The Villainess Wants To Die
Ch. 4 – Can I Die?
The day was getting late, the whole day Verra just sat quietly in the room (new) while browsing through everything on the phone of the original body owner. Fortunately, only the screen must be replaced, the contents are still intact.
Look around... This is a good hp, but according to the story of the novel Verra will change the phone just because scratched a little. So wasteful. Of course for him it is a waste, even in life and then he uses something as it is. Hp already from SMP, used until the age of 25. Sometimes it spares, the storage is full fast, but it remains in use. Zara did not dare to ask her foster parents for new items.
Verra found a daily writing of the original body owner, in addition to writing in the diary turns out the original body owner also sometimes wrote it on the notes on his phone.
29 December
Dear diary, why do I feel lonely? Why did they leave me alone? Uncle and aunt went out of town for business, grandfather also went reunion with his college friend first. There was only Geon at home. He was only in his room all day. While Celine went with the annoying Theo. To be honest, I hated Celine from the first time I saw her. His face was like mocking me and feeling himself the highest and I the lowest. Her innocent face wants me to shred! He also monopolized the attention of the entire family. Is Mr Gerion's word true?
"It's okay if you hate the female lead, because we're one way. The plain is too annoying to make others want to always be angry. Hate others, hate everyone in the world, you can hate anyone. As long as you don't hate yourself, it hurts. Love yourself, love yourself, cherish yourself, no one can give you as much love as you love yourself." Verra said to the real Verra. Did he hear it? I don't know, he also does not know for sure whether the original owner of the body is still alive or not.
Verra continued to read the notes written by the original body owner, unconscious until he had already reached the last note.
1 January
Beautiful winter, snow falling. Beautiful fireworks with colorful light in the black sky. I don't know why all of a sudden I miss Papa and Mama whose faces don't even remember because they've been gone too long. Can I die?
"He?!!!! Die off? Plot deviating from the original story!! A reality that is not in the novel, not even known by the author himself! Wow, what is this?!" Surely Verra was surprised by what was written in the last sentence.
Verra in the novel is told as an evil girl who envies her foster brother for being surrounded by handsome men. He always felt isolated. Evil, evil, evil, that's all anyone else knows about Verra.
There is something wrong with this family, although it is written that this family only uses Verra but still like something is hidden. The small brain that was once only filled with how to care for a good sister is now thinking hard.
He is only 'Zara' who is trapped in the world of novels, becoming 'Verra'. Only a few unimportant memories entered his mind, slowly surely the entire memory of the original owner of the body would be fused with it. What's wrong, Verra has to find out.
Verra laid her body on the soft bed, then tilted her body to face a large brown teddy bear in front of her. His index finger moved, moaning the belly of the teddy bear lazily.
Now I'm back doing nothing. Tired of feeling in this sky blue room alone. He used to accompany his sister all the time, accompany her to chat or read stories, help her eat, take her for a walk in a wheelchair in the park around the hospital, the days that have become like a part of his life are no longer there after his sister died. He admitted that he felt lonely, but this was not his world. It's just a novel world. He who writes it himself with his own two hands, strings it word for word into a whole story. An important original storyline is completed. I didn't know if he could enter the world of novels. Can you think of the novel world as your own?
Tok tok...
With a knock on the door, Verra got out of her sleep and walked to the door. But, who's visiting? Which occupant of the initiative knocked on Verra's room door? Even in the original novel, everyone hated Verra to the bones. They're evil. Verra is also evil.
"Verra, are you resting?" A soft and sweet voice was heard from behind the door. Verra's hand that was about to open the door came to a halt, a person most hated by the Antagonist. Celine Zealani Atkinson, the female lead.
Verra's hand touched the doorknob, the electronic door detected Verra's fingerprint and the door opened after being pulled by Verra's hand. Verra's sparkling pink bead meets Celine's emerald green bead paired with a dark brown mane. A plain look that sucks for her, Verra wanted to slam the door right in front of Celine. But, the antagonist should not act rudely when first meeting the protagonist. There must be a reason.
"You...?" Acting began. Verra must remain amnesiac, not remembering anyone around her. Although he already knew that the 17-year-old girl in front of him is a female protagonist.
"I, Celine Zaelani Atkinson. I'm your cousin, Ver! Have you forgotten me? Every morning we go to school with a car. You also often help me when I am in trouble at school. We are often together too. We are. very close... Masa, you don't remember me?" Celine looked at Verra with sparkling eyes, not sparkling with happiness but sparkling with hope for something. The positive aura emitted from the face and behavior of the female protagonist was indeed different.
"really?" Is there any reason I can trust you? I trust myself more. What Celine said was a lie, but not all of it was a lie. Celine says as if Verra is a good brother, Verra is a criminal who always demeans and even oppresses him in front of many people. Falsity again.
"But my feeling is that we're not that close. While in my memory I remember nothing, my gut tells me that the heart is the truth. What, you doubt the feelings left behind when memories are lost?" Verra said as she looked at the girl whose height was shorter by a few centimeters from her.
It was true that Celine was the female protagonist in the novel, but her rather bad nature did not reflect the kind-hearted protagonist at all. Celine was originally very arrogant but was held back. Feeling the highest self and the lowest others. Always put up with himself. In the original novel as well, after the death of the antagonist Celine laughs happily celebrating Verra's death.
"Ehh?" Celine was petrified on the spot. Cold sweat began to pour out as Verra answered her words by looking into her eyes without any taste. Verra's eyes looked empty.
"Well.that's.." The eyeballs moved around, looking for an excuse to answer back to his cousin. Baffled. Celine can't think in a desperate state.
Celine made herself desperate. Why would he lie until Verra asked? Celine could have switched the subject so as not to answer Verra's words. Celine was indeed arrogant and somewhat cunning in her heart, but any human would not be able to think clearly in a desperate state. And, Celine assumes that Verra is her enemy.
No exclamation ah, very long answer. Verra lazily waited for the desperate Celine, it was better to just switch the chat. "Can you take me around the mansion? L'm... I'm bored."
Celine immediately flinched. Verra's tone sounded flat with no purpose. Isn't Verra usually going to snap at him?
"O-okay..."
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