And Maya oun instantly stopped blaspheming her, and was busy calming their son.

Meanwhile, Suhan continued to stare at Mata and Birrul from the far edge. In silence. In the silence of the room.

After calming Birrul. Maya finally spoke again. But this time his voice was just a slow whisper.

Without looking directly into Suhan's eyes, the woman asked.

"I asked you, Bi. Please answer honestly. I don't want you to lie, because I'll always know that you're lying" Maya said in a slow note.

"..Whahuh? What do you want to ask, May?"

"Where were you last night, Bi? You're not here to accompany Birrul and me. So where exactly did you go? To our house.?? Or.. to someone else's house?!" ask Maya with a full-on threat.

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